I’m trying to identify the pain I feel when L’s dead. It is meaningless that I Match myself that much on L’s death. Maybe L means childhood for me. I didn’t spend my childhood as a child but was imitating like a older, serious - like Yagami. And now the pain I feel is because of death of my childhood-L. At least L’s appearance, behavior, interests for everything reminds me a child
CREATOR FULL DISCLOSURE TIME: I was mentally in a very dark place when I put this together. I had recently been kicked out of my home due to family not accepting my lifestyle, I was couch surfing/living in my car up and down the west US coast, and a couple weeks later the world was plunged into the virus of 2020. Hearing L's voice gave me immense comfort and this song always calmed me in a surreal way while my world was crumbling around me. Things are great for me now and I'm glad I was able to create something that many people here on yewtewb enjoy. I <3 you all. Thank you!
Gilbert is really watching Roderich dance knowing Gilbird is spying on him and before you know it, he'll tell Ludwig and Elizabeta what he does on his free time
