I wish I can tell him I like him and love him, I wish I can call him baby and call him everyday. I wish we lived near eachother and I wish we can hug…this is hopeless..
You’re holding me and holding back I don’t really care for that, just you There’s a pause between every minute Feeling I need something, it’s just you I know, I know, I know, I know You You I know, I know, I know, I know You You I’ll quiet down if it’s what you want I understand I’m not the only one For you So tell me what you’re looking for Is it a picture perfect girl For you? I know, I know, I know, I know, You You I know, I know, I know, I know, You You I know, I know, I know, I know, You You I’m here regardless of the pain Don’t ever tell me to go away from you When we’re old and have to leave the earth I’ll still remember all I’ve learned From you I know, I know, I know, I know, You You I know, I know, I know, I know, You You (too lazy to finish the rest)
"ill quiet down if its what you want. i understand im not the only one for you. so tell me what your looking for? is it a picture perfect girl? 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮. <3
so small vent rq cuz why not. Iève basically been inlove with this guy ive known since first grade. Wasnt into him at first, left the school and switched to another where he was at in grade 6. We slowly started becoming friends, by 8th grade we def were. Now im in 9th and in the same class and its safe to say were close friends n always tg. Weve got a broken sense of humour and most of us hanging out is contagious laughter that gives us both thi buzz that becomes addicting. Hes the only guy to make me laugh like that ever, and he actually puts in effort to hangout w me. The thing is by social standards hes an attractive guy. Most my friends come and admit to me that they are into him, and i become the wingwoman tryna convince him to try and like them back. It never works and we both jus watch how cringe my friends get around him and me and him laugh about it after, and i just tell my friends that hes not looking to date or hes not exactly into them in the nicest way possible. Its crazy bc my friends are quite literally tumblr girls, but ykwim they hella pretty. Hes told me his crushes before and it was a not very popular girl that people would never have thought hed liked before, shes the type most would bully. Hes not into her anymore but thats the only crush hes ever told me hes had, he had another but wouldnt tell me who. Anyway im constantly wingwoman but whenever i try to get him to hang w the other girls, he follows me like a puppy. If only this man knew im fucking head over heels for him because with him im not invisible or quiet. Hes my favorite drug and actually makes me laugh till it fucking hurts eveyday. But theres a problem. Im the fat girl, the funny fat girl. Im not attractive by social standards. Its pretty obvious. Im not ugly, but just by being a bigger girl im automatically not allowed to be attractive to middleschool boys. I keep feeling like he likes me too but i cant let him admit it because if he did hed be bullied for it and shit. I wanna ask him so badly, but at the same time maybe he really is just friendly asf w me and im reading all the signs wrong. I just wish i was social standard pretty so i can find out. Tbh i wish he was uglier in most girls eyes because i know id still be madly inlove with who he is. Maybe if he was on my level id have a chance or sum idk that sounds goofy. I know that even if i dont tll him how i feel and if we drift apart when were older, hes def a person i wont get over or forget. Ill be in my 70s and still be thinking of him. I know hes ultimately my dream guy but reality is, i cant ever really be his. anyways if you read all this i love you so much lmfao you must be bored but go drink sum water babes. xoxox
Babes, (I'm a girl btw so pls don't think im a pedo :')) You don't need to be super skinny or shit to be pretty, I'm a bit chubby too but ppl always compliment me and shi. don't think that you arent pretty bcz of ur body, everybody is very handsome/beautiful in their own ways. if people make fun of you js ignore them bcz if you think you're pretty, that's good enough. And I'm sure that your 'prince charming😉' loves you sm too but he's js too afraid to say it bcz he might think u don't feel the same way. I wish the best for u two and please don't call yourself fat or unfunny, if ur babes laughs at ur jokes til u guys can't breathe then you r obviously funny. (and if not then he tryna be kind he luhhh youuuuu)
