Hey Tonny, This is the first time I am commenting. I just wanted to applaud your courage for speaking your truth. Thank you for your transparency and goodwill. There are days, I feel down and horrible but I always try to brace through the weather every single day with no regrets. I wanted to tell you that you are strong and amazing. Do not let anything or anyone break your spirit, because we need your beautiful soul around forever. I think therapy is a great idea and I will consider doing that when I am ready. However, I will always be here to cheer you on!!!! Love and support you always!!!