Every time I hear this song all I can reminisce about are going out to parties or friends houses doing cocaine, tripping out on acid staying up till the sun shines again, smoking weed and laughing about the dumbest thing we said or did. You never know you're addicted till when friends start to fight over drugs or an overdose of someone close happens and they never come back. Sobriety isn't easy when you feel as if the whole world is against you and there isn't anyone out there to help you. Eventually you feel like the pieces start to fall apart. Is it even worth fixing it all? I've relapsed a few times. The feeling of getting high still haunts me.
Feeling so lonely and sad late at night in the dark, crying the whole water that your body contains... Don't worry there's always a candle somewhere for your fire to lighten up
