P3 was spot on. There is an entanglement. Hes about waited to long to where im more like, "do I really want to start over?? Its going to be an uphill battle that at one time I was willing to fight along side him, but noooow- Im really not sure I want to do all it will require when theres just no guarantee. I know he'll be back, but its just taken to long. Im afraid im out growing it, and it will crush him if I tell him, sorry buddy, you drug your feet too dam long. You decided to do the right thing and get sober- but....
Like wtf man, isn't it what they wanted? For me to go away? So... Why they are angry.... I am not taking it. I don't need it, if it comes to consequences I will gladly take it, but not their dual come here but fck y. nature, I even told them that it is hurts me... Again I know I hurt them more, but I am allowed to not take the pain, in the past when I let my self to take it for my mistake FrOm them, I was like chesus I hurt them yep, I will take it yep yep yep yep.... Fitting punishment....I ended up either way in the same place by them SO I decided to not to take it anymore especially when I stopped, when I left, I will repeat it with new person the thing that if I make mistake I let them to be whatever to me... but if I will end up in same place, than I am not going to take it again....if Both paths lead to same outcome.
I think the devil in pile 2 is the sexual attraction. He is the only one I've been sexually attracted to this srongly ever. Thank you for the reading. Spot on
Heh, you mention that you don't want 3rd party and they get mad 😒. Well second chance if giving me, I would say yes if they little bit would know how to tell me that it is not them. But would I want to? I got hurt and they just came with... "You know... It is annoying," +- basically, while I would go and really wanted to know what did I get wrong so I could fix it, but they would make fun of me at best... Because they are hurt...
But I still am dumb so I am all like, maybe they had it tough so they are not used to something like this, and even if I am getting better, I am not ideal too, besides they know only my worst image (loads of people) while in reality I am just going back to my self and try and surpass me even
The uppers don't neccesarily goes with romance, even with friends. Asking me on date or something? Uuuu it would be nice ❤️ Atleast I would know.... Unless they are in relationship, than no
I just think that they are failing to see something as well as me, but I atleast ask or something. But I am not keen on getting hurt, they somehow get hurt by it too, than day that I am the problem and cut me off instead atleast conversation that I am suggesting every time I hurt them and I acknowledge I probably did that so I try to fix it come to them and ask
It is almost like they don't want to acknowledge that I may be hurt, they just really want me to be bad guy, but like, sumbconciously? Because on the surface I know they get hurt by my reactions with wounds me too, but... Stuff and I do admire people in my life and stuff, but...
Pile 1, I was really drawn to that autumn equinox card, although the energy you gave me from it was totally different than expected. We're friends, currently in something casual that I wound up catching feelings....so I'm going to end the casual part and salvage the friendship because we had that before we started getting involved. I don't think he's my divine counterpart and if he is, a very funny way of it showing. I do feel strongly connected to him, and who knows, maybe it's reciprocated, but I feel like it's gonna hurt me if we continue down this path where it all seems one sided. IF he has feelings, he needs to tell me, he needs to be more consistent. I know I have my insecurities, but I'm gonna drop the bomb and open up the next time we hang out because there's a LOT that has been left unsaid. However he takes it is on him....I don't wanna lose him, but if he runs, then I'm moving on.
Pile 1. He can't say he wants to reconcile because he knows he failed so many times to love me and treat me well. He was very selfish at times and it got so messy he even abused alcohol and got verbally abusive so many times. I know we both think about each other because we have feelings and we both know we can't have a healthy relationship. It's good for noone. Third party is involved (who is my mom) who thinks he is not good for me and I valued and cared about him way too much when he didn't even deserve it. Currently we both focus on ourselves, but still keeping in touch, though our communication is short and limited to messages. So I say the reading is very accurate.
