Hello there, my name is Luciana, and after 22 years of trying to be hyper-spiritual, I am now on a journey of embracing my human experiences and using my daily tasks and everyday projects as my most sacred spiritual practice, this podcast being one of them.
My goal with this podcast is to venture beyond any passing trends and just delve deeper into practical spirituality, using tools like the I Ching, Gene Keys, and Astrology to help us finally be okay with simply being ourselves. We want to use these tools not to be more enlightened, but to be more human.
I yearn to have real conversations where nothing is off the table. We will be talking about sexuality, questioning things like was I ever in a cult? and just honoring the parts of ourselves that make us feel scared, angry, and ashamed, while we embrace the full beings that we are.
You Are The Guide Podcast, the place where your journey to genuine integration of human and soul begins!
I can relate to you. I always knew from 11 years of age. Where I come from was unthinkable for me to come out. To Dangerous society was bad then. Back in the early 80s. I kept telling myself it was just a phase I was going through. Couldn't admit to myself so scared. I did marry a nice Man. But as I thought I was hiding that part of me deep down he knew. I was at a party one night and was outted by my friend sister hoo is also gay. I had just turned 50one week B4 it happened. When she approached me on it I still kept denying it. But was adamant she was going to get it out of me. When I eventually tell her and said those too words am gay the relief I got was unbelievable guys. Like an outer body experience. I could actually breathe in My own skin. That was killing me inside guys. Where my life goes I don't know. Still with My husband. In love with My best friend. Complicated for me guys. She's not gay.😰😰. Am just dealing with My feelings for her. Married such an amazing man hoo so excepts me. I do so care and wanny protect him.😮. That never goes away. But am so proud of myself now. Relieved 😌😌. A day at a time right now.❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜
I've always struggled with fitting in growing up. Now that I finally have some people I can loosely call friends, I can't give that up to come out in a homophobic environment. It's not fair to my child self who only dreamed of one day fitting in, even by faking it.
That Was a very informative video, Thank you.... I have my NN in Taurus in the 9Th House - South Node in scorpio 3D House, "i Feel Safe on The Spiritual Path" Ps. what was the Breath Work website?
Hello my fellow Taurus north node 🙌🏼 I am so glad to hear it was helpful ☺️ the breath work RU-vid channel is called “ Breathe with Sandy” highly encourage you to check him out!
ive known i was gay since i was 11 im fine with people knowing i just dont want my family to look at me differently i dont even think they'd mind but i cant talk about it idk why i feel like something in me doesn't want it to be true
I understand the feeling, and it can be uncomfortable but know that nothing about your worth and value changes because of who you love. It's ok to wait to share that with others until you feel ready <3
I have only just recently accepted that I am bisexual after years of struggling with my feelings. I feel afraid of revealing this part of myself to my loved ones because they’re not accepting of alternate sexualities, for the most part.
Thank you for sharing this. Trust in your own timing. You will when or if you want to share that part of you. Just know that your worth is not changed because of who you love. <3
Thanks a lot, wow, that explains a lot of my dragon behavior with my North Node in Taurus. Seems almost impossible to change so radically from that intensity to that grounded calmness of Taurus 😅
You are welcome! You inspired me and I just uploaded a full video on the Taurus North node. I have my north node in Taurus as well, so let me know if you have any questions after you watch it :)
I came out but i try to cope like evryone is bisexual anyways i mislabeled myself i m jus bicurious bla bla but still deep down ahh slut shines🥺i even came out as im a half fag
I resonate deeply with your experience. Deep abandonment wound from 0-18months of age due to my mother being emotionally unavailable. I'm curious if you can share more about the program which helped you.
Fellow Sag rising!! You nailed it. My creative projects have merged into a couple ideas that are clearly satisfying my inner child and the way she played as a child. I wrote " 'One day' is now" on my white board bc it has been ringing in my head for the last couple of weeks. Feels like everything I have been exploring creatively over the past 6 years has been for this and to do it MY way.
I relate so much with everything you just shared. In the same way we all need what others are currently bringing to the world. The world needs our creativity. Make it happen and enjoy every second of it 😊
i remember a few YT tarot readers mentioning that "their person" was doing black magic behind closed doors or paying someone to perform black magic to harm them. Probably this person was influenced by someone else's suggestions to make that conclusion
the example you mentioned is fairly interesting, if you read Dion fourtune’s psychic defense, there’s a story that has a striking resemblance, but it was in realty happened in the 20s, according to the writer of course.
What the Tik Tocker doesn't understand is that it is not him, but her connection to him that is causing the Clairsentient pain she is feeling and over emotional feelings in her dreams and her reality. What is interesting is that I had a similar awakening, but with someone I met at work. It was intense, but I didn't publicly blame her. (Some immature women do that to men, publicly or on social media like Tik Tock, shaming men.) What I did to break free to have mental clarity, is I changed my perspective. Instead of being emotionally attached. I realized that was happening and I no longer wanted her as the obsession, saw her for who she really was. I understood that I didn't have to have a connection with her to be spiritually happy. I stopped thinking of her as the one and started focusing on my own healing journey. That connection was the hardest thing I've ever experienced in my life. That bond was extremely powerful. I'm clairsentient. I had heightened intuition since my teens. I didn't "awaken" until I met this girl a few years ago. Today, I am happy being single working on healing myself. She's no longer in my life. And, I no longer feel her telepathically.
to answer your question: she probably wanted to book a session with him so that she could confront him to make him stop. in her mind she thought he was doing black magic, but he wasn't. it was her manifestation of him that was the root of her problem
Strongly can relate to your journey to my wife and I having similar challenges & struggles in being an interracial couple mid 1980’s; this year will be our 35th anniversary. Also what an example you are setting for your daughter.
Thank for the insight and the take aways. Kind of explains my struggles last year between mindfulness community and conflicts in healthcare industry and the better understanding of my treat plans / options that works for me (ie …the point of power in the present moment/being…)
hi im gary thank you for sharing your story today is my one month aniversary of no alchohol after drinking every day for 44 years and i mean every day 99 percent beer a little hard stuff now and then also i quit weed 4 months ago also after 44 years of getting high every day thank you for the inspiration
This is amazing Gary! I am so incredibly proud of you for choosing to create these changes in your life. It requires courage and determination to choose to create a whole new way of living. 🎉👏🏻
Thank you - my mindfulness goal for 2024 is go deeper into my consciousness and stillness. I also want to gain a better understanding how my childhood “sexual” trauma (7yrs old) and battlefield “killing” PTSD (35yrs old) serves me positively and or negatively? I’m also very conflicted with my current with synthetic PTSD pharmaceuticals vs wholistic medicine?
Thank You for sharing your goal Richard! I find that focusing on mindfulness and stillness can be very helpful for PTSD. Hope the episodes are helpful on your journey.