I created a short story kind thing inspired by this video lol its kinda bad but her it goes! I am in a forest. Floating on the water of a lake. The forest is overgrown. Birds are chipping. My hands are full of asparagus stems. I am humming. It's lightly raining now. Light cold breeze is flowing through the air with the smell of wet soil. It's peaceful here. This is all I want. It was the first time I felt alive. I am walking toward my hut. There is a light mist all around me. Every step follows the sound of leaves. It seems to guide my path. There white flowers all around. I am humming. Water is dripping from the clothes. It smells like home now. I can see a wooden archway surrounded by lush greenery and flowers. But, The path under the archway leads deeper into the forest. I am being pulled by some sort of energy. I am moving toward something or someone against my will. I see a white light in a human form. She is sitting near a pond. With several lotus stems. I turn to see my hand. It's no longer mine, it is the same kind of white light as her. But I can feel my body. I am a beacon of energy. Beautiful energy. She is a beacon of energy. We are a beacon of energy. I am no longer a human. I am glowing, ethereal energy, sitting on rocks by a small waterfall .I am a mythical being. It is getting dark, We are the only light. It's all otherworldly. It's daytime again. I am a human again. It's raining and I am sitting under a tree with her. We are laughing together. We are happy. Butterflies are flying around her. There is an ancient, ruined stone structure,overgrown with greenery, with vines and plants climbing up the walls, there is an unearthly warm glow on the stone and the surrounding vegetation. It's the house of a Greek goddess, perhaps hers?. And then, I open my eyes. I am in a forest. Floating on the water of a lake. The forest is overgrown. Birds are chipping. The lotus stems that I was carrying are floating away from me. I am no longer humming. Light cold breeze is flowing through the air with the smell of wet soil. It's Getting dark now. It's peaceful here. What was that? I asked myself. I think it's enough dreaming for today. It's getting dark. I should go now. I left the lake. The lake is full of life.
there is no revenge guys -- been there done that dont let the rage consume u. do not take a bad step. have some pride. respect urself. enjoy the morning light enjoy the sun as it rises enjoy the meals u have enjoy the nature that u live in be thankfull to god for what u have.
small vent im tired. i thought i was getting better but its all coming back. i dont wanna feel like this. not at the age of 14. im js so tired of everything its so draining, i barely have the motivation to et p from bed or sometimes even do the simplest things like brushing my teeth. i feel like im rotting away and i dont know how to stop it. i dont wanna dissapoint my parents and friends. but i just dont know how to help myself. getting back on my feet just sounds so draining and hopeless. im tired. i wanna rest, for good.
The guy I dated for 3 years we broke up in the past but promised to come back after being successful in life. We now talk after a few months. Texted him today I asked him to post me on his insta story he said no. I asked If he missed me he said, I do sometimes *that hurt*. Told him I'm getting into toxic diets he said I see, talk to you later I am busy. Texted a best friend she didn't reply Texted another one she said it'll be okay but then said my other friends are here bye girl. That shit fucking hurts, I'd spend my whole life with the idea of great friends n a good bf but never think about the true suffering.
Love doesn’t feel like love anymore when she left anyone I dated after her has felt dull and pity I might just give up on love forever and just cry to sleep for the rest of my life
This is a vent “so basically I just dropped a friend for lying and stealing from me and even though she’s turned into a bad person I never wanted to loose her I loved her so much honestly I think I had feelings for her but that’s besides the point I’ve just kinda became a the version of me I hate all ways smoking or drinking and everytime I close my eyes I imagine a new way of me just dead and honestly I think I might just kms I’ve been extremely loving to my family and friends and it makes me feel better but nothing can wash away this overwhelming feeling of just wanting to die I mean when I think about my corpse I feel nothing the only reason I haven’t done it yet is my family and my cats and dogs my family would be lost they already lost one daughter and my pets won’t ever know where I went but I just wanna be at peace with these feelings of depression and guilt it hurts so much I’m physically sick I vomit everytime i cry or eat I’m always sleeping and honestly I can’t take it anymore I probably won’t kill myself though because I can’t do that to the people I love but I still think about it every second of every day we’ll that’s all”
Vent. I feel like my relationship is one sided, I’m the one that’s starting all the talks. I just don’t know what I do because I’m honestly in love with this girl. I just want some of the love I get from her back.
my story ended awhile ago, but I hope to share this story on with you, so that you may find peace in it. Not all the things and people who come into your life are going to stay, even if they promise you they will. They will say " I love you more than anything ", " I could never leave you " , " you're more than enough " . But all it truly takes is one bad day, and its all gone. You'll feel terrible for days, possibly months, or years, and eventually when you are a stranger to them, and them a stranger to you. Someone will pop into your life again, and you'll feel the same delight you felt when you were with them, its not quite the same, and you ignore that and continue on with them, and again they will leave, whether that's due to you, or to something else. You will repeat this cycle for the rest of your life, until you die. There will never be a happily ever after waiting for you, there will never be forever. Heart break will always happen. There will always be someone else, something else, or they will leave you in death.
Its been 2 weeks my brother passed away and my mother is broken and papa is mostly trying to work hard at his office and i miss him( name=asher) Edit he was only 2 years old Cause of death cancer
*Me knowing my comfort characters are most Hazbin Hotel characters* *But also consist of Haikyuu!! characters* *But also knowing I'm conflicted between the two fandoms* *Because on one hand, I have strong or adorable volleyball players* *But on the other hand I have hot demons* *And idk which to choose*
I know what the title of the playlist means but I can’t help but think of it differently, as “They left you a playlist” and it is more heartbroken, more lonely, more painful… but so much more beautiful. I feel like there is someone I used to know and love who passed away, and now I can’t remember them. And this is their final gift for me : They left me a playlist for when I’m mourning
I see them posting picture with their new friends, I use to pick them up everyday after school, hang out everyday talk to them about everything. They’re going to leave me behind. I’m going to be alone again. Why do they all leave? Why am I so forgettable
They left me.. Of course they did.. I should've known they would They left me out of everything They made it so obvious And i knew they never cared about me But some part of me was desperatly hoping i was wrong But i wasn't... Im not even surprised.. But why does it hurt so much?
It’s Ester And I’m looking for music for the kids show in church, and I am happy to find some tracks useful for the show! I hope the kids will like to choose some of these songs as an example of what they could put as background music wile they play the story of the robber who gets to know a Christian family and get to know Jesus❤ I hope I will be able to lead u to the video of their play 🥳
I usually don't like commenting on videos but i just wanted to get this off my chest.. I've loved this guy for so long and he did too. Its a long story but im currently not talking to him and have contemplated leaving him.. He used to be so nice but all of a sudden this month things have changed. He just wanted to be friends to make the jealous go away and i was scared he wouldn't hang out as much and i was right. Even after he said that wouldn't happen.. There is this girl I hate that also likes him.. It hurts to think he most likely likes her and i want to leave him but he said i should a while back.. It just wouldn't make me feel better if I did something he wanted me to do.. He said something a few days before i ignored him. “I'll still always be with you” and hes told me how special i still am to him.. I'm ao confused I don't know what to do.. I don't even feel like myself anymore... 💔💔
She just broke off with me. She said that she would never get bored of me, but turns out that she lied and from what I've been told she just found a possible replacement. The funny thing is that she did it on lesbian visability day, and I've never felt more invisible.
