Still not sober and still listening to peep I’ve gone through 6 breaks up since his death all being super serious relationships Two of my partners died all my friends are dead in prison or we fell out because I’m a crappy person. All alone and peep hasn’t never been there for me Alone in my room yacked out drunk again listening to peep hopeing life get better one day.
О бог, столько время прошло, помню еще гуглил, начало 2019, грустные песни лил пипа и первым роликом вылетало это, курил с другом в институте, а уже 28
I got the: "I'll always be there for you, you are loved and I care about you." To fly back into town to "I don't think I want to talk to you anymore and snapchats of them kissing.
i haven't really been into the latest rap/hip hop scene in many, many years if not decades. and now with all these dark allegations coming out bout all the biggest names in the rap industry... it disgusts me to have ever liked them. regardless of how talented they were. when my ex-fiancee introduced me to lil peep, it was far too late for me to have ever seen him in person and i feel sad about that. whether he actually "OD'd" or "successfully self deleted" is not my main concern, but rather the way the people that were leeching off of him until he said "enough" and tried to get rid of them... that's when his death came. i fully believe they either let him die or KNEW that he was dead and did nothing about it until it became obvious to those not involved. idc if your friend is "known for sleeping upright with his head tilted back" - its quite common knowledge to know your breathing is extremely difficult in this position as well as doing damage to your neck and nerves, causing lots of areas to go numb. i know this from personal experience due to my mattress not allowing me to get more than 4-5 hrs of sleep due to extreme back pain, combined with chronic insomnia + anxiety/panic attacks. plus i saw the videos that were filmed by multiple ppl from different angles of them "partying" on his tour bus and over periods of HOURS, you see Lil Peep in the background MOTIONLESS and white as a damn ghost and hasn't moved from the first one to the last one uploaded and shown to the public. either they gave him something that 100% harm him aka take him out as revenge for getting out of his beginnings and they resented him from going out on his own. i have a LOT of respect for his mother who tries to keep releasing songs he never finished. as someone who HAS wanted to "die" WAY EARLIER in life before I actually DID die for 3min in this reality (as i view it) - the place i went to felt like thousands upon thousands of lifetimes spent in absolute nothingness, a Void, where i had no body, there was no light/no darkness nothingness, absence of EVERYTHING and the only thing I DID have was the painfully acute awareness of a bodiless soul floating in an infinite nothingness... the time dilation was so insane... the reason I died was an attempted hit on me from someone i used to consider a best bro until recent years, his ex-supplier of pot saw me as "taking him away" cuz i simply introduced him to people who had better green... dude obviously hated me in most part cuz i was white but also because he made ZERO effort to get to know me. he was selling utter garbage, straight up schwag/mexibrick/seeds'n'stems, just garbage. and when ppl started to deliver from cali and colorado to the east coast, i just happened to know ppl who got it. anyway. back to the music. she introduced me to Lil Peep, then i accidentally found lil bo weep by a typo looking for more lil pip mixes lke this. and sadly SHE'S ALSO DEAD TOO like wtf is going on in hollyweird music industry. why aren't they going after the the real criminals over there. i know they've targeted a FEW but you gotta wonder WHO BENEFITTED THE MOST OUT OF THOSE ARRESTS. The P Diddler still isn't locked up and should be... so many other rappers and comedians who have done ACTUAL PRISON TIME (Katt Williams is the best example I can talk about) straight up says everyone knows about Sean Combs' parties and how it ends up being sausage fests.... Another person who used to be in the streets like that, turned rapper (50 Cent/Curtis) has recounted a story where P.Diddler legit offered another grown man to "take him shopping and he'd pay for it all." That's WEIRD. Legit weird. I've NEVER had any of my male friends suggest such a thing or heard anyone offer it to another male... so creepy. Then you look back in time at the clips of (and i can't believe I'm taking up for Justin Beiber but it is what it is) there's a clip of him just being ALL OVER HIM saying he's "Got him for the next 48hrs" like they're discussing a toy... a play thing. I honestly believe if Justin had the support to talk bout it and all the people that did it to him, MALE AND FEMALES have abused that man since childhood. Since I never listened to his music or kept up with his career, I've seen indy journos cover the story and connect songs that had music videos attached to them and in them he's essentially crying out "Look at what they're doing to me and others like me." It happens to men just as much as it does women in a LOT of industries. In terms of Hollyweird, for me it happens a LOT in the music industry, and obviously actors - when it comes to black male actors apparently they have to do a humiliation ritual at some point in their career in order to get to the next "part" of it aka increase in sales, roles, positions to get awards and so on. Mini-man Kevin Hart even stated in an interview early in his climbing success as it was reaching the peak, he flat out said to the interviewing woman, "I'm never wearing a dress" only for ONE WEEK LATER he's opening SNL dressed as a woman in a damn dress. After that he's in like 3-5 movies, multiple "comedy specials" and so on. Another industry is Modeling...male models get abused so much worse... and if they say "No" to anything then boom, career is OVER. With women it's almost the same... but seriously when you're forced into male-on-male or female-on-female when you are 100% Straight, it's worse.. don't get me wrong i HATE IT ALL Then there's weird industries I know about such as Air Attendants and then the strangest I've heard about via VICE's "masked interviews" which they don't have a lot of those yet but a person will come in with the mask that's popularized the genre... they talk bout being on cruises. From those televised Cruise Liner jobs where it seems all family friendly, it's NOT for the staff, it's quite messed up. To Super Yachts and private cruises... where they're essentially "buying the person" to be a "slave" of anything these extremely wealthy people want from them and expect from them. Trying to think of another one but I had it while typing the last one but it's escaping me now, either way, please look it up. Human Trafficking is horrendous... back to music for a final time: I Wish I could have meet Lil Peep, Lil Bo Weep, and maybe one day meet GhostMane and there's someone else similar to their style i can't think of... hate when that happens. Life is just so messed up and its geting worse and weire take care everyone... if you're dealing with horrible things pls look up hotline #'s - they seriously MIGHT HELP since its a 3rd party and they do NOT know you or your situation and sometimes that unbiased advice just might be what you need to hear to not have dark thoughts and get help. i've had to talk my best bro out of a lot of horrible things for many years but its been quite sometime, i believe a decade now due to him having 2 sons and a proper woman in his life. i'm happy for him truly. but whenever they would argue early in their relationship, his girl would call me all hours of the night to go find him or call him and talk him down which didn't bother me cuz i don't want to lose my bro. i personally do NOT believe in self deleting. but i won't go there.
Cum here das bunny man I have a pretty white bunny left over somewhere Too You told me they are always evil I love the biggest cross I have ever seen sitting some where over the area where you were kid napped first I love you You are knot my enemy ever Please bring home something for me Itachi san
