Theodore's story was amazing, I think it's great that other platforms also dedicate their time to the voiceless so that more incredible people like Theodore can share their life story and experiences too 😊
This is so trying to be like soft white underbelly channel. But I still loved hearing their story. Sorry that you had to experience such a f*cked up upbringing. You're such a beacon of hope 🙏
Ill tell you this there is no such thing as a functioning addict .. eventually ull hit a wall.. or you will meet jesus like i did and suffer immensly but its worth it i did drugs for 15 years and not one day was a normal day ... its suffering pain and misery until the devil takes you to his kingdo,m... please try quit now before you end up there its not worth it my friends
His addiction mindset thought it was a good idea to encourage his friend to take a shit load of Wellbutrin to attempt to get high which caused his friend to die from it he should’ve taken the Wellbutrin first or with him if it was such a great idea this guy is a piece of shit I’m getting pissed more an more as I listen to this jerk speak that’s why I keep pausing to comment so much because every time press play to continue to listen he says something that makes me say wtf!!
It’s not wierd the street fentanyl is cut with all kinds of shit ie: Xanax etc… that’s why it’s different from the prescription fentanyl this guy doesn’t know shit he’s not really taped in to the streets you can tell he’s just a privileged user who hasn’t hit rock bottom yet some people can support there habit longer than others but they all end up at the same dead end I’m not a big fan of this guy he pisses me off I think he actually thinks he special or different than other addicts he’s in for a rude awakening I’d like for him to do a update interview sometime in the future I bet the title of his interview will definitely change from highly functioning to just regular ole fentanyl addict Michael
His white privilege ie:(inheritance) and family and friends has allowed him to not hit rock bottom 3 grams a day obviously he’s still having cash flow plus he uses everyday so he is subliminally dodging withdrawals, he’s using the word “it’s wierd” as a way to avoid accountability and being honest with his self, dude does not have his shit together he’s not independent I’m sure a lot of his problems is behind his addiction. He mentioned after his 5 day detox all he was thinking about is getting a fix fentanyl is so strong you truly don’t get into the thick of your withdrawals until about day 3 or 4 so he obviously is highly dependent instead of highly functioning. Like everyone who is watching this from a more sober perspective see’s that he is in major denial and a huge lack of accountability so in his words “it’s wierd” that this video title says highly functional which is a lie and he’s full of shit! The interview must have some sort of favor or personal connection to this dope fiend!
This dude is in massive denial. He is relatively high functioning compared to other fent addicts, but he is not high functioning by human standards. Wish him the best.
I credit fetty for saving my life it gave me an opportunity to put the needle down forever since herion was not an option to smoke if I wanted to feel it, I haven't used one in years now,also herion was not financially easy also I don't wake up sick every day like herion did to me
Couch surfing at 36 isn't functioning. Something will come to a head one day. Weed, Meth & 3 grams of fent a day??? There is only one place that inheritance money is going.
This Guy is A prime example of why the Windshield is Bigger than the Rear view Mirror! The past can eat you Alive and Strip you of the future if you let it . We have to stay focused on whats Ahead and who can we help ect .The mind is a Powerful thing and we as humans are sensitive creatures that can Be destroyed and sometimes we have to be reborn Spiritually, Which only the very strong can survive ! I always tell people ,Because I have to tell myself ,Give yourself some Grace ! And Give more Hugs Because I truly believe Whether rich or poor , You have to have gratitude for the fact we even get to live and experience this life
With a painful cancer. Hospice prescribed Fentanyl. When the pharmacy doesn't always have it,withdrawal symptoms have started in my experience. Sucks!!
Can't u get a different opiate if they are out I'm sure oxymorphone or diluated etc could really help prob less anlegesic which you may be looking for with the pains of fight cancer but you will find them more euphoric. Stay pain free but make sure if your fighting it you don't let the drugs weaken your system if your fighting it if not get real comfortable I highly suggest high dose psychedelics in therapeutic setting to get ok with death incase you arnt bufo 5meodmt the god particle puts one into the pure white light of unconditional love full death and rebirth and that may be helpful. Praying for you to beat the cancer got in my thoughts sending Health and love your way
I watch a different RU-vid channel called lost in Phoenix on street addicts some smoke 150 blues a day the tolerance happence very fast due to fent short half-life that's why it's so dangerous the constant need to redoes adds such extra danger in sure heroin death rate would have been way higher with a short half-life like fent
seems like a chill dude, with an interesting journey to share. It's great to see he managed to get back in control of his life, which is a great accomplishment if you've been deep into addiction. A follow up would be great at some point. I wish him good luck with his project, other addicts would certainly benefit from his unique perspective as a recovering addict.
It is for a fentanyl addict.Unfortunately for him, he'll end up with a batch of poisonous cartel merchandise after which he won't be functioning at any level.
seems like a really nice dude, wish him all the best. Maybe he manages to get off before it's too late, he seems to be trapped between neglecting the negative side effects this substance has on him and on the other hand the glimpse of he has to do something about it to tackle the underlying problems. I mean this purely unjudgemental, I'm not in his shoes...
Everyone had there own style doesn't matter who you copy if you care enough to dedicate your time to the voiceless there story's save lives keep others sober help heal personal and generational trauma that's Basse the word for truth in Bwiti
Suboxone and being in a state with medical and recreational cannabis has helped me stop using I so much relate with him as a functioning addict like him I never nodded out and was an obvious opiate addict to my family friends and community. People can look fine on the outside have a home and custody of there children but still use for me like him I used for energy so i could work hard and be able to sleep at night its very hard to get help when you can lose everything in your life trying being sick out of work get behind on bills and not able to provide for my family but luckily I found a way to change with help of good addiction dr that worked with my limited time and busy schedule and support from my family i hope this man knows it's possible to get off street opiates but i agree we should provide safe drugs to users to save lives im so scared as now my oldest daughter is on the streets hooked the crap hate fearing that call
Strange how he says opiates give him peaceful sleep, someone who is not me found that true sleep was not an option under opiates, a part of you becomes awake and enjoys dreams throughout the night and they even found that house-settling noises disturbed them and caused feelings of fear under the influence of opiates.
I like channels like this that highlight the struggles of others. I have had addictio issues my whole life and it's nie to know i am not alone. This guy seems like a sweet soul. I wish him all the best
God bless you . If you face hard situation in future treat your self by talking to god he will listen to you . Remember nobody care about you just God he is generous with us . Love your self work build a good family . Find modest wife who will sacrified for the family . If you find wrong women leave her and find another good women . Dont let hard situation send u back to drug . Always say iam strong i dont want this substance control me . Dont feel ashame from your self .forget about people . God is more important from any one he will protect u but you need to be strong .help ypur self and god will help you .
