From the collision between the traditions of independent rock music and folk with Americana roots comes Pinegrove, a band from Montclair, NJ. Pinegrove define their music as “music for the promotion of introspective partying”.
I had to move from my home state last Summer due to some unforeseen social problems in my state, this was one of my favorite songs when I was living there. It reminds me so much of home.
i stopped listening to this song maybe 2016 or 2017 if i recall, and in 2019 after my dog passed away, i heard it again, and now im hearing it yet again, i dont hear this song often, but when i do i cant tell if i should enjoy the music or be sad while listening to it, kind of a mix between both.
This song feels like when you feel left out and you see the rest of them all laughing and having the best time, knowing that they are happy without you. 😕
It’s crazy thinking back, I used to shoot up Heroin to this song because it resonated so well with the feeling of being lost and not really caring about the consequences of the act of shooting up. The temporary fix of the pain and hurt was just too releasing to be caring about sticking a damn needle in your own arm, but at the same time I always felt so sad about it, about the carelessness towards what I was doing. And this song felt like a movie score, like I was the character of some 90s grungy movie with a drugged up, not fitting in the world ass character, I always had a whole scenario in my head with this song. Maybe it just was easier comprehending that I was really doing this by putting it in a movie scenario. At the same time we all live our own movie, each fighting their own battle. Always remember that, the person next to you has a uniquely complex life themselves and we tend to forget that. Anyways, I’m not doing Heroin anymore, but still I’m not over the edge so to say. If you read this I want to say I love you, and I mean this by heart, if you happen to be in the same situation as I am, feel free to put your heart out, things will get better eventually and we all will make it someday.
started this video thinking it was really cool and was gonna be a fire song, nah bro, i wanna cry now, this song makes you literally feel some type of way even if you're not sad, it's crazy bro
I was at a bar tonight and got that feeling again. That feeling that for whatever reason, I couldn't exist simply, like the people around me. Everyone around me seemed happy, dancing to the music. But for whatever reason, I just can't feel the same way. Try as I might, the things that make others happy just don't work for me. I try to pretend, to play along, but I'm not that good of an actor. I'm always found out in the end. And it makes me feel guilty, forcing the people around me to try and acclimate to my abnormality. They can't help me feel better: and in the end, i just end up becoming a burden on them. I wonder why I even bother in the first place. Is it hubris? Naivete? Stupidity? Regardless, I feel this curse weighing upon me wherever I go. There is no escape.
Yesterday, I graduated from high school. In the days and weeks leading up to it, I didn't really feel the emotional whiplash of it all right away. Now that today's my first day of summer and I've just said a permanent goodbye to so many people I'll never see again, people who I've grown up with, spent my whole life thus far with, the weight of it all is suddenly crashing down on me. High school had a lot of ups and downs for me, but now I just wished I could've done more while I was there. This song is like that delayed feeling of mine. It took a minute to sink in, but now that it has, it fucking hurts.
caught my mum cheating with some guy called Arno Klomp. I ended up telling my dad worst mistake I ever made. Instead of going to a counselor they are just passive agressive and build up loads of tension🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣
