In like 2018 I wrote this entire song down in my notebook. I wrote one line every day, and since I was being bullied it was like my quote for the day ig. Idk it sounds stupid but it worked 🤷🏼♀️
When we talk, she tells me that she loves me and wants us to get married, but she reposts it and posts about the boy she likes. What about me? I’m confused. I love her and I want her for me. Love makes me crazy. I want her to love me the way she was. I miss the old us. Maybe she doesn't care about my feelings, whether she's hurt or not, she's mean, but I love her. I adore her. I can't think that I would love someone other than her. She tells me that we're friends? Damn, what is this? She was my girlfriend and now my friend. Damn, what is this? Oh, mami, I love you
his gaze hypnotized me. his smile made my heart melt. his hug felt like home and he was everything i wanted and needed. he still is. he will always be. his voice felt comforting and his lips on mine felt like ecstasy i never knew before. he said "i wanna be yours" and then kept telling me "im yours" over and over again, and i know how relieved he must've felt to finally be mine. he could break my heart a thousand times, because it's only his to break. my heart, my soul is mesmerized by the way he used to look at me. he is the definition of beauty. he cast a spell on me and i can't and don't even want to break it. loving him is the greatest feeling and being loved by him felt like the best thing that ever happened to me. his arms around me made me forget that the world exists; to love him is the very reason i exist, and loving him is so effortless, so natural. i love him so much that words can't even begin to describe what i feel for him. it's love in its purest, most honest form. i just love him, and i couldn't stop it if i wanted to.
„Od tamtej chwili wszyscy widzieli we mnie ideal“, „a ja od trzech dni byłam czysta“, „wyłam, płakałam, łkałam“, „jakich nas? “, „bo choć on dla mnie znaczył wszystko, ja dla niego nie znaczyłam kompletnie nic“
