The real lyrics: “You are a devil and you are evil baby don’t go kill me! You are a devil and you are evil baby you in my bed baby you are bad baby don’t go devour me!~”😭😭
Not to misdiagnose or anything, but it seems to me you may be on the neurodivergent spectrum! Lemme explain. What you've described shows multiple symptoms of ADHD (something I also have): inability to stand still, fidgeting, hyperfixation, oversharing, and unstable emotional state. None of these are necessarily a bad thing, in fact I recommend you embrace them! As for whyyy... ADHD is caused by a 'malfunction' in the part of your brain that regulates dopamine. Dopamine is the reward center of the brain, which brings me to you crying about not being able to help. If helping others feels rewarding to you, being shut down when trying to do so can be even more disappointing than the typical person. If you pair that with the already irregular dopamine, it makes sense you'd cry. For people with ADHD, emotions are usually heightened and overwhelming. As for the inability to stop moving, it's also caused by irregular dopamine. See, your body NEEDs dopamine to function since it's vital for motivation, attention, etcetc. Oftentimes, moving around can give your brain something extra to do which supplies dopamine. It's also the reason why those with ADHD tend to be great multitaskers. Moving around makes it easier to think and focus. Hope that helps! (Sorry for ranting. It's a weird feeling when your hyperfixation is the exact thing that causes you to hyperfixate.)
@@jellybatman2462 yeah thanks that helps a lot! Quite a few of my friends have said the same and I do think it’s possible, tho I don’t think my mum believes it enough to get a diagnosis. Thanks!!
@@JAMMERXDDD Of course there is, but I didn't want to write wayyy too much. This was meant to inform, not detail. You are correct, however. I recommend looking up and researching ADHD further if you want the clearest insight.
