im pastry, a girl who makes stupid videos about the game project sekai. sometimes it’s controversial, sometimes it’s not.
a few notes - what i say is a joke for the most part - you shouldn’t take what i say seriously in the slightest unless if it is talking about a serious matter - if you don’t like me, that’s fine; just block or ignore me - don’t force your opinions on me
I personally never felt really attacked by any pjsk fan under any of my videos (thankfully I guess?, or even if it happened it was something small and I already forgot), but often when I upload videos where I express my opinions I get comments where people thank me that I'm not attacking anyone, or that I speak my mind so politely compared to others and then I start to wonder how bad it must be elsewhere 😭 I even remember one person telling me how they got doxxed by Rui fans when they called out a problematic behavior one Rui fan did I knew that this fandom can be toxic (as any other fandom tbh), but I never expected it to be THAT bad... I'm thankful I never had to experience it myself, but all the other people that experience this kind of hate in the fandom... it's scary, I feel sorry for them
I may not really make videos for prosekai but I stream it and the main thing for me is it can get repetitive making it hard for me to keep going even though it's something I really enjoy and I found myself only playing for stream since I lost the joy of it and it led me to have to take a break from it.
2:10 I honestly needed to hear this, omg. I have been feeling so down lately, but even as simple as hearing a “you’re worth it” comment makes me feel better <3 (and hell no I will allow my enemies win, come on now)
That’s one of the reason I took a huge break from the pjsk fandom, it gets depressing, fans are toxic, and the game itself can get a bit overwhelming. Sorry you have to go through this, I went through a similar experience myself through this fandom but there are always fans that are nice and caring and here to support you. Unfortunately, every fandom has a toxic side but I usually tried to ignore that side and focus on the other side that makes me happy and have fun💜
2:10 I can't comment on my usual account so I'll do it on this one, I appreciate you saying this thank you so much:) I can't imagine what it must be like to be a pjsk RU-vidr but I really appreciate the work you do and I can tell how hard you try so tyyy ❤
Being a vocaloid fan is so hard, cause on one end, there's the 'og vocaloid fan' that's gatekeepy, but on the other end, there's 'those' kinds of project sekai fans (you know the one)
i kinda dislike mizuki because of her comments towards ena's weight and general teasing and stuff idk it just kinda rubs me the wrong way... and i dont like tsukasa because hes so loud and his personality just isnt for me
