The thing is I got nothing for the actor. It’s just the character I like. And they look mostly similar too. But their personalities are different. I guess that’s why.
5:30 This song has became anthem for my breakdowns about this exact topic thanks to this video because I'm also hopelessly devoted to some non-existing bastard named Gilbert XD
I finally found the original Driftveil City version! One of my classmates' roommates had the extended version playing in the background in one of our 2020-21 Zoom classes.
2:01 Omg. When I say newt from tmr is my husband and I don’t go a day without thinking of him, I’m not kidding. If you ask anyone I know, they will probably say, “ yeah, she’s in love with him and every time someone brings him up she starts giggling and blushing and won’t stop talking about him. It’s a problem.”
I am in love with a fictional character for 10 years straight now. Also it's a weird aegosexual kind of love. I've often wondered what is wrong with me since I don't fit into selfshipping spaces and I am afraid my love for him isn't counted as real enough because of that. (on the other side I am seen as weirdo because of that obsession) But. I post drawings of him online for a decade now. I have snippets from my diaries that clearly tell I am in love with him, from 2013, 2016, 2018, 2021. I've always bullied myself for this but. I love this fictional character. I love him my way. But it is love, undeniably.