She was pretty as the sky such a dove from way above really had caught my eye felt like love at first sight cupid won that fight thought I was the only guy for her laced shawty in the finest pearls gave her the world wasn't expecting her lies now it's lonely nights on this flight heart off to cry
I don’t wanna fall in love but I did that tho X O X O like a tic tac toe I would never let her go that’s a big fat no But shordy broke my heart like a KitKat tho You was sneaking geeking cheating and I did not know All the memories that lost I never get back tho I don’t care don’t wan talk bout it forget that tho And I’ll never forgive her yeah forget that hoe How many times did you lie to me You the reason that I feel this way inside of me I’m battling my demons and anxiety It’s like I don’t never get no free time I just need a moment through the day to get a free mind Your so cold don’t gotta heart I’ll let you keep mine maybe in the mean time I’m tryna find somebody real who wants to be mine ever since you left I ont even sleep fine I don’t ever sleep I pass out on concrete high If I pop another pill my brain gone be deep fried
I wish I could hide never leave my room again Shed this skin of mine and find a home of zen I wish I could shine anyone have some light to lend all I have is this lighter in my hand I've lost all my high- school friends I wish I had an angel that was heaven sent but I think I'm just a monster livin' in regret I don't know who I am, I'm no longer a man I'm something different part person part demon Part stupid idiot I'm through with this period I'ma find a new life to live there's not much left in my heart to give
Listen real life shit Aye im not im okay ive been using again i took the razor blade to help me escape this shitty feelin inside of me so im runnin away from all of this pain that's been killin mehhhh I'm drownin in my own misery can't you see theres just no way of saving mehhhhh from these suicidal thoughts that's hauntin me i
