Kalbim neden senin için bu kadar değerli bilmiyodum Hizmetçilerinizi bulma zorlu işi ne zamandan beri sona erdi? Gitmiş olmana rağmen fotoğraflarda neden bu kadar sessizdin? Zamanın hayatım her sey bitti, sende gittin gitmez olaydın Teşekkür ederim arkadaşım, sana iyi şanslar dilerim bak sana. Sana en içten duygularla duygumu veriyorum al şunu kaba Ya bu hastalık benden silinecek ya da bu hastalık benden silinecek. Kirpiklerim jalti veya jalti kirpik ko aake jal de'den yapılmıştır. Bu insanı neden seviyorum? Herkesin istediğini kimse tek bir kişiyi istemez. Neden dağınık dağınık yaşıyorum Baal bade na hai face hai Şarabın yarısı şişede, yarısı da şarkının içine düşüyor. eller ve ayaklar ağrıyor anlıyorum sevgilim kanımı tükürdüm Bu yara çok kötü Üzerine bir isim koy ya da sessiz kal Kendi adınızı kendiniz talep ettiniz Çok uzun yürümenin ağrınızda yara açtığını hissediyorsunuz.
suicide makes me keep my eyes wide open and i knew you lied i just couldnt focus i shaved my head just to make you notice im so damn lonely, so damn loneyyy
Said I’ll keep you safe But it’s hard when you put yourself harms way Miss you as a gf not an ex I could love you all day But you messing with these other guys Do they know the colour of your eyes?
Please don’t leave me I’m begging Been on my knees blade in my back I’m supposed to bleed But she did it so nonchalant I get panic attacks when I begin to read The messages we sent But hey I was told don’t cry cause it ended Smile Because it happened But I can’t imagine A life without you I live my life pretending I know what’s going on When I have no clue I loved you so much And you know it’s true Never thought I ruined Something so perfect Something so beautiful You know I want the best for you You were so damn suitable I just Can’t believe we’re thru Every day I wake feels like torture Cause every single thought is you
Tryna break me with jealousy That ain’t gonna work Day by day tryna put in the work Hoping this would all be worth The seconds and minutes I waste While living on earth Pen and the pad And write out my hurt Honestly living and breathing is a curse to me Been trying and trying to find courtesy Tryna reverse time so she can be close to me Sometime I wonder why my mother even gave birth to me All my peers used to see the worth in me But they didn’t even notice the problem was worsening So it just occurred to me That I’m just burdening So ima stay closed off Close my mouth Then live like a sloth Cause I ain’t living past 20 Me in a casket with a blacked out cloth Place over my face At least I’ll feel safe I’m wandering off path And I can’t retrace My steps tryna ignore all the depths In a ocean of trauma I’m thinking bout death See him checking his list And I might be next
Counting stars Wishing I could chill with em No more fancy cars I just wanna go with em Float away into the dark I just wanna glow with em But I’m human and I’m dumb I got no clue we’re made out of em So in other words I got the universe right in my pocket Put a bullet hole right in my socket I’ve been putting in work So I can blow up Call that rocket Elon musk Made a promise Waste of luck Try be honest Man this sucks But the universe couldn’t give no fucks Couldn’t give no fucks I’ve been dealing with this shit alone Ah shucks I jus wish you could’ve shown Your true colours a little sooner But you put your index finger to your glossy lips told me shush
Nobody likes me I say it’s whatever I’ve been trying to live But I can’t keep it together Cheated so blindly This lady ain’t clever She put my head in a guillotine She pulled down the lever Thru me into the gutter And didn’t even utter A single goodbye Not even a stutter I guess we didn’t see eye to eye So I’m writing this letter I want you to know That I’m not getting more better The future looks bitter I was so glad that we were together I was so glad that I met her But now it’s the opposite I’m popping a Percocet I’ll be gone for a sec
Look me in the eyes Lmk I’m not alone Cause if I’m being honest I ain’t got a home Grew up in the system That why I’m dead and cold That’s why I write about depression That’s why I cut myself until I see the bone Like I’m not okay I’m really not I walk outside in hopes of being shot I sit inside my shell My life’s a living hell I’m slowly beginning to rot I wanna love but My heart just turns in knots Do you think it’s fine? To leave me on my own? I think your crossed the line You don’t even text my phone Not a single word said Not a goodbye Not a thing out your lips I tried to call but dial tone You acting like I don’t exist I tried my best to resist But feels like final destination Order a cease and desist I’m so scared of separation But no more hesitation I gotta let you go I remember when I said Look me eyes Do you think it’s right? To leave me all alone like this Not even with a final kiss?
