Dean didn’t deserve what happened to him…He had to be a father and a mother to protect his little brother…Whenever John was around he was verbally and mentally abused…Mary was never fricking there…So yeah, it’s understandable why he hates her
I feel like it’s even worse when they abuse you but make it like it’s your fault and try to make it seem like you should be grateful for every thing they do like normal things they should and when I get upset and have a break down making it seem as if I’m over reacting when really what they do is abuse it’s not like physical or anything but it’s emotional abuse and I feel like what some people don’t get about emotional abuse is that IMO it hurts just as much as physical maybe even a bit more but y ah I feel y’all ive thought about ending my life a lot but I just can’t and have no one to talk to.
I love kids so much I want a kid of my own but I m too scared to even get married or have children. I don't want them to suffer what happened to me. I can't keep my anger in check, I m depressed, I have anxiety because of my family and I know I won't be getting better. I don't want to ruin someone else's life because if what happened to me. 💔
Same, I want to be an amazing mother like mine, but I'm worried I'll do something to mess it up, yell at them, or become one of the parents like in these videos. I don't want to bring a human into this world until I'm sure I can give them an amazing life and bring them up to be a good person, but oh god the fear of turning into one of these parents is so bad.
My mom blames me for her debt because I was in a few hospitals for self harm and other things and I hate her for that but I love her because she's my mom but I plan to cut ties with my family when I reach 18.☆♡
Klaus's backstory was the saddest of all. He was severely abused at a young age by someone he viewed as his father and the man despised him. He always wanted to know why mikael hated him even before they found out klaus wasn't his. When he finally ask him, mikael could only say he didn't know why he hated him, he just always did. To push the knife in deeper, he desperately loves his eldest daughter Freya who he hardly even knows while klaus was raised by him. This was entirely heartwrenching.
FINALE SPOILERS!!! I mean it ended up being canon... sort of. Jack ended up saving him from the Empty but he wasn’t shown on scene which was a huge disappointment. Dean never acknowledged the confession after it happened either
THIS! (and with background music volume slightly lower so can hear better when you're playing dialogue - although I think we all know what they're saying because we know the dialogue so well!)
The world would be so much better if good ppl who actually wanted kids where the only ones who could have kids and not the delusional neglectful piece of shit parents who make up a large mass of our society
It doesn't matter. Nothing matters. They tell me to speak up, to talk back, to say something, anything, to be apart of the conversation. I try. I try so damn hard. But no one cares, either my interests aren't good, I'm stupid, or I don't TRY. I try so fucking hard. But it doesn't get easier, I choke on the words and they lose their meaning, and I don't think their good enough, I'm ugly and I know it, no need to fucking lie, I get it, I need confidence. I need confidence. But I've had confidence, and I wasn't allowed to have confidence back then, because confidence meant I spoke up, that I fought back, or demanded things that I wanted, that I could ask people about their favorite movies without feeling like some idiot who didn't get the status quo, or that they acted me or found me annoying. Confidence meant I didn't keep my mouth shut when you streamed your head off about my grades. Confidence meant voicing my my fear of your ex-boyfriends, about how scary they were to a five year old who just wanted dto draw, and they took every opportunity to belittle and hate me. Confidence meant that I could speak up to Step-Mother, that I was special too, that I wasn't a mistake. Confidence means a lot of things to me. But you wanted me to shut-up and behave. You've spent seventeen years telling me to keep quiet, or my punishment will be worse, that next time you won't be nice, or maybe you'll let your boyfriend decide my punishment. I'm scared, I'm scared, and I will to cry, or give up, or something. I want to make a decision without feeling horrible. I want... I want to feel brave, that pity isn't what drives people to befriend me. I want to have hope that I'll have an actual life one day, instead of routine. I want to live, and feel, and speak. I want... I'm scared, and nothing makes sense. I just... Please. I want to have confidence. I want a lot of things, friends, a good relationship with my siblings and step-siblings, a life. A published book, a comic book, things that I actually like, and are still relativant to my tastes instead of a Pokèmon plushy I said was cute, vaguely... I want a lot of things, so many things. But I can't. I can't. I can't. And it doesn't matter, because I don't try. I never try. It's a waste now. I don't try. I want to feel like everything doesn't hurt when I speak up. I... My words don't mean anything. But just once I want them to matter. This is stupid. Ignore it please, this is... Just venting.
You are amazing. You are beautiful. Anyone who has treated you badly does not deserve you. You can be better than them. You will be. You are an incredible human. There are people out there who will change your life. There are people out there you have yet to meet, people you have yet to love. Who are waiting to love you. You mean something. The probability of you being born is one in 400 trillion. There is only one of you, and YOU 👏 ARE 👏ENOUGH👏 You are worth everything. You deserve every good thing that comes into your life. I hope that things get better for you ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I remember first coming to this show. I had read something about it, and before watching it, I got pretty interested in Destiel. I did actually think they were canon. I mean come on. An angel pulls a man out of hell. They gradually become closer. I automatically assumed they were together. Guess I was wrong LMAO. Anyways I’m still here frustrated over the two even now.
