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I can't help but feeling fascinated by it's potency. It's like LSD and Salvia, active in the mikrograms. Only its a hard drug, instead of an hallusinogen.
I was under the impression that this stuff was so deadly that the amount of a salt grain could kill you and now its the drug most easily available. But people still go for it
Confused? It was the best thing the doctor put me on. It saved my life. When I stopped using it, it was easy. I truly mean easy, I was on the patch 50mcg and it was as simple as just not using it. Set it down just like tylenol and never had an inch of addiction. Did not use it for an effect used it for pain, I think that's what it is used for?
I was prescribed fentanyl for 10 years for my pain issues…. All it did was make me very sleepy so glad I’m off it now. I lost 10 years of my life, but for taking care of pain it’s pretty good.
Bs i do fent a few times and then dont, ppl kill themselves cause they got no self controll and have no positive aspects in they life. Nost ppl dont do drugs cause everything is fine in thier lives.
so.. if i have a bunch of different moods/episodes/traits that i can switch through either depending on the situation, something triggers it, or it just kinda happens (maybe bipolar? Idk) and i grouped them up into "personalities" that i can switch through without really noticing.. but like i still remember people im talking to or loved ones, could i have DID perchance?
Can you please stop smiling so much when you're describing a horrific drug attention that kills, as you state, hundreds of people each day? It's beyond callous to present this while smiling.
Our 19-year-old son graduated recently and has opted not to attend college, nor any trade school, nor the military. He has opted to continue working at his job he worked in high school, one where he does hands-on machinery work but never 40 hours per week; more like 20-25 hours per week. Sometimes the owners simply hire him to mow their own yards or rotate their wives’ tires. Our son comes home often in the early to mid afternoons on weekdays and just watches RU-vid videos, streaming them to our main living room TV. We are paying for everything in his life except gasoline and fast food. We are at a loss. We initially set a date of August 15 for him to have some sort of realistic plan, but now my husband has moved it to September 1st. I feel it’ll never get resolved. My husband is very soft-hearted toward this particular son, and I try not to rock the boat in order to save the peace in our marriage and in our 14-year-old daughter’s life. Our older son is very successful, working on a doctorate degree now. Where did we go wrong with son #2? And no, he does not seem depressed or anything of that nature; rather, he seems totally content to drift through life aimlessly.
Biggest mistake I ever made, was to quit smoking. I got fat. I gained 140 pounds. I struggled with diet and exercise but I could not stop the weight from coming on. I went from a slim 135 all the way up to a big fat pot belly 275. That's right, I almost made it to 300. My waist went from a 32 to a 50. I got kicked out of the navy and I lost my retirement. I developed severe sleep apnea and became a borderline diabetic. I had to donate 5 trash bags stuffed full of my favorite clothes, to charity. I had to give up running, water skiing, scuba diving and riding my bike. I became unpopular with women. Had I known I was going to get fat like this, you best believe, I'd have never quit smoking. I'd go back, but might not work and I might get even fatter. I may still try, it's a powerful temptation
I could have bad information but at 2:55 you say DMT is a serotonin antagonist.. From what I understand it's non selective, but has agonist effects on serotonin.
Because they arent using it ... they couldnt care less its all about the money and they are getting it to younger and younger kids all the time they are their future customers
1 year an 6 months clean!! Did it cold turkey, laid on the floor of the bathroom for 7days, no sleep, no appetite, just mind wrenching pain. Prayer and my will to live were the only things that got me through it.. now the memory of that pain and the torment that Fent brought into my life keeps me away from it 🥰 YOU CAN MAKE IT OUT!! Trust yourself and listen to your body, let the pain wash over you. You are loved, I believe in you!!🫶🏽
The South American cartels are unable to make decent heroin. They don’t have labs they don’t have technicians so they cut the garbage they make with fentanyl so it actually gets people high.
I believe my dad died from fentanyl in his heroin. I’ll never forget the day after I wrote about him in writing class and my only worry was my math test. My parents called me out of school before that.
My dad once saw a double rainbow that scared me so bad as a baby I cried. When he died, my parents drove near a church and I saw a beautiful double rainbow.
I applied for this job multiple times as a Cum Luad Grad. Nevertheless, I never got hired but instead worked for the state. I've gained tremendous experience as a psychiatric technician working in the Admission ward known as the bed for last resorts. I would rather work a state job than to work for this organization truthfully and the salary and benefits are superb.
My beautiful wife passed away last April from this fkg poison. I myself have been clean from it for over two years. She was clean for four years and relapsed. Just one time and it took her away from all of us who cherished and love her. I'll never be with another woman for the rest of my life. I miss her so bad everyday. I dream of her almost every night. I just want her back
Microdosing during depressive episodes has completely changed my life after years of trauma, PTSD, addiction... I hope more people have affordable access to it
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Sometimes when we switch, it feels like our "soul" is being pulled up to the left. Sometimes we can't strong thoughts together. Sometimes fuzzy. Sometimes we realize we're really really angry and that our angerholder is fronting.
Most of the addicts I knew, including myself, were buying fentanyl intentionally. I didn’t want it mixed with something else, I wanted as pure of fentanyl as I could get. 292 days clean, before then I was smoking and injecting 2.5 grams a day.
I totally drink caffe for the taste, and, btw, it gives me same kind of buzz as nice, juicy steak. As far as not getting drunk, wouldn’t I just drink more?
