No. I don't worship myself. You are just wrong. I am an atheist because people like you don't give any convincing argument for the existence of any god And I care if what I believe is true.
I used to go to church every Sunday when my grandma was still alive once she passed my dad tried to keep it going then stopped then he passed I try to connect with the Lord by meditation and awakening my higher self but I feel isn’t effective anymore I just want to get back in line with him I tried things on my own I felt like I had relied on God too much it made me feel weak and then everything went down hill from there when all along that’s what I needed to do I want to realign myself with God
Well said brother. May Almighty God help me. I don't masturbate neither watch porn but, my phone. I can spend hours on my phone. I seriously need God's help.