I know how you feel, I'm 27 too and for a while I would just seat in my car and feel like my life is wasting away because I'm so old, but like that's not even old. A lot of people don't find success till they hit there 30s or 40s. So, head up man you got this!
You are definitely watchable, and I needed this video, thank you for overcoming that self-doubt and sharing your thoughts with us. I hope your channel grows immensely!
honestly, life kind of sucks in that learning only happens through making mistakes. I'm a chronic overthinker, so I have this tendency to overplan and idealize how I want things to work out without actually going out there and trying to see how things actually are. Which usually means that instead of doing something that may only take me a couple minutes, I get scared and end up procrastinating for like hoursssss... I wonder why messing up is so scary... Like yeah, maybe you try something out and it doesn't work out, but that's not a bad thing. Now that you have that experience, your brain has something concrete to work with and learn and etc. Got a bit longwinded there. Point is, I have been trying to best to change my mindset from trying to get things right on the first try and hesitating in fear that I may mess up, to being ok with fucking up because I have faith that even if I do, there are going to plenty of things I will be able to go and fix afterwards. And that's just much faster. Anyways, have no idea why youtube decided to recommend your channel to me, but I wish you the best queen.