My whole life i have been switching schools every 2 years or so, from 1st - 2nd Grade switch 3rd - 4th grade switch 5th - 6th switch (online class) now im 2 years in highschool and it's guaranteed I'm staying since this is gonna be our home permanently. For most people, elementary goes by so fast but those school switches made elementary for me go by so slowly. I underappreciated my time during 3rd and 4th grade, best friends I'll never be able to meet again, we barely talk now because I'm anti social and that makes me regret it because I've been a bad friend. I'm still in the group chat they made back then im in 9th grade now. I wish to greet them a happy new year in the groupchat soon. Let them know i still care about the memories we had. Best part is they've been classmates together ever since i joined and left because it's a private school and it's either someones a transferee or it's the same classmates every year. They're like a family and i felt like i missed out on so much. I could've been a part of something big. I could've gone to sleepovers, pool parties with only them in it. Went to the arcade with them. As we were a quadriple best friends group, it's sad, i felt sad when i saw two of my best friends still interacting like it's normal because i wish i could be there for them in their graduation but we live miles apart.