I did this reading out of sheer curiosity. I no longer have any feelings for this person. Pile 3 - I completed a successful cord cutting ritual this evening which has left me feeling so at peace. As the cord cutting rituals I did in the past I didn’t do proper research on and I think that was because I wasn’t ready to permanently severe that cord. However, I am now, and have. Before I started this reading I didn’t realise that the cutting of the cord only cuts it for me. I thought it cut for them also. However, I have learnt that it doesn’t. Which was why I was curious. I believe I have cleared the karma, even though it took a long time I have forgiven them too - for me and my future. A lot of what you have said rings true and accurate to how they *were* with me in the beginning, and in the first 7yrs. However, they weren’t when we then became friends. I hope they do heal, and I hope that if the connection is as strong as you said that they felt the cord being severed. As I am done, and for the first time I feel good about being done with them. I feel like the dove with heart in the influence card’s hand was me letting them go finally by performing the cord cutting ritual this evening under this New Moon. They need to move on, and heal, and break free. I hope that they do. This is my last reading I will do relating to them. We have never been married. We did work together, the butterfly was a theme between us, I am married. And I have let them go with peace and love. I hope they don’t reach out though. But Thank you for your insights🖤🖤🖤
Best Reader ❤ Pile 1 here…him not paying attention, sleeping on me…me pulling away, taking care of my sick mom…totally off topic but i love your jumper and nail polish ❤
I claim this reading pile 2 I just saw him and exchanged our stuff we had of one another after our break. I hope we work things out after this space cause I know we love each other 😢
tks for your readings! When I hear you saying “something blocking, I dont know what” I notice I havent heard you considering 3rd prt rituals or incantos against the relationship. Do you consider it in ur readings? Do you believe in it? What cards could mean it? Tks so much ❤
Omg, even the card said magic this time. Someone told me his ex put a spell on him to get back to her… thats why all of sudden he is inconsistent… makes sense?
Pile 3 - tks for your readings! When I hear you saying “something blocking, I dont know what” I notice you never considered 3rd prt rituals or incantos against the relationship. Do you even consider it in your readings? Devil and Magician could be it? Tks so much ❤
Nah man... My energy is not that weak, I did have time to acctually rest. I know that energy of that guy overwhelmed me, but not today b. We are on pair... You are not going to enerticaly crush me anymore or even give me your negative energy so I can "wash it" from now on is on you... If we no friends I am not going to
Their energy left me completely, I know it because nasty energy came, I mean it is weird that nasty energy isn't even from the past it is guy I know. Mannn... How do I get rid of it faster than it suck out all the will to live again. As I said it is ok to hate me, but this is bull. Can't they be like people from here that just... Left? Without this? I mean their energy showed me helty energies and stuff, uff, guess what they are not get
Jeez. I just realised that the brain fog is kind of teaching me something... Like... Except the past where it was constant AND when it is triggered, by similar people or actions or stuff (that's why I kinda feel bad about my only friend, because she was part of it too since she is the long term friend, altough there are some questionable actions, altough idk if I see it right or if those are eyes of the thing that happened) well let's continue, I noticed it sometimes starts when I am totally overwhelmed and that the awesome thing, like that's actually something that is teaching me firstly with finding out how to deal with it, but it also tells me that I am getting overwhelmed, Altough I hate that you still, kinda switch off.
Pile 1...wow Spot on we are in ldr. I will be moving to them soon, they are distant and I am going to NC because of it. I am moving with kid I don't have time for no energy or games. I loovvee all the Halloween stuff👻🥰
Pile 2 - discarded me earlier in the year and then crumbing me over the last few months. But he decided not to meet up again despite him saying he wanted to before. and saying he wanted to see me again. He didn't mean it. He doesn't have feelings for me because he threw me away like a piece of trash. The person did not feel love - most likely just infatuation and when the good feelings for them went away they dumped me. Im trying to let go from this connection but been finding it difficult. I never really meant anything to them. They monkey branched to someone else younger (he has undergone mid life crisis and lost a lot of weight because he was panicking about his weight and health all of a sudden - once he lost the weight he dumped me). They didn't want to take it any further and gave me the curtesy of closure - just discarding and crumbing. Being a placeholder is painful.
Wow !! Totally freak out about how accurate everything was here . I really asked this last to this card tomorrow I will complete because I’m too sleepy now . But I want a honest answer from this card to know where if i really have a place and their “ REAL “ read October 3.2024 2:46am Thank you for the advice that if it’s challenging i should be the one who is grounded,stable,and strong calm energy to them especially if i see them things going on to them.. actually even though they hurt me times passes by my realization to my own wrong doing to our connection that leads to this.. I’m sorry my Devine counter part this space he bravely take is necessary.. not only for clarity that we’re really meant to be and the connection is deeper like you said But to be the light to our connection to guide us to begin a new chapter. He had to take this actions that really hurts me because he was not able to know what’s going on his feelings and not able to understand more so to express it. It’s really remarkable when you said that if I asked him about his feelings he totally lash out because he literally did it and totally I left of having this feeling I know he loves me but he’s lack of communication about it. And the time we part ways he constantly says he doesn’t love me when I asked him and he didn’t like me.
