have not brought out the hunger, made into a money mongrel, conquering say im a monster, slept on floors thats home roaches, wasnt at home jus job aint over, get stuck in the bad times sad times, i'm never sober, cant sleep gotta mad mind, you see inside you lose composer, brodie keep on coming closer, slug gone take his upper molar, its gone be a bad time bad time, tryna jack the joker, made it out the bad times, now benjamins part of persona, bad time a bad dude a bad time, you'd think he wanted, bad times i had mines jus had one, when i woke this morning, born took family through the storm, the storm came wit no warning, i always know whats going on, nigga tried to con me that shit corny, as kids the tv always on, crazy how Cosby end his story, im always waiting for the wrong, know that the trust can kill you slowly, a stray dog became yo friend, he shapeshift snake untransformed he, murder in the wind chill you like a mist, killer upon me, best friend it didnt dawn me, back stabbed but from the front see, backdoor behind the store he, lung popped he need some morphine, headshot and night he snoring,
momma struggling, its hard two kids she always been at work, daddy man he lesser, sleep but not before, he test the work, momma getting tired of it, to young understand her hurt, daddy unresponsive now, cant talk about his problems cuz, the world it call him trash, discarded goods, need love aint get no hugs, love hate, relationship wit drugs, addiction took the best of me, product of my environment, barely, surviving it, so wats left for me, a broke, nigga recipe, drug dealers several seen, no money no respect from the, minorities and the shorties we, be tryna hit jus dropping d, but run from talks of planting seed, no commitment to a family, fathering got no expertise, so he run from problems, responsibility dodging, end up labeled a dead beat, mis - represented, they so u weak, thats why yo image everything, dirt on yo name, will stain for weeks, for years yo loss, only thing they think, sewer drain, a misery sink, can't escape, edge slippery, from snakes, a slimey dude, will make a move, point the barrel, aint send a blank, friend to you, backstabbing you, make the news, killed, betrayal, brought fame, come along, god calling home, see light, like doe's, john aint the name,
