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I'm planning on doing maybe guides in games I play in the future too! I lack some of the equipment currently even as of now in February of 2024. I am still planning on doing guides in Pokemon games in the future - Hiraeth ♡
Here are the Meaning's of the songs shown on the playlist, Enjoy the music! <33 1. "Carousel" is a song by Melanie Martinez that is featured as the second track on her debut EP, Dollhouse, and as the fourth track on her debut album, Cry Baby. It was released as part of the Dollhouse EP on May 19th, 2014 and was re-released as part of Cry Baby on August 14th, 2015. This song is about Cry Baby's first love interest. This is her first love encounter making her situation even more frustrating when she realizes she cannot move forward or grow in the relationship. The song expresses how Cry Baby can never quite catch up to him, as her love is unrequited. 2. "Dead To Me", sometimes stylized as "Dead to Me", is a song by Melanie Martinez featured as the third track on her debut EP, Dollhouse and her EP Pity Party. The song was also meant to be included on her debut album, Cry Baby, however, it was later scrapped. This song is the aftermath of "Carousel" within the Dollhouse universe. It is about Melanie trying to distance herself from her ex-boyfriend. She is unable to forget him despite how hard she tries; the only way to forget him is by figuratively killing him and removing his existence from her mind. 3. "Nurse's Office" is a song by Melanie Martinez that is featured as the fifth track on her sophomore album, K-12. This song touches on the common problem of school bullying. Cry Baby, in the song, is being bullied so badly that she wants to fake sick to go to the nurse's office and get out of class. At one point, a teacher gets mad at her for speaking out when a bully cuts her hair, and Cry Baby goes through with her plan by pretending to have a serious illness, and is finally allowed to leave. 4. "Mrs. Potato Head" is a song by Melanie Martinez featured as the twelfth track on her debut album, Cry Baby. This song deals with plastic surgery, its consequences, the struggle for beauty in the modern world itself, and people who succumb to these pressures. Melanie also explained in an interview that Cry Baby was becoming more confident in her skin, and she is beginning to form her own individual opinions. 5. "Play Date", sometimes stylized as "Playdate", is a song by Melanie Martinez featured as the fourteenth track on the deluxe version of her debut album, Cry Baby. This tells the story of Cry Baby feeling like she’s nothing more than a friend to the boy she likes. He constantly invites her over to play games, but Cry Baby feels he does not care about her as much as she cares about him. Frustrated, she outwardly proclaims she is just as uncommitted as he is, and that she's tired of all the games she has to play to stay with him. She wishes she didn’t care about his antisocial behavior towards her and that she could stop chasing after him. During the song's ending, she admits to liking spending time with him despite his odd behavior. She states that she does not want to leave him. 6. "Detention" is a song by Melanie Martinez that is featured as the tenth track on their sophomore album, K-12. The song refers to the feeling of suppression and vulnerability while being in the public eye and having to put up a perfect image even if you are not alright. The place "detention" refers to being in the music industry, as many artists feel as though they have to present perfectly in order to not be criticized. 7. Drama Club" is a song by Melanie Martinez that is featured as the sixth track on her sophomore album, K-12. The song is about Cry Baby's peers in the K-12 film and how a lot of them do things they don't want for popularity. Cry Baby begins to feel pressured when she sees people being constantly judged for everything they say and how it usually ends in bullying. 8. "Class Fight" is a song by Melanie Martinez that is featured as the second track on her sophomore album, K-12. The song is about Cry Baby's jealousy of Kelly's relationship with Brandon as Cry Baby has a crush on him. Thematically, the song may be about how women are constantly put against each other, specifically in the music industry. 9. "Pity Party" is a song by Melanie Martinez that is featured as the eighth track on her debut album, Cry Baby and the first track on her EP, Pity Party. This song revolves around Cry Baby inviting her friends and a boy she likes, Johnny, to her birthday party, but no one shows up. She begins to wonder why she puts so much effort into everything just to be alone at the end of the day. She starts blaming herself for the absence of her friends. She tries to lessen the pain by telling herself that the situation is fine. Eventually, after a point in the track where she screams, she decides not to care. 10. "Soap" is a song by Melanie Martinez featured as the sixth track on her debut album, Cry Baby. "Soap" is about being vulnerable and being afraid to express deeper feelings such as love, so it feels like 'washing your mouth out with soap', a technique used in older days where adults used to wash with soap the mouth of a child who would say obscenities. 11. "Teacher's Pet" is a song by Melanie Martinez that is featured as the eleventh track on her sophomore album, K-12. The song speaks on pedophilia, grooming, and inappropriate teacher-student relationships. Story-wise, it is about Cry Baby's best friend Angelita having a sexual relationship with their Biology Teacher. She wishes to have a serious relationship with him, however, he only uses her for sexual gratification. 12. "Test Me" is the second track by Melanie Martinez that is featured on her fourth extended play (EP), After School EP. Test me is a song about accepting the challenges of life as tests from the universe that build strength and wisdom. It is also about understanding that your experiences in life/school teach you more than the actual classes themself. (Strength Energy) - Melanie Martinez (In an Instagram Post) 13. "Cake" is a song by Melanie Martinez that is featured as the sixteenth and final track on the deluxe version of her debut album, Cry Baby. This song is about Cry Baby and a boy having all the chemistry it takes to be in a relationship, but he just wants to have sex with her and does not want a real relationship. She refuses to let him have sex with her because she knows that once she does, he will leave her behind. She decides to break up with him before he can break up with her. 14. "Copy Cat" is a stand-alone single by Melanie Martinez featuring Tierra Whack. It was released on February 10th, 2020. It was originally intended to be featured on her fourth extended play (EP), After School, but was cut from the final track list. The song is about people in the music industry who are unoriginal and copy other people in hopes of succeeding, which most of the time ends up working. 15. "Cry Baby", (also stylized as Crybaby based on its file) is a song by Melanie Martinez. It is the opening and title track from her debut album, Cry Baby.The song is about people, including herself, who are extremely sensitive and tend to be triggered or who get upset easily, consequently ending in tears. The song draws the inspiration for the Cry Baby character, a fictional, child-like version of Melanie herself. 16. "Show & Tell" is a song by Melanie Martinez that is featured as the fourth track on her sophomore album, K-12. The song is about how celebrities are portrayed as 'perfect' by the public as well as how they're treated in the music industry. The lines, "Harsh words if you don't get a pic with me" and "There are strangers taking pictures of me when I ask "no more", also speak on an incident from 2016 where Melanie stopped fans from taking pictures of her without consent. 17. "Tag, You're It" (originally titled "Tag") is a song by Melanie Martinez featured as the ninth track on her debut studio album, Cry Baby. "Tag, You're It" is about Cry Baby getting kidnapped, utilizing the children's game "tag" as a metaphor. After Cry Baby breaks up with Johnny, she is vulnerable and alone and gets kidnapped by a "wolf". Wishing all of the little bows/crybaby's/cherubs/earthlings great morning, evening or night ‼ฅ՞•ﻌ•՞ฅ
Undecided reckless love You're broken up and penniless, done Pretending that I'm what you miss Then pretending that you don't care Well simple does it easy going You're in and now you're out the door again I'm looking at you from the sidelines Keep pushing me to the side When your mind's made up but You're calling me still, I'm hanging up You're calling me still, you've got now You've got my whole world upside down You are holding onto A faded love already gone But I still let it happen every time Keep pressing me to the side When your mind's made up but You're calling me still, I'm hanging up You're calling me still, you've got now You've got my whole world upside down
