Guns drawn, slow down It's a battle over something stupid They're all the rage right now You don't know the truth It's a battle that I think I'm winning Something makes me think you think that too I was trying to be honest You don't make that easy to do It's not that important It's none of your concern But you got angry And said some angry words It's not that I hate you I hate that it hurt There's nothing else to it I can't do anything more, mm Sharp knife, loaded gun There are two ways we can do this I know which would be more fun I won't go first, won't apologize Pretty sure that it's an ego thing But I can't stand a compromise I was trying to be honest But now I think I should've just lied It's not that important It's none of your concern But you got angry And said some angry words It's not that I hate you I hate that it hurt There's nothing else to it I can't do anything more, mm Ooh-oh-oh, I was trying to be honest If this is what I get, I won't be honest anymore Oh-oh, if this is what I get I swear I won't be honest anymore
Pull the plug in September I don't wanna die in June I'd like to start planning my funeral I've got work to do, hm Pull the plug, make it painless I don't want a violent end Don't say that you'll always love me 'Cause you know I'd bleed myself dry for you over and over again Doomsday is close at hand I'll book the marching band to play as you speak I'll feel like throwing up You'll sit and stare like a goddamn machine I'd like to plan out my part in this But you're such a narcissist You'll probably do it next week I don't get a choice in the matter Why would I? It's only the death of me Only the death of me Pull the plug but be careful I don't wanna die too soon I think there's good in you somewhere I'll hang on 'til the chaos is through Doomsday is close at hand I'll book the marching band to play as you speak I'll feel like throwing up You'll sit and stare like a goddamn machine I'd like to plan out my part in this But you're such a narcissist You'll probably do it next week I don't get a choice in the matter Why would I? It's only The death of me was so quiet No friends and family allowed Only my murderer, you, and the priest who told you to go to hell And the funny thing is I would've married you If you'd have stuck around I feel more free than I have in years Six feet in the ground Doomsday is close at hand I booked the marching band to play as you speak I feel like throwing up You sit and stare like a goddamn machine I'd have liked to plan out my part in this But you're such a narcissist That you did it on Halloween I had no choice in the matter Why would I? It's only the death of me
Straighten your tie We're not alone I'll tell a lie just to bring you home We dance together You're not that good I'll tell a lie, but it's understood I guess it's all about timing I guess it's all about the things you want but never get I guess it's all about trying To love someone you've never met We eat our dinner Then we undress And now we're equal, more or less (hmm) Now I am sick, and You're probably drunk You're saying things and they sound like love I guess it's all about timing (hmm) I guess it's all about the things you have but didn't want (hmm) I guess it's all about dying To love someone Wish it was easy I wish I knew What I was doing, but I never do (Here we go) Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh Hmm-hmm Hmm-hmm
I didn't mean to kiss you I mean I did, but I didn't think it'd go this far I didn't mean to kiss you Now you can't focus on the road when I'm in your car Now we're going one hundred Your hands aren't on the wheel 'Cause you're just staring at me like you're not convinced that I am real And now we're at one-eighty And I can finally see But then it's over in a second Crashed the car into the tree Yeah, I can see it all happen You'd rather die than take your eyes off me I don't love you like that I'm a careful driver And I tell you all the time to keep your eyes on the road But you love me like that You're a reckless driver And one day it will kill us if I don't let go I don't know how to tell you That I feel safe when you sit shotgun Never felt this way with no one And I lie when I tell ya I know exactly where we're going I get lost just for this moment Now we're at one hundred My hands aren't on the wheel (my hands aren't on the wheel) And I don't wanna lose this moment Want you to know just how I feel (just how I feel) Now we're at one eighty And I can finally see But then it's over in a second Crashed the car into the tree I don't know how it happened Guess I'd die to keep your eyes on me 'Cause I love you like that I'm a reckless driver And you tell me all the time to keep my eyes on the road Do you love me like that? If I keep on driving Would you hold me when we crash or would you let me go? Don't wanna scrape you off the pavement I can't be your savior I don't wanna be here when you lose control Don't wanna watch it as it happens See the crowd's reaction I don't wanna be here when you kill us both 'Cause I don't love you like that ('cause I love you like that) I'm a careful driver (I'm a reckless driver) And I tell you all the time (you tell me all the time) To keep your eyes on the road (to keep my eyes) But you love me like that (do you love me like that?) You're a reckless driver (if I keep on driving) And one day it'll kill us (would you hold me when we crash?) If I don't let go 'Cause I don't love you like that ('cause I love you like that) I'm a careful driver (I'm a reckless driver) And I tell you all the time (you tell me all the time) To keep your eyes on the road (to keep my eyes) But you love me like that (do you love me like that?) You're a reckless driver (I'm a reckless driver) And one day it'll kill us if I
