¿You know what i want? I have just a couple of wishes, nothing else than seven of them, as the number of the day i was born... First of all, i want to be a real racing pilot. That's my real passion. I would love to earn money fron that, and earn a lot to retire myself happy. Win a lot of races and be a legend, always having the health to continue. Obviusly, when i get to be a pilot, never come back to a "8 hours job", because all of the money i will have at that moment. Two: I really need to find love. Like...find that girl in this huge world who really loves me, and would do anything for me, as i'd do for her. And please, a girl who doesn't cheat on me ¿Three? Be happy. Find self-love and stop hating myself when i see myself on the mirror. Be handsome, with an attractive body and a 10/10 face. I would love to be physical and sexually attractive. Four: Never struggle with money again. When i was a kid, i used to always struggle with money. I won't go back to that lifestyle. Earn a lot of money and never be poor again. Five: Infinite happines for me and my loved ones. I really wish my brother, family, me and my little dogs be always always always happy and energic. Also, i know that my little dog baby who left us in 2022 is infinitely happy with a lot of friends and playing with all the dogs we had ln this house. And of course, not having to go through another big sadness again. Please, please, don't let me be treated bad again. Six: Damn, i have to think things right... ¿Six? Stop being alone. I would love to have friends and people around me. Also, to use my youth to kiss many girls and why not, have some sex with them, but not in a perverted or gross way. Like...some kind of romantic and cute encounters. I would love to be loving even in those kind of situations. I would love to have many experiences with girls to know what i want. I mean...this is the only age i can do that. ¿Why not to do it? Obviusly, when i find the love of my life, i'll be loyal and never cheat on her. ¿Seven?... Well, there are a lot of things i have in mind. But if i have to wish for the last one, it would be to all of these things to become true. I really want this with all my heart. Please, please, please, please, i need this. Please, please... Have a good life if you're reading this, and be safe. Life is beautiful. Love you!
I had auto play on while working and I heard fucking delay lama and i have just been staring at my screen for a few minutes. It factory reset me essentially.
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