You do you and screw people. Just keep posting your thoughts on RU-vid and eventually it will get monetized. My main channel took about 13 months to get monetized. Once you earn your own on RU-vid, maybe you can set out and go for the life you want. All the best. ❤
Hey Ashley, saw this vid on my recommended. Listen, I know things must be hard, I will not say that I can relate to what you have been going trough, because you are the only one in your own skin. I see that you have built lots of anger and resentment for others, and it is probably justified, but don't let this bad energy fog your vision. I will say this, don't act on your anger, learn to maintain this feeling inside and act collected, focus this energy into improving yourself. Use this anger as motivation in your career, your music, your studies, or any other path that will lead to greater rewards in the future. I say this because it is really easy to just raise the middle finger and do something crazy, and after that you will fell a great sense of satisfaction at first. But after some time, you will regret letting your anger decide your path. It feels good to vent, be it to friends, to strangers on the internet or event to the void, but don't make life changing decision with a hot head, and I see that you know this. But keep it cool, if you want to move, plan everything first. Take your time and play the long game. And I will add this, you must be a kind person, because in the society that we live today, those that are kind to others end up being the punch bags to all the assholes that we have around us. But don't corrupt yourself, kindness is always rewarded in the long run, believe me when I say this. From a stranger to you, I wish you all the best 😉
It’s alright to not be satisfied with your situation and to feel like you deserve better if people are actually treating you without respect. I know nothing about your situation, but my best advice would to just be to make sure you think your descision through carefully and take all necessary precautions towards your exit stratedgey. I know nothing about being on the streets, but imagine it can be like hell. I wish you all the luck when figuring out your place in this world and hope you can go about it safely 💫
I think you have real potential if you keep practicing and take your time with improving your rough patches. From what I heard you did pretty well during the higher parts, but kind of fell flat during the lows. I have the same problem and two ways I found to improve were to either slightly increase your pitch throughout the entire song to make the lows a bit higher or to what coaches would call “using your diaphragm.” Although you can’t control your diaphragm directly it helps if you flex your stomach muscles like you were doing a sit-up. It helps increase the amount of air you project while singing and makes the notes more stable and audible. But I’m not a singing coach, these are just somethings I’ve learned while trying to improve my own voice. If you’re thinking about taking your singing to the next level I recommend watching two videos by Hungry Lights called How to ACTUALLY metal scream | Debunking misinformation & PSA: How to prevent vocal damage. These videos talk about screaming in particular, but overall have some good techniques for singing in general and he’s a liscensed vocal coach so the information is accurate. P.s. hope you find this helpful and not too long winded!
I know I sound like a broken record but me from experience it nearly drove me into almost depression wanting to work and I am sure in time patience it will all come a buetiful meaningfully life to serve God and eatchother in love and obedience to the will of the father witch is easy to love the Lord our God with all our heart and love everyone else as our selfs to follow Jesus as lord and savour because he first loved us by his suffering living word ofnthe father by his holy spirit we must live by. By his stripes and suffering we are saved and forgiven set free of sinn and its consequences hell if we ask buetiful ash jesus is the only one witch we are to be saved 😊
Don't be too hard on yourself. Trust your intuition ✨ Change starts with you, your going to find these kinds of people and bad environments everywhere you go. Learning how to deal with it and still live your best life. They don't deserve your energy. Anything that doesn't serve you, and only drains you should be left behind , no matter where you are. I know it's easier said than done. Anything worth having isn't easy to obtain, but it's worth the effort. Go where your heart leads you, love yourself . At the end of the day, the only person's opinion of you that really matters, is your own.
Interesting, actually. If a place attracts you, it might be offering something that resonates with your interests or values. I live in a city somewhere in the Philippines, but my heart longs for the tranquility of the tropical countryside. I was thinking If I won't, I'd probably spend the rest of my life wishing I had.
Holly Molly Ash, you got this, coming out of that soft shell and into the fire, it is good to vent, now I wish you greatness going forward. I had thought you were holding back and well, I think you were. Have a GREAT weekend even though you are off to a tough start, I and hoping it gets hashed out. Lance.
great effort 💪 your stamnia is quite good too actually, i think you should try simging Rag n Bone covers or even Linkin Park songs, im subscribing - i hope ill hear more from u
Hi Ash, you can do anything you set out to accomplish, you just have to make a move, try not to over think if this or that is right or not so long as it is right for you and right for now. Lance.