jaimejay, brother, i love you man, and i hope wherever you are you r shining and loving life, alot has happened with me n i think u somehow knew it would, as i write this i have shivers as if you r here with me now, do u know you were the only one who got something from my music that wasnt family, thankyou my brother, im so happy to call you my friend, message me if you have time
It's hard to have homies when you cant even trust your own intuitions. Ambitious but still suspicious that the world has come to get you. I popped out said fuck it flew the coupe to Mississippi. Flip the script started with nothing but a list that I wished through. And by the stroke of a pen envisioned what I wanted and listed it for execution and knocked off small goals off my list Built up my own business from nothing but a morsel you can do something big. Took my anger and created my own new beginning, no drugs, no ciggarettes, no dope, no loathful excuses I was holding on to the thought death killin myself, didnt know that I was chokin just idling edging myself. Dropped the ball grabbed a mallet and I built up myself. Sometimes I wander why it took so long heal up myself. Felt the sweat of my hard work and dealt with myself Save it up like I did, forge a path path not worried about lost and go test for yourself. Remember that everything is just Matea you can create your own wealth. Now I'm just mumbling and grumbling again. You save a life so don't expect it doesn't come back to crack on you now.
You cant say that I never tried to say hi Heres my number wont you call and we can connect on the other side Two-two-eight Two-oh-nine Seven- four-ten Once again everything is gonna be all right.
See you got reason and you got purpose. Rob you saved some lives Eminem said what he said so he could claim back his life. Fuck the strife of it quit trifling over the same old hype. What is it this order if its distorted you need to hang on tight Dispelling all of the darkness and creating more light. But the fight never ends I been constantly having to aim out and smite again
By the way, when I do this floetry, I mean what I say in a metaphorical way, and I don't reach through the veil for no reason. I do it because you saved my life Rob. You saved my life..
But he did! He got somewhere! The fuck up off his couch into his studio to record What the future will behold A whole stage at his disposal If only he could notice his heart is his home And his home is not nowhere. Rose the dead with his flows and is hope is going somehwere.
I rate this 4 out of 5 cuz you lie to yourself. 5 out of five if you would just believe in yourself. Take heed to yourself Fuck what the world thinks or what you think the world think of yourself.
Sick beat, sick song. I dropped all the shit, the ciggarettes the meds the , drugs, porn, the beer, the liquor, fast food, I dropped everything and took off like a fucking rocket ship! Built my nerve up and told everyone to fuck off except you because you pulled me out of that place and I found out I wasn't alone in this, but, I built a business out of nothing from the floor up said and fuck it. I did it for me and I am so happy I did. All that shit was holding me back from being healthy, happy, mad, whatever I wanted to be it just held me like a fucking zombie. I dropped it all and blasted off. Forgave myself for all the shit that was I was literally beating myself up over. The flashbacks of what I did still come up but now I cope with it. It'scrazy easy because I am nothing like I was before. I can even read 12 page articles now. My memory came back. I lost my short term memory, My super short term and some of my long term, but it's all back. Amelioration is possible. (MK)Mind Kontrol is everywhere We all live with it no matter what we do if we use the internet and its intensity is based on how we navigate it and how we navigate on this plane too. Anyways, where was I going with this. Good song Rob. The power is most fucking definently yours to do anything you want bro, especially becoming a famous rapper.
I heard most of what you rapped Rob, and good old confidence and libido and good posture came back when I started a meal plan. I had to get back to work and like Eminem said. "I'm doing it for me, cuz I'm a be what I set out to be". Anyways, that was a sick ass flow. I'm somewhere else, still enjoying your music bro. Have a great week Rob, the power is most definently yours.
you never fail to make me smile bro, thats dope that you r doing good these days man, i've been allright too, despite what i say in my songs, i atleast feel good at the moment, thanks for always listening to my songs man
Learning to follow through with my commitments has been really rewarding Rob. I: "Make a list full of wishes and dispense them with the stroke of a pen. Sing a song write along we got the future in grasp of our hands! Have a great week and remember the answer lie within us Rob.
Answer questions before I ask! Dope song Skits. I felt like I had died at 32 when I was homeless and this world that I was living was distorted too. Very real, very easy to listen too.
What I love about myself is myself. What I love about you Rob is your ability to come up out your shell And dispel, all the hell and even though its comes out hazy at times, its kinda crazy and shines bright as well The light smites the virus the tyrant cannot defy us I might seem compliant but I fight the spell. Rob I knew it when I met you that you were very special and still are more essential than the rest of all the noise. Thanks for the music Rob. It is the most powerful form of expression and really has an impact.
By the light Rob, I promise you pulled me from the darkest dispare. You have no clue where I was before. Actually you probably do because me and you were on a similar trajectory, but, I found out that positive thoughts form a groove to build from. Eventually the negativity faded and it's still there, but, I changed everything about me and just completely reinvented myself. We all have our own path Rob, so I respect your path and hope that what you do, you grow from, and where you go with your experience, takes you around the globe to learn more about this world. I'm bundling up this good energy, and I'm giving it to you because what good or bad goes around, comes around and this is a testament to that. Can you feel that!Take this light and create something BIG with it!!! I hope you felt that because I sent it your way!!!
I've gone through a transformation Rob. I write music now, but I don't know how to do the background beats man! I wish I was in tune with that! Fuck taking a pill I dont want to be an addict Man I quit too, and I went from suffocating sleep to ameliorated hope Dope's dope, it kills but learned from my mistakes No more missed takes sweat shakes my head is held level Shoulder are straight, I dont sleep late. Went from snoring to ignoring my own hate. Anyways, Rob, the power is yours bro. And I want to here what's going down for you. I'm ready to make a video so you can meet me that way and let's elevate the world
I started writing music again too Rob. I have written about 15 songs since last month! I started working again too. Just at a temp agency, but it's for a Big Casino and now I do yard work. Bought me a trailer and everything is on the up an up. My number is 2282097410. I'm not afraid anymore. I went through a spiritual, physiological, and physical transfiguration in March. It just gets better and better bro! I hope all is well and now you know you changed the world! Yesssss!!!!
Hey Rob, what have you been up too?! You are the one that helped me conquer Schizophrenia! How are you doing man?! I am doing excellent. Just wanted to inspire you for inspiring me. Remember the power is your Rob.
hey jaime, thanks so much bro, you r a great friend, even though we have never met, i appreciate ur support, im soooo happy u r doing better, stick around bro, love talking to u
Hey Rob, have you thought about doing it on Facebook too? Thats a good way to promote yourself. Anyways, good floetry there. It's a tough world. Its crazy though because I broke out of the shell, moved from Wyoming to Mississippi, changed everything about me. Anyways, you have a good one. Just trying to reach out
Now on to the other topic about the psychiatrist. I have been through their 88 questions before and it is a mental interogatio. That makes me feel like they are trying to commit people, more tgan having to deal with them on a regular vasis but thats just how I felt about my psychiatrist and doctors. Do they really want todeal with me? I thank God that I am completely off my meds now. Let me tell you bro. I did a 1080 and have became a better person. Hope to hear something from you. I shared some of your work on my Facebook page and I hope to hear from you soon.
Im wondering if this delusion was because the officers were completely sober from medicines and their interpretation of reality was different from yours. I've been on a panel before and it was definently a different experience. But I wasn't in the eve of my delusion at that time. They are all investigative so they are going to gather information in a different manner than you would in a normal conversation with someone. That is a hard delusion man.
Don't you ever give up Rob! You pulled me from the gutter when I had nowhere else to turn man. I recovered lost 50 lbs. weened off all my meds, quit smoking cigarettes, and am now job hunting and you need to know that you have physically and spiritually made a change in this world man! Keep doing what you know you have to do! Never Give Up!! Never quit dishing out what you have because it is going to pay off! I can see your growth as a person and it is exponential. I eat healthy now and I feel 22 again. I have a new lease on life and you are an exceptional human being who has big things coming his way. Just keep focusing on the positive vibes and dispel the maleficent ones.
Holly Molly!!! You are doing tons better to. A motivational inspiring song Rob Engel! This is where it is bro! Nice step up in your game too. This video is showing me that you are spiraling upward now! Miss you Man! Great song again! Sharing it