I see chemtrails in the sky, but I don't see the plane What the hell is my problem with taking the blame? 'Cause I play with my food and then someone else takes it away It's so hard to believe, but I'm trying to change I see lines in the sand, but I don't see who made them I still listen to that band that you showed me last April I still play with my food, I'm a child at the grown-up's table It's so hard to believe, but right now, I feel stable I moved away and I grew a few inches What a shame, I had a chance and I missed it And there are some days when I hear that song And I hate to admit it But I miss it, I do Oh, I miss it, I miss you Oh, I miss it, I miss it, I miss you Oh-oh Oh, I miss it, I miss it, I miss you I see chemtrails in the sky, but I don't see the plane I know that I feel it, but I don't know the name I play with my food and then I throw it away It's so hard to believe I have to grow up this way I moved out and I made some new friends Sometimes when I shout, it feels like no one hears it And there are some days when I think that somewhere you're watchin' As I grow up without you I miss it, I miss you I miss it, I miss you (after being in the shower for fifteen minutes and seven days) (She's famished, you can tell) (Say goodnight) (Goodnight)
I get high out the window And I don't tell my mom I mix you with my vodka And it turns me on There's a hole in my heart and I can't find the bullet But you sleep with the firearm I should've pulled it on you What a shame, I can see it all Now that we're through I get drunk with my friends Your name never comes up I tell strangers online That we broke up There's a hole in my heart and I hate that it's there 'Cause I liked to act like I really don't care But I do What a shame that I put up with you What a joke, was it all just an act? I hate that it took me so long to react You had me convinced that you loved me What a fucked up reality show Was it fame or the lack thereof? I just don't know You had me convinced that you loved me, oh I'm not sure you realize The pain that you caused I don't feel like talking But everyone else does There's a hole in my heart and I can't find the bullet But you sleep with the firearm I should've pulled it on you Now I don't have the energy to
Black hole opened in the kitchen Every clock's a different time It would only take the energy to fix it I don't know why I am The way I am, not strong enough to be your man I try, I can't stop staring at the ceiling fan and Spinning out about things that haven't happened Breathing in and out Drag racing through the canyon Singing "Boys Don't Cry" Do you see us getting scraped up off the pavement? I don't know why I am The way I am, not strong enough to be your man I lie, I am just lowering your expectations Half a mind that keeps the other second guessing Close my eyes and count Always an angel, never a god Always an angel, never a god Always an angel, never a god Always an angel, never a god Always an angel, never a god Always an angel, never a god Always an angel, never a god Always an angel, never a god Always an angel, never a god Always an angel, never a god Always an angel, never a god Always an angel, never a god I don't know why I am the way I am There's something in the static, I think I've been having revelations Comin' to, in the front seat, nearly empty Skip the exit to our old street and go home Go home alone Source: Musixmatch
I hold my anger in my stomach And I'm starting to have side effects From hating you this much No explanation, just a quote in a magazine Where you said you only dated me for fun And I'm paraphrasing now But the gist of it was how you never loved me Only in it for the sex And I really don't get how You can say that and be proud of it We both know you were in deeper than that Hmm Nobody likes a secret And I was always yours It's almost been a year And even so I still don't know what for
Over and over A carousel ride Pay for your ticket Watch the red moon climb Sick to my stomach Can't find the ground Stuck in a loop Watch the curtain come down Thought it'd be over by now Thought you would leave Thought I would come to my senses Wish I was stronger somehow Wish it was easy Somewhere I lost all my senses I wish I knew what the end is Over and over Watch it all pass Mom's getting older I'm wanting it back Where no one is dying And no one is hurt And I have been good to you Instead of making it worse Thought it'd be over by now Thought you would leave Thought I would come to my senses Wish I was stronger somehow Wish it was easy Somewhere I lost all my senses I wish I knew what the end is I wish I knew what the end is
I've been having strange dreams Seeing ghosts and breaking things Room's on fire as I sit and watch it melt around me I've been hosting screenings Of slightly altered movie scenes Seems familiar 'til I realize that they look just like me Where am I? I can't find the door How long have I been here for Where the houses all can talk And I don't mind the creaky floors And now we're in a basement I feel wasted and I'm sure That you'll kiss me anyway That'll be just the thing to wake me Maybe I'm weird or maybe I'm off the wall But maybe it's weirder not to have dreamed at all I can walk through walls now Quietly I roam the halls Suddenly I'm ten feet tall and I can touch the ceiling I think I scared you off now I'm regretting getting close hoping It was just a ghost that sorta looked just like you Where am I? I can't find the door How long have I been here for Where the houses all can talk And I don't mind the creaky floors And now I'm in a maze Down in this basement and I'm sure That you'll miss me anyway That'll be just the thing to wake me Maybe I'm weird or maybe I'm off the wall But maybe it's weirder not to have dreamed at all Maybe I'm weird or maybe I'm off the wall But maybe it's weirder not to have dreamed at all
