First of all, no, you're not ugly, and no one is. I'm the first commenter and I just want to warn you it doesn't matter if you're ugly or not, what matters is on the inside. Your lack of self esteem is the only thing that's "ugly" about you. This is also a horrible question to ask on youtube because there are lots of rude commenters everywhere. There are also people who even have disfigured faces and are much less fortunate and are completely rejected by society, and it's very ungrateful to think you're ugly or unattractive.
sweet! furthermore to playing performances to the internet, do you make music too with public sometimes? it might be nice for you to create a collaboration with other users you can toy with Bandhub to create it