I saw a lot of people writing abt some1 they like so here’s a bit of mine !! Theres this guy at my school and I fell so hard for him.. he’s the most perfect man I’ve ever seen.. I can’t stop thinking abt him all the time !!
can you make a sad but calm playlist? like homesick by wave2earth and alexandra by reality club. cuz I'm often in the mood for crying when things aren't that bad to cry on, but not that good neither.
I’m so lost, I’m scared of falling in love so I push away my feelings but I always catch myself looking for him in the hallways, staring at him when he’s sleeping, and laughing at everything he says. I keep convincing myself it’s a silly little crush because I can’t bring myself to actually admit it. Admit that I’ve fallen in love.
Yesterday, I told him I felt sick at night, he told me I should sleep soon. He used to be really dry, i honestly was surprised that he cared and told me to go to sleep soon because my health is important.
les contare mis historia,el y yo nos conocimos hace algunos años actualmente tengo 14 pero nos conocimos cuando yo tenia 7 y el 8 [es mayor que yo algunos meses] bueno estabamos haciendo un proyecto por parejas y nos toco juntos,el siempre ha sido atento y divertido,solo que es introvertido y solo actua asi con gente de confianza,para mi el era un dios litt,tenia unos lindos ojitos verdes,era inteligente,guero,su nombre era lindo,castaño,alto me re encantaba,siempre habiamos tenido un ship y si teniamos la minima interaccion todos lo veian de chismosos TT,un dia estabamos en el patio de la escuela,estaba hablando con unas amigas y luego fui con algunos amigos a jugar o lo que sea ya que las niñas eran algo aburridas no quiero sonar pick me pero siempre hablaron de cosas nah,reggaeton,raperos fede etcc era aburrido,bueno eso paso hace 1 año aclaro,ellas hablaban mal de todas y se hacian bromitas segun,se separaban y volvian,me pedian la tarea etccc parecian perritas suplicando que les pasara la tarea,lit no hacian nada pero cuando eran examenes alli hiban conmigo ,a mi siempre me miraron raro xq me gusta laufey,mitski,artic monkeys y ps nada que ver con lo que a ellas les gustan,siempre me excluyen de fotos grupales,platicas etc hasta en los grupos,me siento mal por eso y muchos niños han notado eso,el niño que me gustaba siempre lo noto y intento actuar como para que me sintiera bien,los demas de mi clase me sexualizaban solo por cosas X pero el no,el siempre me respeto,fue comprensivo,etcc,me agradaba pasar tiempo con el,algunos meses despues descubri que tal vez ya no lo veria despues de algun tiempo ya que el vivia en otra zona y estaba vacacionando aqui,me senti mal,con ganas de llorar etc,me dolia era la primera vez que me enamoraba,nunca habia sentido tantas cosas por alguien,actualmente todavia lo veo pero mis padres me comentaron que tal vez nos mudemos a quien sabe que lugar,creo que donde el viviva mas o menos,me siento feliz pero a la vez triste,dejar tantas amistades y empezar de cero se me complicara,aveces siento que ya no me podre enamorar mas por que la experiencia con el chico me dejo algunos dolores en el corazon,pero ya veremos que depara el futuro no?
I used to like this guy. He was close to one of my friends and was a pretty known guy bc he had a leader position in our school so I would see him every morning. And every morning, he would make me smile. He was pretty good-looking and everything he did was so stupid and silly in a kinda cute way. But next year he got a gf and I just stopped liking him. I thought I had moved on but the more I saw him the more weird I felt. My breaking point was when I heard someone talking about him and his gf and how cute they are and they are very cute and I'm honestly really happy for them but i just feel sad. I'm not too sad but I just am. I still feel guilty and sad just either looking at him or his gf and they're honestly both nice people. But I am doing better than before :)) But I am also a bit happy bc a couple of days after me trying to move on, we had this weird awareness program that was just very awkward but we got to skip classes bc of that so it was all fine. In the middle of the program, I was talking about how its better if I just like some other guy to my bff and I was just telling her that if I met a guy, I'd want him to be like this, then I drew a little drawing of that dream dude of mine. Later at lunch, I was holding the copy with my doodle and I almost bumped into someone. I look back and I see this guy, who looked VERY SIMILAR to my doodle. It wasn't the exact same (since I like drawing anime lol) but the face expression and the eyes were pretty similar. I have been admiring him since and I think he noticed me. We've made awkward contacts since and its so weird and his friends look at me weirdly ( in like a teasing way I guess???) and yeah... that's that- The guy from before, I hope he'll be alright honestly. I would still like to be in a platonic relationship with him honestly because he just seems like a nice fun guy and the new guy, honestly he's a silly dude too so I hope something happens between us (fingers crossed.)
