I haven't done a cartwheel since I was nine I haven't seen my mother in a long, long time I mean, look at me Look at the length of my hair, and my face, the shape of my body Do you really think I give a damn What I do after years of just hearing them talking? [Pre-Chorus] I say I live in Rosemead, really, I'm at the Ramada It doesn't really matter, doesn't really, really matter Mitski 'Heaven' Official Lyrics & Meaning | Genius Verified [Chorus] Call him up, "Come into my bedroom" Ended up, we fuck on the hotel floor It's not about havin' someone to love me anymorе This is the experiеnce of bein' an American whore [Verse 2] Called up one drunk, called up another Forensic Files wasn't on Watching Teenage Diary of a Girl Wondering what went wrong I'm a princess, I'm divisive Ask me why, why, why I'm like this Maybe I'm just kinda like this I don't know, maybe I'm just like this [Pre-Chorus] I say I live in Rosemead, really, I'm at the Ramada It doesn't really matter, doesn't really, really matter [Chorus] Call him up, he comes over again Yeah, I know I'm over my head but, oh It's not about havin' someone to love me anymore No, this is the experience of bein' an American whore [Verse 3] I mean look at my hair Look at the length of it and the shape of my body If I told you that I was raped Do you really think that anybody would think I didn't ask for it? I didn't ask for it I won't testify, I already fucked up my story On top of this (Mm), so many other things you can't believe Did you know a singer can still be Looking like a sidepiece at thirty-three? Got a cop who turned on the backbeat Puts the shower on while he calls me Slips out the back door to talk to me I'm invisible, look how you hold me I'm invisible, I'm invisible I'm a ghost now, look how you hold me now [Chorus] It's not about havin' someone to love me anymore (Oh, okay) No, this is the experience of bein' an American whore It's not about havin' someone to love me anymore No, this is the experience of bein' an American whore [Part II] [Intro] This is the experience of bein' an American whore This is the experience of bein' an American whore This is the experience of bein' an American whore Woo [Chorus] Jimmy, Jimmy, cocoa puff, Jimmy, Jimmy, ride Jimmy, Jimmy, cocoa puff, Jimmy, get me high (Oh my god) Love me if you love or not, you can be my light Jimmy only love me when he wanna get high Jimmy only love me when he wanna get high Jimmy only love me when he wanna get high Jimmy only love me when he wanna get high Your mom called, I told her, you're fuckin' up big time [Post-Chorus] Your mom called, I told her, you're fuckin' up big time [Chorus] Jimmy, Jimmy, cocoa puff, Jimmy, Jimmy, ride Jimmy, Jimmy, cocoa puff, Jimmy, get me high Love me if you live and love, you can be my light (Mm) Jimmy only love me when he wanna get high Jimmy only love me when he wanna get high Jimmy only love me when he wanna get high Jimmy only love me when he wanna get high Your mom called, I told her, you're fuckin' up big time [Verse] Jimmy, you should switch it up, baby, light it up (Yeah) Jimmy, if you leave the house, find me in the club (Like) Jimmy, if you switch it up, you should light it up Jimmy, if you leave the house, find me in the club (Like, surf's up) Your mom called, I told her, you're fuckin' up big time But I don't care, baby, I already lost my mind Jimmy, if I lie it up, find me in the club (Mind, mind) Your mom called, I told her, you're fucking up big time [Chorus] Jimmy, Jimmy, cocoa puff, Jimmy, Jimmy, ride Jimmy, Jimmy, cocoa puff, Jimmy, get me high Love me if you love or not, you can be my light Jimmy only love me when he wanna get high Jimmy only love me when he wanna get high Jimmy only love me when he wanna get high Jimmy only love me when he wanna get high Your mom called, I told her, you're fuckin' up big time
