like how the end is just whgttdft in a different order for an hour straight , damn i love that album so much tho . Also Die alone as the opener for that portion is peak , my favorite almost beats goodbye as the best song on the album too absolute perfection both songs.
this mix has a lot of work put into it. I love sewerslvt and cynthoni. Wish them so much of the best. They were my only soothe during my darkest times. Thank you for showing your support, i appreciate youu
thanks, i successfully rotted on my room for 1 hour and 52 minutes, thinking about my life, remembering the past, when i first listened to Sewerslvt and i had new memories with her songs. I listened to her everywhere, i have memories in my full-time school, memories of when i was lonely, listening to Sewerslvt, sometimes crying, or even sleeping in middle of class, which was frequent. I was able to listen to Tortvred Lesbians Ripped Appart and still sleep to it, i listened to it a lot of times everyday, and i did the same with other Sewerslvt songs. But i also had good memories, memories with real friends, friends that maybe i will never see them again and have the same moments with them again, even if i keep talking with them online it's not the same thing, and we don't even talk anymore, each one is following your own life. It's like nothing happened anymore, it's like it was just a dream, so much thing happened and now i just feel empty and left behind. I felt so free around this school, i knew everyone there, almost everyone knew me, it was 10 hours of school everyday but i still had people there i loved and helped me go through life. I don't know if i should stop locking myself to the past, or try to accept that it will never come back again and that everything will be forgotten and try to continue experiencing reality. Even after one year have passed i still frequently dream with that school and with people from there, i really don't want to forget everything that happened, and i wish they also tried to remember how special it was. After my time on this school ended, i never felt the same, i have no one, i feel always lost, lonely, hopeless and dissociating from reality, questioning if i really have some more reason to exist after everything that happened. sorry for taking your time to read, i needed to write to feel better, but thanks anyways
Unironically putting me in a straight zen trance of inspired motivation. Gonna go raw in the gym tomorrow so I can develop my fighting technique which consists of simply throwing my opponent into the nearest waste recepticle.
Mixing my favourite breakcore/trance artist with my favourite visual novel is a vibe I‘m ashamed I didnt think of earlier. Also damn that title drop at 20:47 got my hairs spiking, really well made mix
ima sad lonely 27 yo tgirl, i have tons of mental ilnesses, ptsd, addictions, im also artist tho.. i feel like this is what kindd of outcasts Jvnko is making music for
im obsessed with their new label and the EP. I really do hope they’re doing alright, and I’m glad that they’ve felt good enough to start openly using a new label (theres a label floating around that’s *supposedly* another one of theirs, but it seems like they wanna keep that one more low-key as they haven’t openly mentioned it on the original Sewerslvt channel, so I won’t say the name of it for their sake, and in the case it’s not even actually them). Cynthoni my beloved.
@@frotcore its less gatekeeping and more that im concerned for their personal mental health and would rather not send a wave of people to a label that is only supposedly theirs. I remember back when they used to completely take down songs because they got too popular, so I’d rather not contribute to possible issues. I will give a hint though, search for videos of Purple Hearts In Her Eyes and remixes of that specific song.
HEY SEWERRATS I PASSED THE BED ROT STAGE BE ANGRY AT THE WORLD!!!!!!!!! FUCK SADNESS!!!!!! BEING SAD IS FOR WHEN YOURE VAGINA IS SHEDDING ITSELF FIGURE OUT THE CAUSE OF YOUR DEPRESSION FIGURE OUT THE ROOTS OF YOUR PAIN AND DEMOTIVATION MOVE YOUR BODY BE HAPPY TO EXIST AS A HUMAN EAT MUSHROOMS
