Same we have three babies. And I recently found out he cheated and the whole time he cheated while I was sick and invested in my pregnancy he knew I would be to distracted and tired. And not realize what he was doing. I fucking hate him. And yet I have no place to go but he can leave if he wants and he doesn't.
'IF YOU ONLY KNEW"IS A POIGNANT AND RAW EXPLORATION OF THE ARTIST'S MENTAL HEALTH BATTLES,THE IMPORTANCE OF UNDERSTANDING, EMPATHY,AND SUPPORT IN TIMES OF EMOTIONAL TURMOIL. THE ARTIST LONGS FOR SOMEONE TO TRULY COMPREHEND THE TOUGHTS AND URGES THAT PLAQUE THEIR MIND. THEY EXPRESS BEING DRUNK AND ALONE IN THEIR ROOM,BECAUSE SADNESS TO THE POINT WHERE THEY ARE UNABLE TO CRY. THEY YEARN FOR SOMEONE TO COME TO THEIR AID,TO ACKNOLEDGE THE TORMENT THEIR BRAIN SUBJECTS THEM TO. THE REPETITION OF "IF YOU ONLY KNEW'EMPHASIZES THE ARTIST'S DESIRE FOR PAIN TO BE RECOGNIZED AND FOR SOMEONE TO OFFER SOLACE🤝🤝🤝🤝🤝🤝
Feels like theres a line missing, the way i remember it as "He kissed me and promised i would be alright We both know its b.s. The longer im with him the less im alive" 0:30