Hi, thanks for your videos. Please may I ask if you ever saw halos around street lights and Starbursts around car headlights during Benzo withdrawl, if so did they ever go away. Many thanks
@riverstar6414 yes I have, and they did go away. I've had a lot of other visual phenomena too that dissipated with time, I find the less attention you pay to it, the more it sinks into the background
@@isnortair Thank you so so much for getting back to me. You don't know how upset I am with all this Benzo crap. I read that a guy had it permennatly, that he saw halos all the time and Starbursts.
@@isnortair still on them unfortunately, relatively low dose. Just panicking as the vision stuff is really scary. Speaking to people who have experienced this helps, honestly really appreciate it. Your videos were raw and honest and needed.
@riverstar6414 thanks I really appreciate that. I just finished a week and a half off completely again but today I'm going back to my taper as it was rendering me debilitated and I have school to do. Take it slow and easy on yourself, in time you will heal!
Glad I met you online bro, 999, it’s good to see you seeking new knowledge and connection and free. I’m not as far along the path as you, I have a lot to conquer in my identity before I can live so openly freely and unconditionally. But you inspire me like I’m sure you try to do me and others. You do good lightwork.
Take care of yourself. Go for a 1 hour brisk walk every day. Set your alarm for 30 minutes, when the alarm goes off turn around and go home. As you walk, breathe and look around and clear your mind. 2 or 3 times a week do some weight training. It could just be pull ups and push ups or it could be with dumbbells. Put in the work and you will benefit in the long term. You are not alone
thats a bummer that you didnt won. next time you could try getting mon that has spore and leech seed and toxapex. other than that it will be hard to win if not for stall it will be hard, but you can use tinkaton for immunities. you need to find or come up with strategy to deal more dmg than he heals using recover. but it will be hard to get there in the first place
@Rad_001 I've been on a bit of break honestly not streaming nearly as much as I was before it was well needed :) and this one is just a video I recorded, I'll be back on stream maybe to face eternatus, likely tonight
@Darknessatltsfinest what other kinds of socks do you have? I have a pair of socks my friend lent me in the 10th grade during track and field after we ran through a super muddy 5k
Hi man, I was on 20mg/daily Valium for 6 years. I started tapering in January and been off for 7 weeks. I've been inside almost the whole time. I have had all symptoms that you can imagine apart from akasthisia. I have BINDS. I've been hospitalized almost 10 times. I've cried, I've yelled from pain and being scared, I've thought the world will end, I've thought that I die. But despite all of this we will heal💗 You'll be fine, you can walk and you're looking rather healthy. Drop me a msg if you need support or advices.🙏
@heavydirtysoul1111 that's incredible man. 6 years is an insane time to be on benzos. Im so happy you managed to make through and this is inspiring. We will certainly heal!!!
stay strong brother stay strong! proud of you im in a tough situation right now too, relate to this a lot. keep posting man I love watching your videos
and also thats why i geniuely vibe with you bro and also know that your enlightment and wisdom can and is a burden at times, and i'm the best at isolating aswell swearming with anxieties and feeling worthless and being a waste of air but just know you're never alone even though i'm just some random fucker who sees your videos from time to time but i am you and you me in a way and thats why i say we gon make it big time with all these hardships lots of love man ive been going trough some myself keep triumphing bro
Much love to you my brother I appreciate you being here through so much of my troubles and I'm grateful to have gotten to share suffering with you as truly nothing connects us more here on this plane. It truly draws us all back to the dharma. We are far from wastes of air, we are the air we breathe, we are the trees that breathe our air, we are the leaves blowing in the wind. All is
These wds only get harder when you're older and end up doing substances longer, so better to get it over with now. Later in life I've found benzos occasionally help with massive life stress events like seizures, but dealing with stress and the thoughts that come along with it can sometimes help us grow (when we don't have that chemical blanket you mentioned). With college loans and stuff you'll be okay, I'm a year past 30 and they've repoed my car and taken houses, but if you stay in touch with the sunsabitches those small student loan companies won't mess with you if you make payments. You're already considering way more than I probably was when I was younger. This video is helpful as substance withdrawal just feels isolating overall, so thanks for sharing. Life in general feels a little uneasy, I communicate plenty one day, then I get nervous to go to the store. But end of the day my head is still on my body mostly, as is yours, so don't worry too much.
I really appreciate your reply! I resonate with your take on it being done sooner than later. Getting this experience now is important and there is so much to learn from it and it will stick with me for the rest of my life. I am getting tougher as a result. Thanks for the reassurance around the college loans stuff, it's been weighing heavy on my mind. But it truly will be worth it I know it. To get out and network, learn from people wiser than me, that will be life changing. An opportunity I can't pass up on.
I hope you're doing alright and you find peace in whatever your situation is, things will be better. Our heads to do stay on our bodies, and that is truly a blessing of itself
@@isnortair Oh things are much better now absolutely, life felt it handed me chaos at points in the past. I learned to fear death less, to appreciate family while I have them, and other things that ten years ago I'd have no idea I'd have to tackle. But at all those points, despite some road bumps, I learned the most sober and don't regret my past experimentation. And with other psychedelics with self control, to each their own (a lil trip or weed won't kill ya). You'll be just fine my friend.
@@isnortair I don't see my last comment? I hope it wasn't deleted, but essentially I was saying I'm doing much better now and the things I used to worry about pale in comparison because life hands you a lot of things that seem a lot bigger or are a lot bigger in the grand scheme of things. Overall that's a good thing though. You'll be alright.
@Theeosees I don't see it either, RU-vid can be weird like that sometimes randomly taking down stuff. But I'm glad to hear you are doing better. The tough times definitely do make us stronger
looking good my g shit happens i genieuly hope it gets better for you, going trough similar situation not benzos but still wanna kms on a daily but fuck that bro
