Being practical that you are hurting and pushing ourselves to it may cause unnecessary things in the long run, for a person that is waiting and have his time is there and needs to be acknowledge that your unto him you are proud that you love him cause he shouted already to the world that he do love you unconditionally so that is a proud love so we must give back something to it, so it will be plain and all things comes to it's way.. by extending time with it it will surely cause fall out between both of you.. you are both imprison to this events which you both don't wanted so let us do sometime and never hide what we feel.. cause it is very valuable so we have to cherish it by standing to that promise and surely be proud that we have it . Authentic kind