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@mercedesbends
@mercedesbends 2 дня назад
Intriguing insights. The collective wants us to be homogenized.
@raymond_sycamore
@raymond_sycamore 3 дня назад
A man is whatever he wants to be. Damn the world and their god damn expectations. Own yourself, don't count on anyone else, and don't kowtow to the endless needs of others. THAT'S being a MAN!
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety 3 дня назад
Poetically put my friend...agreed. thank you!!
@Tongji-os5my
@Tongji-os5my 23 дня назад
Hi brother :) Nice thoughts and a quite insightful video. Time is always relative to one’s specific step along the way, it’s not objectively measurable for everyone at the same paces. I also saw some of your other videos and also contemplated about what it means to be a man and what it means to be a woman. Recently I stumbled upon a youtube channel of a young single mother, its name is Lundi Forest. The story of this woman is quite tragic, and all the drama in her life happened because of the injured ego of her partner, who is also the father of the baby. And I just wonder, what does it really mean for such an individual to be a man? If he cannot even protect the mother of his baby? How can a man desire to terminate his own offspring just because he fell out of love with his partner? In the end, what is the true definition of masculinity? You may also wanna check out the channel of this young lady, she suffers from severe body injuries and needs our support, even if it is to boost the algorithm with our views and comments. Be well and take care :)
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety 21 день назад
Hey thank you for taking the time to write such a nice long message! Is Goatis that guy that makes the raw meat videos? I used to watching him more in the past but I had no idea that he had a history like that? That is nuts. As for what makes a man or what is masculinity..that is a great question. I would like to take some time to write it out in a more detailed reply or just make a video regarding that!
@Tongji-os5my
@Tongji-os5my 21 день назад
Thanks a lot for the reply! Yes, it would be nice to hear your thoughts on masculinity, especially in a time where it seems that we suffer from a narcissism epidemic. Is testosterone what makes a man? Or is it more than that? Because in most cases people are so obsessed with the packaging, that they ignore the rotting content inside… like that man that you already mentioned. Yes he is nuts. He claims that all his perversions are “ natural “ and he is himself a pdf file ( if you know what I mean), there are videos where he promotes these dangerous ideas to his viewership. He should definitely be locked somewhere and not be allowed to use social media. If you have time please check out a channel called The Ghost of James Uganda. The name sounds funny, but in reality this channel is the one with the best evidence material for the matter we are discussing here. Be well and take care! I am waiting for your new video :)
@flawed1
@flawed1 28 дней назад
I always got hung over super easy. For most of my life, I had a few drinks one day a week. I started having some stomach problems and decided to stomp drinking to see if that was the cause. More and more time past, and when I realized I had hit a year, I just didn’t want to end my streak. It’s been about 2 1/2 years now, and I no longer even see a point to drinking. Alcohol cannot give me anything I don’t already have.
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety 26 дней назад
That's an awesome story! Thank you for sharing...and you're right, it can't give you anything you don't already have. It is simply an escape.
@chrismatheson8254
@chrismatheson8254 Месяц назад
I’ve always found the concept of time intriguing. Have you heard of proportional theory? Pardon me if I’m butchering it, but essentially it addresses the feeling of how time seems to move faster as we grow older, and attributes it with the fact that the older we get, the proportion of what a year is in comparison to our lifespan shrinks. For instance, when you’re 10 years old, 1 year is 10% of your entire existence, and even less of your conscious existence, whereas at 40, 1 year is only 2.5%. Thus, it feels like less than it did when we were younger. This blows my mind. However, I think that this is only a portion of why it feels like time is constantly accelerating/slipping away and the majority is more of what you addressed in this video. Love the topic and great insights 👍🏻
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety Месяц назад
Yes! Very well put and well broken down. It makes sense...part of me thinks there is some sort of shift in the pulse of our reality making us feel this way and the other part of me knows it's exactly what you're explaining. Maybe both? Maybe we'll never know? What a ride tho 🤠
@niltoncorrea5710
@niltoncorrea5710 Месяц назад
Pretty dog V and I agree with you V. We are supposed to be who we are not matter if we are pleasing others. With respect treating everyone equally by being ourselves.
