Aw god I'm so stuck with my damn life /w\. No one likes me. No one loves me. No one notices me. No one gives fuck abt me. No one ever tryna understand any fuck. No one listens to me. No one ever. I hate myself. I feel like my existent just a waste. I've been not smart as a normal kid since I were small. I'm born with such a stupid and dumbass brain. I do such dumb actions. People always make fun of me. I'm just a loser bitch and useless. Autistic and stupid. I hate my life. Everyday I fear to live but scared to death. I'm weak as fuck. I can't just kill myself to get out of this suffering. Only thing I can just cry and cry. There's nothing I can do. I can't stop overthinking. My mind feels like just a bunch of broken and messy shits. My body feels like just a lump of rotten meat. My appearance looks so damn horrible. I don't even want to look at the mirror. I can't handle it. My problems just a water drop in the ocean and not even a thing compared to others. Life for me is hell. Death feels like a dream, a wish. I feel pain, sad, horrible. I got no one. I never feel connection. I never been alive...
