i attempted suicide twice in high school, only reason im here is because i suck at tieing. i lost a lot of friends past few years, had corona, treated like garbage, depression increases. Everyday i wake up knowing i have crippling depression hoping one day i will be happy and my friends would stay
It makes me sad... I... I feel I dead inside. Where are my feelings? Where is person that I knew? P.s. I'm from Russia. You could speaking me Alina Haskyeyeva.
It's normal to have insecurities about yourself. I've felt this way for a long time and even now, in part. Over time, however, I realized that my low self esteem made them seem bigger than they were in reality. Our personal perception of ourselves influences the vision of reality in a remarkable way. Sadness creates other sadness just as paranoia creates other paranoia. And life starts to get worse when all this becomes difficult to manage. No matter how big our problems are, it all depends on how we deal with them. Stay strong, I wish the best of luck to you all
She told me I was nothing and it hurt She used to make me happy and feel special with her words I tried to shed some light, on all the dark inside of her She used to be my everything and now I'm off the drugs I fell to the ground I'm smoking all the time Just tryna survive I might kill myself tonight I never fucking know When I'm gonna go 'Cause one day I am happy Next I'm strangled by the noose I fell to the ground Crying all the time Sadness in my sound I am always on the grind I'm always feeling low Stuck inside my mind I just wanna go But I never seem to die Always in my bed, I made her leave me here alone Screaming at her crying, I would point her to the door All I ever want is her to be here when I'm low I try to act unbothered but I end up hurting more Always in my bed, I made her leave me here alone Screaming at her crying, I would point her to the door All I ever want is her to be here when I'm low I try to act unbothered but I end up hurting more I fell to the ground I'm smoking all the time Just tryna survive I might kill myself tonight I never fucking know When I'm gonna go 'Cause one day I am happy Next I'm strangled by the noose I fell to the ground Crying all the time Sadness in my sound I am always on the grind I'm always feeling low Stuck inside my mind I just wanna go But I never seem to die
a whole year of 24/7 together every second and moment , hard , sad , happy ,amazing .... moments "10/07/2020" *She ksised someone* .... Yes she kissed someone at work i hardly forgave her .. cuz i love next day ... she blame me for little things i do today .... i woke up .... and i can't find her anywhere .. i call, no answers ... where she go ? no one know only my thoughts saying she left me ... for no reason cuz she know i can't give her up easily, even if she kissed someone else ... she gave up of finding excuses to leave me ... that why she disappeaer and now she's enjoying time with the person she left me for now i'm all alone in this and powerless .... and cold !!! i scream to the sky ... but sky will not give me her back did i do wrong that i forgave ? ... now i'm all dead ... am i sleeping ot this is the reality ? for everyone who's hearing this ... don't give ur heart only to the right person .. or he'll take it all show it the love and then take every feelings from it , thx for readong my story .. all this happened in the last days .. and today she disappeaer i've no one to talk to him cuz i gave up everything for her ....
I have read most of the comments and the first thing that came to my mind right now is that people really do not realize the value of what they own except after losing this damned nature as human beings...!!
I'm 15 and my grandma died and when I got the bad news that my grandma is dead I went to tirs and I wanted to die and I wanted to run away from home and I wanted die so much
