A song i wrote to this beat. It's questions i ask God and apologizing for living in my own ways God, I'm sorry MJRD ("Attached" Young Neco) Pre Chorus 2 God, I got a favor to ask, can you take away my pain and erase my past? Make my mistakes vanish all in a flash? A smile on my face so I don't put on an act? I'm sorry for how I've been, because I've been off track Chorus Can I look in the future and figure out what's next? Can you punish the people who have no respect for you?, can I walk around without takin these threats, left and right, all inside my head Verse 1 Can I just live without having this mess? All these people numbing their pain with meds, honestly is just makes no sense, how does it help if you still deal with it? Verse 2 I'm just trying to spread the truth, don't let the demons get a hold of you, don't let yourself be ridiculed, by people who think they are smart but really are fools Bridge Trust me, I know it's hard, get through, your broken hearts, falling to pieces, looking at the stars, look up to God when your falling apart Pre Chorus 2 God, I got a favor to ask, can you take away my pain and erase my past? Make my mistakes vanish all in a flash? A smile on my face so I don't put on an act? I'm sorry for how I've been, because I've been off track Chorus Can I look in the future and figure out what's next? Can you touch the people who have no respect? For you, can I walk around without takin these threats Verse 3 So sick of them always being toxic, that's hard to say, to the sadness I'm an addict, not a good thing if I'm being honest, I wish I just I had some type of passion Verse 4 Why do I feel like my life is unfair? Sick of sleeping and having nightmares, hearing people say "Major I'm right here" I've heard it enough and truly I am scared Verse 5 To let my self feel all again, can't make it yet because it's killin all my time, one day I'll make it and be better, but how can I say that when my heart is severed Verse 6 I'm crushed and I'm in pieces, nobody knows my secret, living in this season, and it's hard to show my feelings, I'm falling and they can't see it Verse 7 I wish one day someone would say " I love you" but this is not a place where I can come through, I hope that they come through, God I'm sorry I don't trust you Pre Chorus 2 God, I got a favor to ask, can you take away my pain and erase my past? Make my mistakes vanish all in a flash? A smile on my face so I don't put on an act? -end-
You set uh Fire that’s burning My world isn’t turning I’m urging turned Around these fucking Feelings with the weed I’m smoking it Only helps by coping Doesn’t fix Tha fact I’m soaking with Blood I’m hoping I can close Tha Wounds you cut Open why aren’t They closing my Mouth is foaming I can’t move I feel Uncertain Better off when I’m Roaming closing off The thoughts I’ve Been caught in Showed Tha sings sent Out warnings
tryna rup u gon end up merked ( yu is a bitch ) 20 grand on a shirt ( yu is a bitch ) and u cappin on my bros i never be ratting u have no actions better stick to rappin i get that head and yk that im dashin only 14 but yk that im cashin, if i catch an opp yk that im slashin he claims he never be lackin and i claim he always be cappin its not true last time we caught u, u flew 7 shots will send u to the moon cld also use my hands, will leave ur face blue
In my room, in my head, thinking of you We in the bed, give me head, think I love you Day after, loving what we might be it's just sex, place your bets, you don't like me In my room, in my head, thinking of you We in the bed, give me head, think I love you Day after, loving what we might be it's just sex, place your bets, you don't like me You said leave it alone, don't get attached Like the same shit, then you let me hit, never threw a fit, and I thought we made a match Said you loved it, but you don't love me back Time flies, you go, Attachments overflow Have a key to your place, key to my heart Thought we'd have kids, from the very start Don't leave, don't go, I love your soul Don't leave, don't go, I love your soul In my room, in my head, thinking of you We in the bed, give me head, think I love you Day after, loving what we might be it's just sex, place your bets, you don't like me In my room, in my head, thinking of you We in the bed, give me head, think I love you Day after, loving what we might be it's just sex, place your bets, you don't like me I watched you leave for those other guys Snakes in the grass, demons in disguise Seeing you with others, not feeling right your love makes me high, like I'm in the sky And You told me I'd meet your family Shadows in my room like lucid dreams I don't wanna see you down on your knees just want your grasp within my reach Don't leave, don't go, I love your soul Don't leave, don't go, I love your soul In my room, in my head, thinking of you We in the bed, give me head, think I love you Day after, loving what we might be it's just sex, place your bets, you don't like me In my room, in my head, thinking of you We in the bed, give me head, think I love you Day after, loving what we might be it's just sex, place your bets, you don't like me I love to ghostwrite! New insta handle itzherbub 😅
days turn to weeks weeks turn to months winters in july fill my whole cup up feel a little something different i like the buzz coming up for air sinking deep in a blunt get so high off the gas just because tar water stuck up in my lungs i feel like the worse and its up and its stuck and it hurts, burns like wtf she saying that im violent ion really give a fuck play her like a violin i will not sing her songs
Mais uma vez em lugar qualquer uma garrafa e um maço Reflexões surge a todo momento Ja nemsei quem eu sou de fato. Tudo tem um preço um fardo. Desisoes erros e acertos cabe a nois vivenciarmos
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Maybe one day I will be okay But right know I’m hurtin’ Searching for purpose But maybe one day I will be okay Right now I’m pleadin’ For some form of meanin’ Got a couple bad habits Out here smokin’, drinkin’ ‘til I feel insane, manic Feeling how a lab rat is Trapped inside this cage damnit Can’t escape the traffic in my head Feel my life here only has a minute left In the end do I rise to the top? Stay a slave to demons who are hidin’ in the dark? Never had good reasons for slightin’ You a lot Sorry God, promise in due time it will stop I’ll be the man You saw in my eyes Was doing well but got lost in my pride Know it makes You sad how often I cry I’m tryna change all these thoughts in my mind So maybe one day I will be okay But right know I’m hurtin’ Searching for purpose But maybe one day I will be okay Right now I’m pleadin’ For some form of meanin’ Got so many problems that tear into my soul Lonely nights are often, hate to see I fell this low I miss myself, the man I was Only living off this buzz I know it’s wrong of me to want to give up But I can’t take the cost Or the stress of taking care of mom It’s not her fault but I’m only twenty two I'm so lost yet expected to know what to do I’m praying sometime soon I’ll be okay and find my own way But right know I’m hurtin’ Searching for purpose But maybe one day I will be okay Right now I’m pleadin’ For some form of meanin’
In the midst of tryna find myself I ended up finding you Oh how life collides with the tides And then the moon and sky Have a little rendezvous Plotting storylines As long as i got a partner in crime Im a fool in love
If i was to risk it all you can bet your sweet sensation Im built to last While been riddled with guilt and Sadness Call it a force of habit The change we wanted is finally upon us Oh so much has happened