i hate hate hate this fucking life. Everything in my life is mess. And im drowning in that. Lord please help me and guide me to live a peaceful life. I need your help.
I remember playing her this song in the car after we broke up and she came back, the look she gave me when she heard “say she love me, still please go to hell” was crazy
Drugs got me sweatin', but the room gettin' colder Lookin' at the devil and the angel on my shoulder Will I die tonight? I don't know, is it over? Lookin' for my next high I'm lookin' for closure Lean with me, pop with me Get high with me if you rock with me Smoke with me, drink with me Fucked up liver with some bad kidneys Lean with me, pop with me Get high with me if you rock with me Smoke with me, drink with me Fucked up liver with some bad kidneys Told her if I die I'ma die young Every day I've been gettin' fucked up Finally know the difference between love and drugs Shorty tell me I should really sober up This shit ain't fiction, it's too real, too real Fuck one dose, I need two pills, two pills I'm lookin' for trouble so I know I'm gonna find it Ring, ring, plug hit my phone, perfect timin' I know I'm not right But I'm not wrong, no I'm not wrong Girl, you hate it when I'm too high But that's where I belong, where I belong Lean with me, pop with me Get high with me if you rock with me Smoke with me, drink with me Fucked up liver with some bad kidneys Lean with me, pop with me Get high with me if you rock with me Smoke with me, drink with me Fucked up liver with some bad kidneys Eyes red, no Visine Crashed the Mustang, no Saline Yeah, I love P's, yeah, I love lean I laugh when they ask if my piss clean Huh, smoke with me, huh, pop with me Ayy, Gucci store, come and shop with me If I overdose, bae, are you gon' drop with me? I don't even wanna think about that right now Let's get too high, reach a new high Take the shrooms and the pills at the same time Went to Hollywood thrills from the street life Took too many drugs, now I don't feel right Lean with me, pop with me Get high with me if you rock with me Smoke with me, drink with me Fucked up liver with some bad kidneys Lean with me, pop with me Get high with me if you rock with me Smoke with me, drink with me Fucked up liver with some bad kidneys (bad kidneys)
It's like '09 in your basement and I'm in love with Nebby And I still love her, but it fell through because I wasn't ready And your back hurt, and your neck hurt, and you smoking heavy And I sit next to you, and I lecture you because those are deadly And then you ash it, and we argue about spending money on bullshit And you tell me I'm just like my father, my one button, you push it Now it's, "Fuck you, I hate you, I'll move out in a heartbeat" Then I leave out and you call me, tell me that you sorry You love me, and I love you, and your heart hurts, mine does too And it's just words and they cut deep, but it's our world, it's just us two I see painkillers on the kitchen counter, I hate to see, it all hurt so bad But maybe I wouldn't have worked as hard if you were healthy and it weren't so bad Uh, maybe I should walk up the street, and try and get a job at the bank 'Cause leave it up to me, J, and Neeks, we'll probably end up robbing a bank Then Wayne calls up my phone, conversation wasn't that long Gets me a flight to Houston in the morning, oh, it's my time, yeah, it's on He's thinking of signing me, I come home We make a mixtape with 17 songs And almost get a Grammy off of that thing They love your son, man, that boy gone You get the operation you dreamed of And I finally send you to Rome And get to make good on my promise It all worked out girl, we shoulda known 'Cause you deserve it Is this shit real? Should I pinch you? After all the things that we been through, I got you, yeah Look what you've done, look what you've done Look what you've done for me now, yeah You knew that I was gon' be something When you're stressed out and you need somethin', I got you, yeah Look what you've done, look what you've done Look what you've, look what you've It's like '06 in your backyard, I'm in love with Jade And I'm still in love 'cause when it's that real is when it doesn't fade And my father living in Memphis now, he can't come this way Over some minor charges and child support that just wasn't paid, damn Boohoo, sad story, Black American dad story Know that I'm your sister's kid, but it still don't explain the love that you have for me I remember sneaking in your pool after school dances Damn, your house feel like the Hamptons For all of my summer romances I never really had no one like you, man, this all new shit Made the world I knew bigger, changed the way that I viewed it Had all this fighting going on at the crib, you would calm me down when I lose it Told you I think I'm done acting, I'm more in touch with the music You said, either way, I'd be a star, I could go so far Talked to me, then you got to me You tossed the keys and loaned me your car, yeah Just a young kid in a drop-top Lexus hopin' that I don't get arrested Just another kid that's going through life so worried that I won't be accepted But I could do anything, you said that, and you meant that You took me places, you spent that, they said no, we went back Checks bounceed, but we bounced back I put all the money in your accounts back And I thank you, I don't know where I'd really be without that It worked out, man, you deserve it Is this shit real? Should I pinch you? After all the things that we been through, I got you, yeah Look what you've done, look what you've done Look what you've done for me now, yeah You knew that I was gon' be something When you're stressed out and you need somethin', I got you, yeah Look what you've done, look what you've done Look what you've, look what you've Hi, Aubrey I'm here sitting with my son having a little talk And he knew, knows how to get in touch with you now To let you know how grateful I am for your help in keeping me in this In this comfortable place All I can say, Aubrey, is I remember the good times we had together And the times I used to look after you And I still have wonderful feeling about that So God bless you And I hope I'll see you
