Scars on my body, razor blades in my heart All this pressure heavy, in my head get kinda dark My soul is black n empty, been like this from start I see drugs all around me, get high until I restart 👀
I dont know why they be hatin when u down bad they celebratin I know that they mad know cause they waiting I just took a pill no hesitation Wasn't even sick took medication dont have to explain my situation But I dont really have a explanation This a real sad generation Baby where you at send your location Been weeks without communication I just want one more conversation My heads spinning likes its in rotation Off the drugs have no motivation I been trapped, stuck in isolation I been living with no destination
Lavender dreams Wake up, first thing, I brush my teeth, Stretch, blow a bong hit , then go check what's 2 eat Lace up, from Ohio bxtch, this ain't the place to be Love hate relationship , Bro still trap out the vacancy Funny I havent been around, yet they still hate on me Think he still mad From 08 when his chick spent sum Pape on me . Fxck em! Never will I pay for pxssy, no they pay for me. Neighbors ask me bout the screams, n why the whole block smells like w33d I just shrug my shoulders, close the door, Might throw away the key Misunderstood, so far from a duplicate, I'm always doin me. Brainstorming, plottin on some plays, tryna make a rack a day ! Ya I can feel it comin, word round town. Conrad on 2 something Stand on love, loyatly, respect, so I won't fall for nothin Swear most these dudes they bluffin Half these niqqas don't got shxt Morals , when they hear the word , it's foreign, guess it don't make sense Lavender dreams, world goin crazy, I just wanna rest No friends, music all I got, yup this is how I vent. Sincere don't gotta try 2 hard , she says I make her wet Freshmen year, walking down the hall, can't forget when we 1st met
bitch im smokin on that contraband im flying like a pelican shes juss beeing nice to me and i think she a hella fan suicidal drip bitch im dressed in all black again they should stop the cappin man a cant beleve a word they sayin imma fucking wanna b ill never gonna blow up stressed out gotta throw up hope shes waitin for my glow up i know the dont wanna see me when i im gonna show up stressed out gotta throw up 10 blunts put me inna coma my weed look like yoda i remember doin koka i remember poppin tilidin and i was moving slower
