kakatapos ko lang manood ng rewind at napaiyak ako,At mas lalo akong napaiyak dahil sa meaning nitong kantang ito pero magandang movie ang rewind.Talagang inirerekomenda ko ang movie ito at I recommend it na magdala ka ng tissue kapag-nood mo ang rewind.
Dito talaga ako nalungkot sa kanta na to dahil nung mga 2018 na meet ko yung girlfriend ko mabait sya at cute pero nag tataka ako kung bakit sya lagi nasa kaibigan nya at sabi naman nya mga close friends daw nya tas may pahawak sa bewang yan nagseselos ako dahil puro lalaki kasama nya hindi na ako nag isip kung anong gagawin ko na makipag break dahil mga matagal nakami tas bilang syang umalis nung kabing kabi na tas sabi san ka pupunta? Palagi nyang sinasabi pupunta lng ako sa kaibigan ko pero yung short yan sobrang ikli kaya nag taka na ako sinundan ko sya tas nakita ko may kotse doon sa may kalsada nag taka ako kung bakit may kotse bilanf syang sumakay doon dahil yung mga kaibigan nya walang kotse doon na ako umiyak at nag iisip kung sino yun . Tas hinabol ko sila kahit nasa kotse sila kahit mahirap hinabol ko sila at nadoon sila hippers bar and resto sa antipolo kaya sinundan ko sila kahit nakabuka na yung sapatos ko habang hinahabol ko sila kaya masakit yung paa ko pumasok sila ng lalaki na may ari ng kotse na sinakyan ng girlfriend ko at ako naman gusto ko makita kung ano gagawin nila. Tas hindi pinapasok ng guard dahil ang pangit daw ng pananamit ko tas nag hintay ako sakanila. Tas nung mga 3 am o 2 am lumabas na sila sa bar at sinigawan ko sila na mga manloloko at tumakbo nalang ako tas pinalayas ko sya sa bahay ko dahil doon nag iisa na lang ako pero happy parin.
Its been 8 months love i saw you again from afar (you're still as handsome as ever). And i still feel the same spark when i first saw you, but i think i should probably stop and just accept that we aren't really meant for each other. For the last time I love you so much my love >>
Crying while listening to this. Although yung song is about trust being broken which is totally different sa story ko but the line "Ikaw pa rin, sa susunod na habang buhay" hits really hard for me. Year 2015, I was 3rd year college that time when I had my first boyfriend. A number of men pursued me pero siya yung sinagot ko because he's different from the rest. He's average looking, wasn't really good with his studies but he's doing his best to pass, very athletic and his sports is volleyball, there's nothing really special about him at first glance. A typical young filipino na mahilig sa sports and such. I chose him over the other guys that courted me because he's caring, respectful, responsible, and always does his best to make me happy. Our relationship wasn't perfect but I am contented. He's the greenest of the green flags and I am so proud na siya yung first boyfriend. So fast forward, our relationship was going well for almost two years and akala ko lifetime na, but something terrible happened na hanggang ngayon di mawala sa isip ko. So while I was reviewing for the board exams for teachers year 2017 I received a call from his mom na naaksidente daw siya. He was on his way to our house that time to help and cheer me up while I was reviewing ng mag crash daw yung motor na dinadrive niya. I immediately went to the hospital na binanggit ng mama niya and saw him there unconscious. I stayed there for days to look after him, I tried to read for my board exams but I can't focus. I was so stressed that time kasi papalapit na yung exam and hindi ako makareview ng maayos dahil occupied yung isip ko about sa kaniya. Nilabas ko yung frustrtion ko one night nung ako lang nagbabantay sa kaniya, I told him to " please wake up, I can't focus on my exams kung ganiyan kalagayan mo. Please huwag mo na dagdagan yung problema ko" and many more while crying. Hindi pa sana ako titigil nung bigla kong naramdaman yung mahinang pagpisil Niya sa kamay ko. Akala ko magigising na siya kaya dali-dali akong tumawag ng nurse and doctor. Pati family niya tinawagan ko thinking that finally gising na siya but it was the opposite. Around 11:36 pm mga 15 minutes after kong tumawag ng doctor lumabas yung doctor telling us na wala na siya. That's when I realized I did something terrible. I thought that maybe because of the harsh words I told him about my frustration sa kalagayan niya and sa exam ko kaya tuloyan na siyang umalis. I was so devastated thinking that maybe because of me kaya nag give up na siya. Hanggang ngayon nagiguilty ako and hindi ko magawang magmahal ulit because of that. I feel like I don't deserve to love again after what I did. I've already said sorry to him nung kinakausap ko siya during sa lamay niya while he's in his coffin, sa puntod niya na until now lagi kong pinupuntahan at walang ibang sinasabi kundi sorry. I wish I could say my sincere apology to him sa susunod na habang buhay. And maybe in another life if we're given another chance, I'll properly take care of him and love him more than I did in this lifetime. Sa ngayon yung lang ang wish ko, to meet him in our next life and fall in love all over again.
for me whenever I hear this song it reminds me of my grandmother, she is the first person who accepted my personality with no hesitation it's just sad because she died while playing with me:(