I just clicked on this for the first time, expecting for someone like you to play first. 2 ads later, that was the first song playing and it did not disappoint :3
It happened four years ago when I was finishing school. At the end of the school year, we had to dance a waltz. There weren’t enough boys in our class, so we chose partners from other classes. My friends chose one guy for me who was a year younger than me. He agreed, although he didn’t know who he would dance with. At the first rehearsal, he didn’t even say hello to me. I thought he didn’t like me and was upset. But the next day, he suddenly followed me on Instagram. I was surprised because I thought he definitely didn’t like me. At the next rehearsal, we already said hello and started chatting a little. There were cute, awkward moments between us, like in doramas. I was still very shy, and so was he sometimes. Our eyes rarely met, but when they did, I felt an inexplicable feeling. So I had a little hope that he liked me too. But I was very unsure of it. Two months flew by in an instant. After we danced the waltz, I thought about confessing my feelings to him. Even though I was finishing school, I wanted him to know how I felt about him. But on the day I was going to confess, I heard from my friends that he had confessed his love to another girl the day before, and he did it very beautifully. It was the end of May, fluff was flying around, the weather was wonderful - warm and cozy. I sat, feeling a strange state inside. When I realized that our feelings were not mutual, some kind of emptiness formed inside me. All those looks, moments in which I hoped that there was something between us, now seemed to me only my illusions. I thought that there was chemistry between us, but it turned out that only I felt it. When I realized this, I was overcome by a feeling of complete emptiness.
Had a crush on L. He had a best friend, LG, who i ALSO liked 😭😭 L was always energetic but was kinda attention seeking. So i didn’t know why i liked him so much. i always thought about him. he told me that he had a crush, G. G was really funny and PRETTY. something i wasnt💀 i was really disappointed but pretended like i supported him and started to ask questions about G and how the whole crush started. he didnt tell me any details at all. i see how he liked her. LG, on the other hand, i think he liked one of my close friends from grade 3. N (L doesnt like N). N and G were best friends. so they were both perfect. LG and N were always talking with each other and laughing constantly. they were like meant to be as well. i never told anyone about my crushes other than my sis. anyways, i started to distance myself from L cause he said he was crushing on someone else. he kept on trying to text me over and over again. so i started to talk to him again SINCE I STILL LIKED HIM 😭😭 after a while. i started to loose feelings because he was starting to get on my nerves. being a pick me boy. he was always seeking attention and made everything about himself, obnoxious. one day, i told him about my little opinion about him. i lashed out and i wasnt nice like i usually was to him. he said he was crying and bla bla. i ended up forgiving him because i felt like i still liked him somehow even though he was so ANNOYING! after school, we still talked and i started to like him again after he stopped his obnoxious stage. he started to distance himself. oh yea, forgot to mention the crush thing was a test to see if i was a loyal friend or something. i passed lmao. anyways, he started to distance himself cause it was summer and i was moving from my home town. now i am here. i have a new crush that i dont feel comfy talking about yet but when i do, remind me. thanks, love ya
I know it doesn't have much significance, but it's a part of my life. There's a boy I've liked since the beginning of high school. We met at a coaching center because he was in a different school, but when I first saw him at some function, my heart started racing like never before. I didn't know much about him, but he seemed to be my type - tall, introverted, nerdy, and handsome. As time went by, his friends would tease him with my name, and I couldn't help but blush. I wanted to confess my feelings to him, but my anxiety held me back. After a year, I tried to find him, but had no luck. Two years later, we coincidentally crossed paths again at the same coaching center, but this time he was there with his girlfriend. It was a difficult moment for me, but I accepted that sometimes fate only allows you to meet, not to be together. And that's how it has been until today - I still lack the courage to tell him, and this time my anxiety has emerged as the victor in my story."
This school year, is still liked him but he doesn’t like me back liking someone in another grade. Every time when a girl talks to him i feel so furious and jealous i kne it was my jealousy and i know i cant handle it, but last month was the best our teacher signed us to walk in stage with our best recycled costume for the buwan ng wika, AND OUR HAND TOUCHED LIKE FULL HANDS, (thanks to the teachers), its like the best time, but his crush was there. Till i saw her partner.. well. Oh ever few days i have gain a crush on the boy i saw.. i still like My crush but somehow I know he doesn’t like me back. I have liked him for a year, i know its love passing through my heart. Like his so kind. So handsome. But i have also gain some feelings from the boy from another grade. In Valentines I confessed my love to my crush for a year. He said sorry and said he doesn’t like me back. I felt sad crying night waking up with puffy eyes. Then this one boy in another grade saw me in the mini court with my lhone and puffy eyes, he sat next to me and we started chatting we talked for a while and gave me hi phone number. We then left to go home next day we chatted in our recess lunch and dismissal.. i like him now
i have a feeling he is crazier than i am, every move he does is unusual to his friends but usual in my eyes, like pinky promises and childish show watch together, he LOVES checking and reaching me out, we are still friends though, but i have a feeeling we are hooked up to each other. idk tho..
when i first saw him in the new class I didn’t like him, i liked his friend. but i don’t know why and how but i slowly fell for him. it wasn’t so intense at the start but i saw him outside one time and his style really got me hooked. then i realised he is a very nice person so i kept on trying to make conversation by collecting assignments. then we suddenly got into the same pe group, and i really fell hard because he would say it’s okay and alls good and good job when we played volleyball. then coincidentally we also became chem lab partners. and i died every single lesson because of how nice he was. throughout this crush i kept on having the thought to give up but when he talked to me then all those thoughts disappeared. even if it ends up to nothing it’ll still be a happy memory for my secondary school days :)
