The Buddha is in your heart and you do not need to go so far to beg for it For karma (Ink Kuo) the law of the universe is: Plant Melon you get melon and plant beans you get beans in your next life You owe some souls bad karma the rewards is bad You owe some souls good karma the rewards definitely will be good So to know why you are suffering now is why you planted bad in your past life Ni Siew Ler Ma