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety Месяц назад
Hey Nilton! You're absolutely right 💯 glad we see it the same way
@raymond_sycamore
@raymond_sycamore Месяц назад
Awesome job, keep it up! Rooting for you! The first month was so hard. I had to move, relocate completely. I could never work in hospitality. Almost got 3 years, myself. You look much better than I did when I almost died!
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety Месяц назад
Wow incredible...you really had to make a transition. Proud of you 👏 would love to hear the story on how you almost died! My goal is to learn how to have a casual / occasional relationship with the drinks...maybe per occasion.. but that's what everyone says I'm sure? 😆 thanks for commenting my friend
@myusernamesthislll4620
@myusernamesthislll4620 Месяц назад
Good job. I need this
@Alligator6002
@Alligator6002 Месяц назад
Don't know ya mate but Just keep going dude, it gets easier with every day, I'm clean 8 months after 30 year's of caning it and I've never felt better, mentally. eat well, sleep well, work well, you become a better man and everything gets brighter and brighter. 👊
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety Месяц назад
Great comment and great display picture! 💪 Really appreciate the kind words.. proud of you as well my friend
@1954telecaster
@1954telecaster Месяц назад
Man up and smoke some crack 😤
@mercedescarmichaelcoaching
@mercedescarmichaelcoaching Месяц назад
Such a good boy.❤❤❤
@federicobalboa9145
@federicobalboa9145 Месяц назад
Alcohol is a poison, plain and simple. Stop wasting your life and money on it, benefiting only the alcohol lobbyists. Alcohol should be banned from supermarkets and stores, but it won't happen because of the powerful influence of money. Keep the hard work on.
@UltimateEnd0
@UltimateEnd0 Месяц назад
You did it man, you broke free
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety Месяц назад
Thanks brother, really appreciate it 💪
@pj5873
@pj5873 Месяц назад
True. Sober life is the best life. 👍🏻✌🏻
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety Месяц назад
💪 💪
@samsutherland4722
@samsutherland4722 Месяц назад
Alcohol became my enemy one day,a miracle , what a gift!
@jackwilson2155
@jackwilson2155 Месяц назад
nice one man, im at 9 months, went from drinking 15 cans of full strength beers a day everyday for 10 years. and i dont even want to go back, im happy with my sodastream water and feeling good on monday
@maple9502
@maple9502 Месяц назад
Are you serious?
@jackwilson2155
@jackwilson2155 Месяц назад
@@maple9502 yeah man, that first month was hell though
@jackwilson2155
@jackwilson2155 Месяц назад
@@maple9502 now its just hard to enjoy my life sober, because im so used to being pissed haha
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety Месяц назад
Wow what a shift! You must be feeling super fresh in the mornings now compared to back then lol. Proud of you 👏
@keithpeterson3805
@keithpeterson3805 Месяц назад
Bro I’m the exact same 10 years of 20-48 standard drinks a day one month sober it’s easy and hard at the same time
@Showoutisaac11
@Showoutisaac11 Месяц назад
wo congrats brotha super proud of you ! keep sharing your story. im also in recovery and i created this channel for our people to have a place to connect and build community. we should get on a facetime or zoom call talk recovery and addiction in a podcast setting. let me know! keep pushing forward i believe in you
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety Месяц назад
Hey really appreciate the comment..love what you're doing with your channel! Well done. Let's keep in touch and see if we can set something up
@mercedesbends
@mercedesbends Месяц назад
So true. A lot of my friends started to distance themselves consciously and subconsciously. I remember my dreams when I dont drink either. 😊❤
@innertruthcoach
@innertruthcoach Месяц назад
🎉🎉🎉
@Hoodviralclips760
@Hoodviralclips760 Месяц назад
Keep it going
@therdbrent3745
@therdbrent3745 Месяц назад
Not sure who you are but I saw your video pop up in my feed! I’m proud of you brother!
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety Месяц назад
Really appreciate it!!
