Well, don't you say you had a part of it Guess we'll never know Or would you say that I had a part of it? Well, I guess we'll never know Constant recovery I see you choke and it takes my breath away But all is good, we close our eyes They all accept the lie So bury what you are, bury what you are outside Brother, promise you won't leave me I know you're tortured within And your eyes look hungry again But I'll never wander, my friend Will somebody believe that this is suicide? Am I the only one that thinks that you should stay alive? I became the shame that you backed up on the ropes To arm yourself and hide And so I scream, "Mayday, I'm in trouble Send somebody on the double" Scratching at the floor inside my mind They all accept the lie So bury what you are, bury what you are outside Brother, please don't be afraid of me I know you're tortured within And your eyes look hungry again But I'll never wander, my friend I let you down and I started to run Never meant to be your pain What have I become? Show me and show me the way back Show me the way back home I know you're tortured within Your eyes look hungry again But I'll never wander, my friend No, I'll never wander again Not what I want But now it's what I need Can I just have one more taste? Just to make it through the day You're tangled in You're tangled in the great escape Can I just have one more taste? And I'll escape, oh I never meant to hurt nobody, no no, yeah I never meant to hurt you, no, no, no, no I only meant to do this to myself To myself, to myself Great escape Great escape Great escape Oh, great escape Let me out of this Yeah, let me out of this, yeah Let me out of this, yeah
And I'd give up forever to touch you 'Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life And sooner or later, it's over I just don't wanna miss you tonight And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies Yeah, you bleed just to know, you're alive And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am
That book is a bible type book to me. Very informative video & thank u for sharing your experience with us. I am still healing from CPTSD myself and trying to become a life coach.
There's so many things that I could say But I'm sure it would come out all wrong You've got something that I can't explain Still I try and try and let you know Summer we spent, one could never forget Looking for any kind of reason to Escape all the mess That we thought is what made us Ain't it funny now, we can see We're who we're meant to be You still have all of my You still have all of my You still have all of my heart (oh) There's so many things left to say I could have been better and stronger for you and me You always make me feel okay Those late summers we may stay up talking all night I ask, "You think we'll ever make it?" You say, "I'm sure, if it's right" And it's funny to think how stupid I used to be Hope you always believe You still have all of my You still have all of my You still have all of my heart Let them talk and talk and talk Let them say what they want We will laugh at the thought They don't know what we got Every year that goes by, a year older we are You'll still be beautiful then, bless your beautiful heart We'll talk and talk and talk How crazy it seems We can waste our whole lives helplessly Just patiently waiting for a love like you and me (For a love) You still have all of my You still have all of my You still have all of my heart