“Given all that I have to share to u but still it’s kind of mess to u , for me to say the words that I kill which had let me astray all my life I pray , for the escape to get the little spark which will feel me whole again to say my own name feels like I am today too ashamed It’s my own walk It’s not that easy one , To chase this one Life which I have to choose from afar, , but it won’t held me through…this time still I shine but I never sign for this life ..
I reminiscin over the things that make me feel pain and torture in my life but never want that same result for most people or my peers idols even inspirational inspirations chasing dreams never faking changing
Please tell me the voicemail clip isn’t in the beat if we purchase it lol, it’s so overdone at this point. The mix & production sounds great on this one though 🔥
Dear god tell me why I’m emotional Dealing with the pain inside my brain I got no place to go, I’ve been feeling miserable im feeling kinda pressed Tell me what I need to lift this shit up off my chest , Sitting in a quiet room nobody’s really listening, They say give up my dream but this aint even how I pictured it,
Shut the doors turn out the lights This faith pours reigns in dark nights Babylons whores the temptation fights Steal Christ cores and God given rights From lost children still encaged Gots this revenge chilling only engaged When the ends staged to confuse Spirit got my pens enraged some bruise Egos that's your alter He knows we all falter Why i trust a father and don't bother Trying understand it all Got holy with no water a souls that's hotter Than Hells under sands that call Itselfs the inferno like where sin burns slow Heat in the hot shop how i word Smith Seat me when shot drop a foe , heard if I line up my cross hairs That the family lost fairs Have a chance not to take a bullet I have an opportunity i make the fullest Attempt to stir not accept a were but what is How i serve dont call me another sir this gives Me authority when i have none Without reaching for my bible Common preaching this might rival Need more revival Like fellowship we dive full Into it without a pause a cause for laws Frozen in your flaws, love thaws faith saws Out doubt with surgical precision Operate with no room i surging all , Praise he's risen You find salvation you might find freedom Crushing a bal nation as I'm able to seed some Dry fields and withered roots Lie yields nothing triggered flutes Dance along indulge in all emotions Trance so strong until i know he motions Them away from everything they that they knew Suns grey until you give it back to the true Creator and an destiny in design You shows the best in me, this can't be mine Best as i learn to accept I think i yearn to intercept The opposition like writings more a mission There's opps in position got em scared of the vision Coming back to people they've had trapped Running track this kinda marathon gotta be mapped Gifted journey Lifted to earn me A spot next to apostles Im not blessed just these gospels All i need to eat sauce it up with a beat Angels in a fleet you ready for tares and the wheat Weeded right next to each other Needed and prayed to reach brother That was answered just like thousands more Beast should know no more growl ands roar Gonna let him get a score Last fight bettin he's still sore
Vẫn là anh trong trạng thái đợi chờ Anh đang không nghĩ mình là chàng trai cởi mở Anh muốn điều gì, thứ đó đều không xảy ra Vẫn tự nhủ: bản thân mình trên sân khấu đó cũng cháy mà Đây may quá, anh thấy 1 cơ hội mà em trao tặng Anh lao vào nó , những vẫn giữ cái thói kiêu căng Đã có nhìn vào thua, nhưng ở đó còn quen hiếu thắng Anh nghĩ bản thân mình đầy đủ, nhưng có ai mà không thiếu vắng Những buổi chiều nắng, và dù kể cả trời mát hay mưa Anh vẫn không nhận ra là liệu bản thân mình đã khác hay chưa Cuộc sống của chính mình, mà như có người khác bày bừa Anh vẫn giữ lại bản thân, trong những lúc ngồi hát say sưa Anh lao mình vào thiêu thân, anh giữ ở trong bóng tối Tự ám thị mình với chính bóng tối, nơi mọi cánh cửa cũng đều đóng lối Phán xét chính mình đến mức cùng cực? Anh nghĩ mình vẫn còn nóng vội Tốt và xấu liệu có quan trọng, nếu anh như con sóng trôi
i just let all the shit said get inside of my head as if im okay with being dead and you act like you wanna fight as if i cant live my life not without you by side call the opps cuz theres a homicide
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Alright man for sure. I’m also remixing this beat to a newer version soon and it’s gonna be on my new channel. Search - VANNN, on RU-vid, it’s gonna be there soon.
@@filamentbeatz of course dude. I subbed to your new channel and I been listening to your beats. Holy cow dude they are awesome. Are the ones on the new channel free for nonprofit use or do we gotta purchase?
Yo Look Feelin so alone The worlds crumbling around me No I never seen the light Because the darkness just surrounds me But I can’t end it all Cause of my parents if they found me I sit up at 3am Just looking through my phone book No one’s ever calling me
I just wanna turn back time again say I never met you and I never felt this pain Why did you put me throw this pain again Told me that you loved me I guess you never did I don’t wanna ever go throw pain again Put throw hell I’ve sined
Talking to God every morning when I wake I pray to the Lord my soul he does take And remember me in his book of Life For I want to be resurrected in a paradise Some people get institutionalized But I'm growing used to being outside So when I go indoors I feel as if I'm suffocating And talking to others who have lived this kind of life for awhile Say's that's relating And they feel that as well Even though it's hot as hell It's still so peaceful in the great outdoors Talking to God and thanking Him for all he does For my life and for the life to come evermore He answers me with the wind in my hair For the fresh air And the shade to cool off in He answers me with good rest through the night Under his beautiful moonlight He answers me with the song of the birds The sunrise and sunset and through his word Talking to God, because he's my best friend And nothing can tear us apart Not even the end Of this treacherous system of things I can't wait to see Jesus fly in with his wings And heal what us humans have destroyed And then we as his soldiers get deployed To help clean up this mess on earth Oh what a heavenly worth