when I had a deep cut on my arm and I wrote about it to my friend, whom I love very much, she only wrote that she was on duty at school today, and that she and her friend were with her today. after that, it seemed to me even more that no one needed me. I stopped the blood with a handkerchief, and their drops remained on it, dark red drops. The cut on her arm may heal, but this offense is not hers.. Never, this resentment will always remain with me against her. when we met at school, she just gave me a quick hug and we exchanged a few words, and then she left with her friend. She didn't even ask me anything after. how is my cut and how do I feel. this resentment will stay with me forever.
i dont know about others but i feel happy and relieved that i made this far and i will in the future as well because death is the eazy solution and i prefer to fight than give in , love adn appreciate your life cause you have only one
In Massachusetts, only thirty minutes from Alewife I lay in my room Wonderin' why I've got this life I met you by surprise You were hangin' out all the time But you know you saved me from doin' Something to myself that night You called me seven times One, two, three, four, on the line I didn't mean to scare you Just had the thoughts in my mind They showed up to my door My parents didn't know what for Swear I could've done it If you weren't there when I hit the floor It's been so long And you've been my sister all along But you know I'll be alright Eighth grade was never that tight
My baby lives in shades of blue Blue eyes and jazz and attitude He lives in California too He drives a Chevy Malibu And when he calls, he calls for me and not for you He lives for love, he loves his drugs, he loves his baby too But I can't fix him, can't make him better And I can't do nothing about his strange weather But you are unfixable I can't break through your world 'Cause you live in shades of cool Your heart is unbreakable My baby lives in shades of cool Cold heart and hands and aptitude He lives for love, for women too I'm one of many, Bonnie's blue And when he calls, he calls for me and not for you He prays for love, he prays for peace, and maybe someone new But I can't help him, can't make him better And I can't do nothing about his strange weather 'Cause you are unfixable I can't break through your world 'Cause you live in shades of cool Your heart is unbreakable
People say this song is sad but i feel a sense of fullness and happiness when i listen to it like im free, and if im not sober it feels 10000 better its so perfect ethereal an euphoric feeling my mind feels peace and the world doesnt feel real its like its all spinning around
This gives me nostalgia and a feeling of a memory almost like i haven't really experienced this memory yet. Like deja vu but reversed. I can't describe it. I feel sad and excited like remembering a happy memory or even looking forward to something that i don't know is going to happen.
