The pillow tapping the camera recording Ian in bed was brilliant to keep in there. It’s symbolic in a way. It’s like a message going in one ear and out the other. There’s no acknowledgment. There is no response. Just silence.
My father has it. Tbh it’s miserable for them, but even more miserable for the people around them. I basically had no reliable or emotionally available mature father figure growing up. I had to be the adult for him, the bigger person always. Bc of this disease. Had to accept it all…. The paranoia is also a VERY real thing.
I'm so sorry you had to go through that, I'm sorry you didn't get the chance to be a kid. I have no doubt that you experience has made you a very mature and good person. I wish the world for you going forward because you simply deserve it!
Love is right when Joe kills he thinks his protecting his loved ones and does this for them. But when the same is committed by love then shes the problem. Gr8 analogy joe! Love was the only one who could love him truly back, was loyal heck was passionate about their relationship and wanted the same from his side. Yet what she got in return?? Betrayal and betrayal. A complex, intense and powerful character like her she had so much to offer down her storyline, yet the writers wasted her character it was a opportunity they wasted. Cuz her whole ending felt nonsense and illogical plus forced. You can't just shove a fan favourite powerful character out of the show like she never existed. Cmon
Sadly I was genius up to my 16 birthday, I had a loving family nice friends a lot female attention that was… nice . But I got diagnosed bipolar after sometime first I got a severe depression but still was going to school and my parents didn’t pay to much attention. Then I got to the maniac side . I barely remember what happened but drove cars motor bikes did a lot of fighting with 2 0 3 I didn’t feel pain my Instagram blew up from 120 followers to 1200 every body was talking about how cool I am saddly this was not me . After 4 years having a maniac episode every year I often thought about ending my life . This year I am 20 years old it’s been a year without the illness I took a new medication called Latuda . But I am astonishing smart I speak 4 languages fluently but i have no friends no girlfriend I did a lot o fucked things that I am not proud of due to my illness . The love of my life thinks I am just an insane guy and she will never give me a chance. By this day I wasn’t I’ll I would be married and having a degree in science. But I here I am 20 years and the best u got is a high school diploma . I wish I died in some accident while I was in the maniac side I am tired of this high iq and no opportunities.
