I was 3-4 years old. I thought he was my uncle. He made me think we were playing doctor. After he did it I was terrified of doctors and would have panic attacks about going to appointments. I passed out at an appointment it was so bad. I didn’t understand until I learned the birds and a bees at the start of teen hood.
He was my father. He was my friend. He was my boyfriend. He was a stranger. They were all men who thought they were owed something. That I owed them my body. I was barely 3 when it started with my father, 8 when it happened with my friend, 10 with my boyfriend and 12 when it was a complete stranger. The eve of my bday and I was walking to my friends house.
I just was a kid. I trusted adults, my innocent mind thought of trusting him. I thought of him as a friend. He was over 35 and i was just 10. I couldn't even scream, i just took it all emotionlessly. I just wanna say, nobody deserves this.
I was 14. now i am 20 and i still cant let a man touch me. I dont even hug my mom anymore. I am touch starved and got ptsd and dpdr and he got an apartment and money.
Really like how you picked the scenes and match it with the music progression. My favorite part is the montage of memories at 3:07, gosh it felt so bittersweet knowing those used to be sunjae's memories (thank god he remembered it all again!). Honestly it's been awhile that an edit can make me feel emotional while watching it. And funny enough when i searched the song i found out it's a worshipping song? What a fitting song for this couple whose basically each other's savior 😂
4 years 2 months 12 days since he raped me and I don’t see any change in my mental state and I hope I can recover but all I can do is work with people and hope if there is a god he will look out for me as I need some kind of miracle
I was raped so much I can’t hear my name anymore I have psychosis from it so I feel it happening when it’s not the ptsd is so bad I already tried to off my self but I’m still here suffering
She was my baby sitter she grabbed my ass and pulled down my pants to get me to listen she did twice and my mom said it didn’t count and still keeps contact with her today I was 12
I'm a man of 35yo at the time of writing this. My older sister and I were both victims and survivors of child sexual abuse at early ages and for different reasons. The perpetrator was our biological father, who stole my older sister's innocence out of twisted lust when she was only 5yo. He stole mine out of anger and as punishment, for catching him in the act with my older sister in the spring of 1995 when I was a boy of only 6yo (my older sister was 8yo at the time). That monster ruthlessly sodomized me in anger and as "punishment" a total of 5 times between the spring of 1995 and the late summer of 1997. The last time he did it was in late summer of 1997, while my family was on vacation visiting his parents (my grandparents) and relatives in Oregon. Which coincidentally was when my mother discovered that monster was molesting my older sister. My mother overheard my older sister (11yo) and our older teenage half-sister (17yo) discussing what our father had done to them, in our older half-sister's bedroom. My mom kept that monster away from my sister by letting her stay over at our half-sister's house for the remainder of the vacation. It took my mom less than 2 weeks after we returned home to have the monster arrested for molesting my sister. He was convicted and sentenced to life in prison in early 1998. That monster died alone in his prison cell from a stroke and head injury (he fell and hit his head on the edge of the stainless steel cell toilet) in March 2013 at the old Utah State Prison "The Point" in Draper, Utah. The news of his death sadly caused all of the painful memories of what he had done to me, that I had kept subconsciously suppressed to the point I had almost forgotten them, to steadily resurface. Although I'm a guy, this song still has been helping me accept my past and heal, especially with these resurfaced memories. Thank you.
the first time it happened i was 10 ten and two boys who assaulted and touched me were 10 too. The second time it happened i was 14 and he was 30ish. I was in the hospital for depression and he was a nurse there. He assaulted me over two months there and he did to other girls my age too.
He was my bf.. i thought it was normal, i only realized later that being in a relationship doesn't mean you have to do s€x with your partner when you don't want to. He forced me multiple times. And made me believe i was just good for that. Like a object. Saying that i was his sl#t and when i didn't wanted to he would hurt me. Finally broke up with him after 4 months.
I am so sorry for what happened to you... for everything you've been through... I want you to know that you are so strong and brave... sharing your story takes a lot of courage. You are an amazing person and you deserve happiness and kindness, you deserve to live without fear and pain. No means no... and it must always be respected... I'm glad that you broke up with him... keep dreaming and keep fighting, you can achieve all of your dreams and always remember that you are awesome. Take care ❤
No woman actually needs or have to kneel before anyone and this applies to man,bending is never an option because it belittles you and that's never acceptable😎💫and kneeling is indeed a cowardice it's not the fear that holds your back it's the dillema of non acceptance once you give zero fucks life is whole for you
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