This song was released last year when I was going through severe depression. It captures exactly how I felt at that time. I'm now free from depression for 8 months now, but I still come back to this song from time to time to remind myself how far I've made it.
"When did it end? All the enjoyment I'm sad again, don't tell my boyfriend It's not what he's made for What was I made for?" hits so hard I dont have a bf and im aro but still its not what other people are made for you know
لا استطيع ان ابوح بما في داخلي لشخص غريب احس في الغربة اذا اتكلم لشخص عن الي بداخلي. للأسف انو وثقنا بأشخاص ما لهم اي دور مهم في حياتنا ، يال الاسف حقاً انه شيء مزعج
I always felt alone my whole life for as long as I can remember I don't know I like it or I just getting used to it but I do know that being lonely does things to you I feeling shit bear in anger all the time just...it's my life.
This song will always remind me when me and my girlfriend actually had fun, well not anymore she broke up with me for someone else which broke my heart considering we’ve been dating for 3-4 years and she just gave up on me Thanks for this song its cheering me up a bit
I'm 15 and I feel so bad Abt myself. I never had any guy ask me out, no one had ever told they admire me, adore me for who I'm, even tho I'm always working on myself, I'm always trying to make myself a better person but no one appreciates it. I rarely ever have crushes, I had a crush on this guy and thought he admired me from a far, but he was never really looking at me, he was looking and admiring my Friend who always sits with me. I feel so broken for some reason. When ever I have a crush something like this happens. I wanna have crushes, I wanna enjoy life like a teenager and laugh and giggle with my friends talking about my crush like they do, like how they tell me how many guys have asked them out. I feel so worthless sometimes. It feels like I'm just there. I'm of no value. I have no one I can share this with so I wanted to comment here. Thnak you for reading if you did. <33.
I wanna first say that even if don't know u, I admire u and I recognize how much u worked on urself. I get that u would want someone to see u achieve good things in ur life, to see u learn and grow. And how much it would make u happy to see ppl who care and want to see u succeed in life.. I understand that u want a guy who who would love, admire, and like u for who u are. Bc I would want someone to like me for who I am no matter what. But, it's not always like that. Some of these boys out here will date u then at some point break up with u bc they found someone else. I honestly don't think that some of these teenage boys don't understand what it means to actually like someone and be with them, and like them for who they are. I think that u will find the right guy who will be the guy that u would want in ur life but it just takes time. It's not easy to finding the one, because boys and guys too like to no take things seriously when u want to be happy in a relationship. And they just wanna cheat and fool around all the time. It's not fair to play with someone else's feeling bc its not right to do that. I also understand how u want to talk about ur crush to ur friends and they talk about theirs with u too. I understand the feeling of feeling like ur being left out bc I even felt like that too. And u shouldn't have to feel like ur being left out bc ur their friend too, at the end of the day. U should feel like ur apart of the group and that u are wanted there. I learned that it's ok if some of ur friends don't include u in everything, but they should invite u to things without u even having to as them. Wanting to have a good time and liking ur company. U always feel wanted, the ppl u hang out with and ur loved ones should recognize and appreciate u :). Thank u for sharing!. >3. Ps. I'm sorry it's a lot, and hope it made sense.
@@akii-kun Thank you so much for taking time out of ur dday to answer I really appreciate it. And thank you so much for understanding💗💗. And I understand how some or most of these boys just wanna play around, and is the reason why I'm not really trying to get in a relationship, I just wanted to feel like someone somebody would feel something towards yk 😭. My friends are amazing, I do feel a lil left out when they talk Abt crushes but instead of feeling bad for myself I hype my girlies up! 😭. Anyway, thank you SOOO much for reading the whole thing and replying, it means a lot to me💕💕
I believe it was the end of the music video where Billie was walking away with heels on but she forgot something so she came back to get it and left. It was her heels clacking
I hope you heal from the things you don't talk about. The pain doesn't last forever. You are cherished and wanted. You aren't alone and never will be. Don't be afraid to reach out. Drink lots of water and take walks outside. Healing is a process, pain isn't forever. I promise, I know how you feel💗