@dougadkins4344
@dougadkins4344 Месяц назад
With a grain of salt: I have been experiencing time speeding up and time slowing, it seems to vary. But, the fact you are starting to feel an urgency to get things done makes me conclude that you are preparing to shift or move on. Don't be worried as it will be okay, it's a process and it's all good! It may just be a consciousness shift and not literal. Enjoy the journey 🙂
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety Месяц назад
Thank you for that comment, it has added some peace to my day. I think you're right. I really appreciate it 😊
@user-jq6np6wx1e
@user-jq6np6wx1e Месяц назад
Chase a star and follow a dream❤
@user-jq6np6wx1e
@user-jq6np6wx1e Месяц назад
This time last year was hectic feels like I've been reincarnated ❤
@damon123jones
@damon123jones Месяц назад
not to their girl friends. . . they think you are weak
@Iwishtheirwasnopain
@Iwishtheirwasnopain Месяц назад
Our perspective..yeah bashar talks about this
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety Месяц назад
I always dip back into Bashar when I am feeling drawn...really appreciate you posting this vid. It actually made my day. Thank you 😊
@Iwishtheirwasnopain
@Iwishtheirwasnopain Месяц назад
@@consciousanxiety for sure
@Iwishtheirwasnopain
@Iwishtheirwasnopain Месяц назад
I needed to hear this thanks
@Iwishtheirwasnopain
@Iwishtheirwasnopain Месяц назад
Didn't know you make vids..cool, and where is that beautiful forest it looks like maine?
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety Месяц назад
Just my local city park, im a little outside of Toronto actually..thanks for stopping by 😊
@Iwishtheirwasnopain
@Iwishtheirwasnopain Месяц назад
@@consciousanxiety I've been all over canada
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety Месяц назад
@@Iwishtheirwasnopain amazing..let me know what your favorite spots were
@Iwishtheirwasnopain
@Iwishtheirwasnopain Месяц назад
@@consciousanxiety Montreal and the thousand islands on the Saint Lawrence River..Montreal and Quebec city especially made a good impression, Ottawa and Vancouver and Toronto were alright too
@joelmedina6837
@joelmedina6837 Месяц назад
Guess who came back, remember me from NNN 😂😂
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety Месяц назад
Ofcourse my friend, nice to have you stop by. Let me know how you're doing and what's new 💪!!
@joelmedina6837
@joelmedina6837 Месяц назад
@@consciousanxiety life is getting better 👍!! I learned so much !!
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety Месяц назад
Love to hear that...proud of you!!!
@milesp2295
@milesp2295 Месяц назад
Operation warp speed..wasn't a vaccine 😮
@seanthundercock6770
@seanthundercock6770 Месяц назад
A year goes in a blink of an eye
@shaunhamer4262
@shaunhamer4262 Месяц назад
Clock Time is a mind fashioned delusion. As is the idea of a separate self.
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety Месяц назад
hmm..well put.
@johnlowe-tq6ey
@johnlowe-tq6ey Месяц назад
Having so many problems with clocks.
@rzone9546
@rzone9546 Месяц назад
yes real fast
@johnnymcgeez5647
@johnnymcgeez5647 Месяц назад
I actually thought about this a lot since i feel like that too, so i will explain exactly why this is happening: This feeling means that we are officially at the door step of middle age. We are still young enough to have high body function and energy and excitement to build life ahead of us but at the same we are old enough to realize burden of mortality. As a result we get anxiety and we always feel like we need to do something before its too late. Since we as humans view everything trough our own perception and since we are aware that we wont last forever there is this emergent feeling that things will end soon, which in some people even feels like world might possibly end soon. Countless people felt like this trough out history which they wrote about and predicted end of all things in their writings. Now, as a result of constantly being busy and focusing on many things at once time just flies by. You could feel time again if you were to be still and focus on present moment but problem is that deep anxiety will rear its head and fear of the future will take the form of restlessness. I figured out this when i realized that it was me all along who was rejecting the present moment due to the anxiety about future... After all, how can i be still when there are things that i need to do. And think about subjective feeling too - when you are lets say 10 yo then one years is literally 10% of your whole life, but when you are 90 then one year is 0.9% of your whole life so it feels less significant. So just think about it, life goes by unnoticed if you focus on things instead on it, and you cant take your career or your money to the grave with you. Even your name was give to you when you were born and it too will stay after you are gone. So focus on being alive if you dont want life to speed by you like a rocket.