I’m sorry bout my sinning I know it’s far to late I focused on the winning Something I’d grow to hate Cause it’s selfing You feeding me the love But I just broke the plate Now I’m batlling these demons At war with my mental state I just wish I stayed within the light But sin left my head astray I just wished my soul was bright But I decided to betray And I regret it I can’t change Tried to forget it But it’s strange Demons taking over I might let it At this range I’m far from being saved I struggle with being brave I can’t face my fears Change is what I crave But I just shed those tears
You ain’t see this side of me In life I tip toe silently These hordes of demons fighting me They will not be the death of me Walls are closing in all around of me Worlds colliding The rays of asteroids blinding me All of this happend just because she lied to me If you didn’t love me why’d you cry to me? Why did you stay right beside of me It’s sad to see That you gave up on me so suddenly Had no clue Broke the rule of conduct You think it’s cool? Lemme load the round up Aim it to my head And now I’m dead Blood sweat and tears Put in music face my fears Deer in headlights Visions not that clear See the sky start falling down It’s fucking weird She didn’t hear me out All she did was shun me out I tried to talk it out But she ain’t wanna You ain’t see this side of me In life I tip toe silently These hordes of demons fighting me They will not be the death of me Walls are closing in all around of me Worlds colliding The rays of asteroids blinding me All of this happend just because she lied to me
DONT STEAL LYRICS Verse 1: What? My love wasnt good enough for you? Okay End of it all had me feeling like a throwaway Have you ever felt every emotion in your body pump directly through your heart? I do every day Still i carry myself like ill never be winning Im off the psychedelics, you got me still tripping I tried to play it nice but you just wouldnt listen I fell for the love but the love is what was missing Verse 2: ‘Cannot find this user’ to ‘cannot find a pulse’ Trigger on the shotgun turns my head to pulp Yea its better than my heart when i hear you’ve given up Public execution ladies and gentlemen give it up (Insert audience applause and cheering here) Verse 3: Im the only one with no excuses, im the realest number one I dont fuck with all that choosing you can choose him if you want I despise the drama, i keep keeping it a buck Too excited when a homie keeps on hitting my phone up Easily excited still i do not give a fuck Mentally im tired but “me in” aint what gets tucked (pew pew pew) You know you really hurt me when i said im really done Apologize for your mistakes like you really want my love Im not dumb Im not numb I wish i was
Im in my head Im Traped i cant get out My demons want me dead Theyre the reason i hate myself I cant get off this bed I got no friends Im by myself But ill keep on telling myself I will get out Out this mess This world has me stressed Like its a living hell I worry about other people judging me When in reality im judging myself I cant bare to talk about my mebtal health Like watchu wanna hear? That i think im worthless? Wanna feel the negative feelings I hide be beneath Theres a reason i say im well on the surface Cause ion want a soul to hear me out So im better off alone My head is full of problems So let me deal with em on my own Ion wanna talk Ion want nobody to pitty me So leave me alone Lemme dk skme mental cleaning
I struggle late at night Cause I’m scared to go to sleep I’m afraid that same old nightmare Would repeat It does that every week I see you in my dreams I know it’s unbelievable But it’s exactly what it seems And I hate it It replays the memories From when we dated It’s honestly getting me frustrated But hey it was good while it lasted Am I right? Now I’m laying in my casket Remember when we’d fight? You would say that you were in the right Couldn’t take the blame I still got your face Plastered on a picture frame Photographic memory I wanna wipe that clean Like u broke my soul Now I drink fucking jp my spleen Now I smoke away the memories I’m honestly a fein Can you rescue me?
