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I can't cry, I've been saying depressing things to myself which made my heart hurt but now every time I do it, I can't feel anything and I want it to happen like before, it takes me a lot to cry but I can't cry, even though I try hard enough to even shed a tear, i just can't cry, or express my emotions in front of others anymore cuz I don't want to be embarrassed
my friend passed away on oct30th 2022 from a heartattack. he was so optimistic, so lovely, a devoted lover, so kind and friendly, full of dreams and hopes, hardworking and just so full of life. such a promising young lad. he has always been a good friend to me. ive so much regrets and guilt. i feel such a sense of loss - someone dear to me has been taken away forever and all i can do is relieve the memories, mourn and grieve your missing existence. i so wish i treated you better dear friend. wherever you are, go - i hope youre at peace. i hope you finally find the type of love youve always been yearning for. its just so gut wrenching and nauseating when i think that you will forever be 19, and time will keep moving forward for the rest of us but its just .. stopped for you. it was nice knowing you even though it was for just a little while. i will never forget you - youre forever a piece of me shrijesh. thankyou so much for everything ! i love you and miss you each and every passing second. i really pray we'll meet again somewhere in the future. please be my friend then, too. and when we reunite, we shall smoke the flavoured cig we planned and have that momo treat u always wanted.
I met this group of friends last year. We were inseparable. I met them, online. Me and a girl named Ashouille became bestfriends. we were telling eachother everything (she is french and i am Greek). we stopped talking because my mom thought that they will trick me and do bad things to me. after some time i found them again in the game and we played for once more. best time of my life. we were laughing and crying at the same time. If i lose them for a second time i will miss them forever. I hope it was not the last time i talked to them.
I miss the old me . I loved myself . I was happy .......full of hopes , ambition . She was unbreakable . I want to love myself . I want to talk to myself and erase all my worries . If there's noone there's always me . I want to be loved . I want to be taken care of .
My grandma passed away a couple of weeks ago, after a summer we spent together. She was still young and full of life and love. I cry every night thinking about her. I think I’ll miss her forever.
I will forever miss the 2021-2022 school year. I had moved to a new school last year and it was my first year back since covid. I thought that the school year would be horrible. Oh how I was wrong. My friend group was perfect. Everyday was a good day. My class was great. My friends and I would hangout after school and have the best laughs. I had only known them all for a singular school year but it felt like I had known them my whole life. During the summer half my friends moved across the country or went to a different class. We only had one school year together and it was the best school year of my life. That was the school year i will tell my kids about. Everything is different now and it kills me knowing itll never be the same again. This sounds extremely exaggerated and dramatic but I cant even begin to explain it to anyone outside of our group how good that year was. Sometimes I look back at all the photos and memories. It feels so long ago but so recent. I will forever miss that school year.