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety Месяц назад
Might have to print off your reply...it has made a lot of sense to me. Both motivating and very calming at once. Thank you for taking the time to write out your thoughts like you did. I will be re-reading this a couple times throughout my day. Thank you my friend!
@zonfarentertainment
@zonfarentertainment Месяц назад
Agreed, being more in the moment definitely gives a time slow feel to existing.
@user-mi4wd8rg9t
@user-mi4wd8rg9t Месяц назад
Only in the evening and the weekend
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety Месяц назад
this made me laugh because it's so true. Time wants to be time while were all at work....
@Mickyboi1
@Mickyboi1 Месяц назад
Enormously. Thought at first it was my perception but literally EVERYONE is saying it, kids, old people, everyone inbetween. A year like 10 years ago is like 2 months now
@Gator6Romeo
@Gator6Romeo Месяц назад
" The 3 nanosecond quantum shift within a Cosmic Nexus will retain the present Atomic Integrity, but is sufficient enough shift the production of the butterfly effect, which can be directed at the future. (Shadow Boxer's Quantum Precision retains Atomic Integrity compounds Butterfly Effect within a Cosmic Nexus) 2012, Land of the Piaute beside ancient Pyramid lake directly beneath the axis of the eclipse at a distance of 1 meter the Shadow Boxer is exactly 3 nanoseconds ahead of the shadow. By defeating darkness the Shadow Boxer engages the stars in a universal battle of natural selection for celestial light, decreasing load and growing time. Inserted into Plato's Allegory of the Cave the Shadow Boxer remains true, above or below.
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety Месяц назад
I have not read this before, and I think I need to read it a few times over...thank you for sharing
@Gator6Romeo
@Gator6Romeo Месяц назад
@@consciousanxiety There is a stone on top of the mountain that shapes the horizon, where the feathered eagle struggles to fly this stone simply lies consistent in the heights, and the pebble in your boot is greater than the mountain in your way.
@whitewolfwoodcrafts
@whitewolfwoodcrafts Месяц назад
I think its the effect of the internet on our consciousness, taking us out of the moment into a numb state, but also filling us with anxiety about global problems, which further removes us from the moment. You’re asking the right questions and soul searching well, drifting into Eastern philosophy.
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety Месяц назад
well put, I catch myself doom scrolling through different apps sometimes and all of a sudden I just feel like I'm in a trance, have lost all conception of what I was thinking, or like you put it, "numb". I see a lot of people my age and younger having this fuck it mentality about health, money or the future because it appears to everyone that there might not be a future due to global problems. Circling it back to how you put it...internet, anxiety...completely removing us from the moment. What an interesting ride it has been and will continue to be... Great comment, thank you.
@SyrinxRP
@SyrinxRP Месяц назад
Yup! Thought I was the only one! Other than the world becoming a bunch of miserable assholes. I've also noticed everyone is in " what about me mode" Covid get you pissed off at everything vaccine?..lol Everyone smoke a joint, smile, give a shit about the next person, because time is fast and we're not here long !
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety Месяц назад
some great points, would like to make a video talking about how people have been acting since the whole covid era. Very odd. It feels like I've become surrounded with negativity and pessimism. Workplace, general public, old friends etc... Well put at the end of your comment. 🤠
@ldfjlas
@ldfjlas Месяц назад
science needs to invent a drug that slows down our perception of time. my life is speeding past. I was watching a timer in a live stream and I swear to you seconds were ticking away 5 time faster than I remember. the earth is prolly passing through the event horizon of some reverse black hole that is causing time to speed up. it is the only answer.