Every guy at this festival has you in their eyes I never think about it too much, but I'm thinking tonight And it's really annoying that I'm triggered like this 'Cause your name isn't spoken, but I'm speaking it And I don't know why it happened, but it happened like this My best friends are with me and I feel okay But last time I was here, I was 18 My mind is racing and I feel so strange Last time I was here, you were with me I fell in love at the Orange Show Speedway It didn't look like this three years ago I had it all at the Orange Show Speedway Or someplace like that, it all looks the same Everything changes, what a shame I'm in the middle of the crowd, and it's like no times passed I'm half expecting you to be there when I turn to my left We were stupid and young, and I was so in love We were just friends riding on the line between acceptable And angering your girlfriend My best friends are with me and I feel okay But last time I was here, I was 18 My mind is racing and I feel so strange Last time I was here, you were with me I fell in love at the Orange Show Speedway It didn't look like this three years ago I had it all at the Orange Show Speedway Or someplace like that, it all looks the same Everything changes, what a shame Uh, yep, ooh, fireworks This is the best voice memo diary to date, I think (this is amazing) Um, just wanted to update myself No one else listens to these but myself Hey, okay, you got the fireworks if you put that in a song I fell in love at the Orange Show Speedway But I've never been here in my life I think it all kinda feels like an Orange Show Speedway When you're racing head first towards something that'll kill you in five seconds flat When I'm racing head first towards everything that I want back
Upon a winding forest road I met a soldier far from home I saw he was my enemy So I aimed him and he at me Prepared, was I, but loathed to shoot And he, uncertain what to do A cold sweat formed upon my brow But we both kept rank and stood our ground And then the curious thing occurred On wings arrived a tiny bird And troubled not by war or peace She sang for us a melody Ohh, ohh Ooh Ohh, ohh Ooh I dared not move or look away Lest my life, my foe would take Yet in his eyes, I saw his fright Just a boy like me, afraid to die The meadowlark sang on and on Then more arrived and joined the song And as I held my rival's stare A tremendous chorus filled the air Then in my heart, as clear as day I heard a gentle whisper say "My son, if my disciple be Show grace and love your enemy" Ohh, ohh Ooh Ohh, ohh Ooh With swell of birdsong all around Lowered I my rifle down And as my foe took aim at me I showed him yield on bended knee He faltered then and shook with fear And from his eyes he wiped a tear His gaze was as a brother's bond And then he turned and he was gone Ohh, ohh Ooh Ohh, ohh Ooh Ooh If I should live to see more days I pray the Lord to guide my ways With grace to love my enemy For grace, my savior showed to me With grace to love my enemy For grace, my savior showed to me
Once upon a summer A traveling circus came to town From the land down under And I was filled with wonder When I saw the girl on the flying trapeze Tear through the air with the greatest of ease I got cotton candy And then in a daze, I met her gaze And she winked right at me And my heart pounded madly When I saw the girl on the flying trapeze Capture the crowd with the greatest of ease She was a light in a dark lullaby That girl was raised by a butterfly I swear when I caught her eye, I could almost fly And under the circus lights I must have fallen in love that night Lighter than a feather But careful, as with a heavy heart She seemed to fall forever And then I wondered whether I noticed the girl on the flying trapeze Blink back a tear with the greatest of ease And she took my breath away Oh, so grand and graceful Confetti rained as she climbed through the air Like a homesick angel "She makes heartache painful" I thought as the girl on the flying trapeze Melted my heart with the greatest of ease What a display of rosé poetry What a majestic menagerie I swear when I caught her eye, I could almost fly And under the circus lights I must have fallen in love that night And she took my breath away I was so enamored And she took my breath away All that glitz and glamor And she took my breath away I was so enamored And that's how the girl on the flying trapeze Knocked me off my feet with the greatest of ease And then with a charming sweetness She smiled and waved and took a bow For a crowd stunned speechless And I was charmed to pieces When the girl on the flying trapeze Magically dissolved like a song on the breeze And simply broke my heart with the greatest of ease We shook the floor with a roar of applause She seemed to drown in the oohs and ahs I hung around 'til the clowns tore the big top down And soon it was almost dawn I looked and looked but the girl was gone Deep down I felt kinda blue for a day or two Then clear as a bell, I knew I would run away with the circus too
Guns drawn, slow down It's a battle over something stupid They're all the rage right now You don't know the truth It's a battle that I think I'm winning Something makes me think you think that too I was trying to be honest You don't make that easy to do It's not that important It's none of your concern But you got angry And said some angry words It's not that I hate you I hate that it hurt There's nothing else to it I can't do anything more, mm Sharp knife, loaded gun There are two ways we can do this I know which would be more fun I won't go first, won't apologize Pretty sure that it's an ego thing But I can't stand a compromise I was trying to be honest But now I think I should've just lied It's not that important It's none of your concern But you got angry And said some angry words It's not that I hate you I hate that it hurt There's nothing else to it I can't do anything more, mm Ooh-oh-oh, I was trying to be honest If this is what I get, I won't be honest anymore Oh-oh, if this is what I get I swear I won't be honest anymore
I watch all of your work from this album, it just one missing. This song "My Muse" have no instrumental version yet. Next time when you have time, can you add it? Thank you, subbed btw.
I use a mixture of iZotope RX 10 Music rebalance tool and vocalremover dot org. Sometimes have to edit some parts out or in myself but its pretty simple. I just upload it like this to make it more accesible but you can easily do it yourself.
