this was one of my boyfriend’s favourite songs. we were long distance and it was hard for the both of us, especially since our hectic work and school schedules made it difficult for us to meet up. we finally found a week where neither of us were particularly busy, so we decided to finally set a date for us to meet. he had a brain tumour (it was non-cancerous, but it was still obviously cause for concern as it was giving him difficulties), so we were both so excited to meet as we knew how precious any time together would be. about a week before our date, he had a really bad seizure due to his tumour and he was hospitalised. he kept telling me that he was sorry that we had to cancel the date and he was sorry that he couldn’t get better for me, but all i cared about was his health so i told him to stop apologising and to focus on himself rather than me and our date. when the day of our first date came, we just called and texted the whole day. he was mute, so we mostly texted but he insisted on calling because he liked listening to my voice and he wanted to see me. it was nearing midnight, and i just broke down crying. i couldn't believe how unfair life was; how was it fair that we spent what would've been our first physical date on FaceTime, with him lying in a hospital bed?? how was it fair that he was suffering so much and there was absolutely nothing i could do to get him out of that pain? he comforted me, texting me through his own tears, that life may not always be fair, but he felt so lucky to have even met me and that my presence in his life - albeit long distance - was enough to make him feel better. he told me that i was the reason he kept fighting, despite all the pain his condition put him in. we sat in silence for a few minutes as we both just breathed and recollected ourselves. then he played this song out of nowhere. he told me to listen to the lyrics of this song especially, because if anything were to happen to him, these would be his words to me. because my boyfriend was mute, he especially liked to communicate through music and he would tell me that although he can't physically talk, he still wants me to hear how he feels and he thought music was the most beautiful way to convey his feelings. about a month and a half after what would've been our first date, his roommate at college called me at 12:45am. he didnt have to say anything, i just knew. he had passed away ten days before his 20th birthday. we never got to meet in person. unfortunately, his funeral service was held in his home country, south korea, and he is buried there. due to my financial situation, i was and still am unable to say my goodbyes but i've been saving up all my money for a flight to korea, even if i'm only there for one day i just want to see my love and talk to him. i don't usually leave comments on videos, especially comments of this nature, but i've been having a difficult time lately and i've been missing him more and more. i've found myself playing this song a lot recently and it reminds me to keep pushing through the pain of losing perhaps the greatest person i will ever know. listening to this song makes me feel as though he's not truly gone, but simply talking to me from the moon. this song has helped me cope with the pain so much, and i don't know why but i felt like sharing this would make me feel just a bit better. thank you suggi for making my love happy while he was still with us, he loved your music and we would always play some of your songs while we called. thank you for providing a beautiful way for my love to communicate with me even after his death. thank you for helping me feel connected to him, thank you for helping me, and i'm sure countless others, feel better.
I'm just a stranger passing by here and your comment brought me to tears, yet at the same time, I'm glad you loved someone who also loved you just as much. I'm sure he's still watching over you and would want the best for you in life. I wish you a good day/night. 💖
i was struggling so much with something and came across this song, it was the most perfect song for that moment. i really needed a hug and "hug" showed up.
does anybody know what genre his music is considered to be? I've been listening to him for years and I've never been able to find anything that comes close to being as good as his music
Tell me, do you love me, baby? Do you love me not? Fightin' the thoughts on daily But damn, it's gettin' hard Too many vodka shots I see illusions now Did I hang up? I forgot (fuck) I feel like an idiot 'Cause I think about the shit you said a lot I haven't been so wounded in a while Was it hard to treat me a little nice? 'Cause you won't find me twice All of the talk, talk n' talk, yeah, you got me ready You're tellin' me I'm too much, so you're lookin' for less? Keepin' it real is the name of the game, 'cause you know I do, I do I cut the bullshit If I feel sad I'ma feel sad, you can stay mad Full of bullshit, I know you feel sad Hope you feel sad, hope you feel sad forever Playin' the hardest mode of hard-to-get 'Cause first of all you're kinda hard to want I hope you're out there dwellin' on regrets (uh) When you grow up from deciding on who won Keep telling yourself, forever copium BFFR, you couldn't cry if you wanted to All of the days, all of my days I put into you You wasted my time, yet I still feel like an idiot 'Cause I think about the shit you said a lot I haven't been so wounded in a while Was it hard to treat me a little nice? 'Cause you won't find me twice All of the talk, talk n' talk, yeah, you got me ready You're tellin' me I'm too much, so you're lookin' for less? Keepin' it real is the name of the game, 'cause you know I do, I do I cut the bullshit If I feel sad I'ma feel sad, you can stay mad Full of bullshit, I know you feel sad Hope you feel sad, hope you feel sad forever
우리는 모두가 잠든 새벽을 걷고 있는지도 모른다. 드문드문 꺼진 가로등과 얕게 비추는 달빛의 조화가 나도 모르게 드리웠는지도 모를 일이다. 모처럼 다른 그림자가 없는 거리에는 길 잃은 고양이와 버려진 강아지들만이 그들만의 세상을 만끽하고 있다. 내 마음 모르고 세차게 불어오는 바람에, 이리저리 치여 흔들리는 나무들과 깊게 우는 파도만이 세상을 채우고 있다.