I smoke alone I smoke alone Don’t pass the blunt I’m on my own I’m on a hunt To find my soul But I think there’s no hope But I still still talk myself to sleep Head runs wild ever since I was a child Im in the deep end I don’t wanna be alone That’s why I know the devil creepin But I let him in my home Cause I’m scared to be alone I’ll be dead before I make it That promise is ingrained into my bone Ingrained into stone I’m lost won’t somebody Come and save me I’ve been cursed Ever since I was a baby I still make songs for a girl That betrayed me I showed her ass some love But now she hates me And tbh girl I hate me to I just wish the girl I dated wasn’t you And that is hella true Cause watchu did was hella cruel Now me and my head Are in a duel I’m in a war And I don’t think I’m winning I try to turn to God But after all that sinning I don’t think I could be saved Save me Save me Please I’m begging I know I asked for second chances 1000 times But I’m losing the war But nvm I’ll just say I’m fine
Kyu hai dur tu mujhse Mai toh kho gaya Dil ki sari baate Ab hai beh gaya Agar ana nahi tujhko toh bolde zara Bolde zara Meri kahi baate tujhko na yaad ate Shukar Mann ko tere ab wo mere pass ate
I can’t help but to be falling in love Explains in the way I got your whole name Carved In the depths of my arms I’ll keep your name Close to my veins blood flow race I know it’s all worth when I see your face Counting my days before we float away Preparing when you utter the words “That I need some space” When I’m near my you heart just lifts off Floating in space it’s cold so don’t take your mits off I know you self harm daily But I advise not to cut your wrists off Like I love you You need to understand That I’ll be the best man that I can Just to make you happy But you won’t change That’s what you told me At this range I’m thinking you don’t want me We needa exchange Our love so we can be happy But you won’t just do that I can’t force you to change So I ask myself should I pursue that I want my girl back I want my girl back I just want you back My heart is dead Like heart attack Cardiac Can we backtrack To where we was at? Happy and laughing But I can’t imagine A life with you in it I should let you go I should let you finish Your whole life story Without me I’m accepting the fact Cause I’m holding you back I just want you to hold me I just want my heart intact But that would selfish And I’m not like that So I’m letting you go So my heart and mind can relax Like damn I tried the best that I can
Please don’t break my heart Man sis I’m begging please You were with me from the start But now you wanna leave? Like I love you Why you gotta do this to me I thought that we was just a team We were interlinked Like I told you several times Watch the way think Cause are mind is the biggest battle We gon face It’ll kill you in a blink I hate that your suicidal I hate that you sink Into depression Haven’t learned your lesson God is testin We gon make just have trust in I promise we gon make just stay hustlin It feels like this a dream I woke up struggling Just got an opportunity Then suddenly you hitting me Saying I’m finna leave But I ain’t want that We gon make it out alive Jus you and me I know shit ain’t going swell I wanna make a wish Penny in a well I wish we would be okay And get back up when we fell I wanna yell How much I really care for you I call your cell Just to check on you I would give my life for you Ina ring of a bell I don’t wanna lose you Cause I already lost my dad I know life can just confuse you But you gotta just be glad You are here with me How it’s posed to be I want you close to me When the world just Disappears
aye bro i don’t wanna take credit but can i use this? my sister has been going through a hard time and i wanna use this to show her she doesn’t have to leave
I’m falling down Wishing you would come around I’m outta town Maybe I’ll see you when I get back Watch me frown Not seeing you inside a wedding gown Your a queen you dropped your crown I love when it’s just you and me With nobody else around You don’t fuck around You’ll spin back around If someone wants to start some shit When I look into those eyes I’m out of bounds I knew it was you cause we clicked I wish we could’ve worked it out And didn’t just give up I should’ve known what your about Now I’m thinking should I give up? Packed it all with my middle finger up We coulda ran away together I would steal a car come pick you up Music blasting ever lasting Never backing up We would live our lives Separated from the world I’m delusional All because of this girl She tore me up Like a piece of paper Ally oh Drop your addy oh I’m not feeling a connection That was all she wrote
Everything I didn't say to you Whoa Woke up feeling all depressed Thought if I should stay in bed and sleep a little Maybe I just need to get a little bit of rest Questions are unanswered when you have nobody That's when it start feeling like an innovative test Like I need to smoke a little bit of gas Mind so lost in a space so vast In the whip drunk when I race real fast Whole heart was broke and that's okay But said you love me and that was fake Kiss me under the mistletoe and then you spit straight in my face Bitch like "What the hell?" "Who are you to try to run all the shit I do?" Make me wish I never fucked with you Like the other hundred guys that done slept with you When I thought the pain would end your games resume begin soon When I think I fell in love you put that to an end too Should have run out sooner after everything we went through I'm glad you got this letter cause I know I should have sent you -Cage Edward Brooks ~The Lost Tapes ~ Everything I Didn’t Say