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety Месяц назад
Yes the seconds themselves appear to be ticking away quicker. If science created a drug like this, there would be far too many OD's initially! Great comment, thank you.
@kurgon1976
@kurgon1976 Месяц назад
considering that the universe is expanding and time and space are related... it is quiet possible that the longer you live the more you can feel the universal expanse and your place NPC status in the universe.
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety Месяц назад
Have not thought of that before...But I am always thinking about concepts relating to NPC's...that is a good point
@snowfort77
@snowfort77 Месяц назад
Bro literally filming himself have a mid-life crisis
@bluntash3794
@bluntash3794 Месяц назад
wait till ya get there
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety Месяц назад
laughed out loud...yes thats me
@DouglasYanceyFunnie
@DouglasYanceyFunnie Месяц назад
Time was definitely going by faster for a bit and slowed down starting Sunday it seems to be passing relatively normal since Sunday and it changes often ⏰ 🛸🕋👽
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety Месяц назад
what a ride! 🤠
@aesop2733
@aesop2733 Месяц назад
Ever done mushrooms? It really can slow things down in a good way
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety Месяц назад
I have in the past...there was a time when it really contributed to my growth it felt. Really did alter time! Its been a few years since I've felt pulled to have more tho...What's your experience been with the shrooms?
@ZachHayter
@ZachHayter Месяц назад
In 2013 Dolores Cannon stated that time had already sped up to the point where what used to feel like 24 hours, then felt like 16 hours. I can imagine that figure has reduced even more since that time period, and I've felt it too for sure. Especially in the past 4 years
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety Месяц назад
Ive seen countless videos of hers back in the day...wonder what she would say 10 years later today. Would be quite interesting
@MothyOnes111
@MothyOnes111 Месяц назад
I understand it as Schuman resonance changing frequency affecting how we experience time
@MothyOnes111
@MothyOnes111 Месяц назад
I Timothy Earl Jones give this information away freely to do the most good. First free energy is real and I've developed it using gravity 2 tanks a turbine and water I can exponentially increase the yield its basically a siphon where the top tank pulls from the bottom while dumping lol into the bottom tank as long as the top tank weighs more than the pipe and bottom tank that's X that is the driving force its a stacked bell siphon secondly much love and sun thirdly I feel that in my humble opinion reality is much more than the current common preconceptions even allow for that being said anyone experiencing anything odd non time related if so please share I will have more time to share back some of mine later like my paralysis demons bringing friends lots of friends and I couldn't wake up I almost had it and sat up but got dragged back down I've never sat up like that while experiencing paralysis and I could not tell you now if I had actually sat up anyway but I'm here for it they can come kick it anytime 😂 they just need to be taught how to act right
@asabovesobelow1742
@asabovesobelow1742 Месяц назад
Soon a year will be a month, a month will feel like a week and a week like a day.
@PunishedKenny
@PunishedKenny Месяц назад
The days just fly by. Not only that, but whenever I look at the clock, it's something:22, :33, :44 or :55 almost every time.
@TStephens21274
@TStephens21274 Месяц назад
Like seeing 3:33, 2:22, 4:44, on different clocks throughout the day?
@PunishedKenny
@PunishedKenny Месяц назад
@@TStephens21274 Sometimes those, but usually just doubles. For instance it's 11:44 here right now.
@consciousanxiety
@consciousanxiety Месяц назад
interesting...I have had similar experiences, but with different numbers. What has it all meant to you?? Can feel quite bizzare im sure. For me, I try to think of exactly what it was that I was thinking about right before I saw the numbers. It's like a wink from this realm for me to take notice and focus onto something. I think it may mean something different for everyone, thats why its important to have your own conclusions with what it might mean 🤔😎
@PunishedKenny
@PunishedKenny Месяц назад
​@@consciousanxiety From what I've gathered, 22 represents deeper relationships, 33 represents right path forward to divine purpose, 44 represents divine protection on that path, and 55 is incoming positive change. I've done a lot of introspection these past few years, and of course there are and will still be conflicts that I struggle with internally, but I take the appearance of these numbers as a positive omen. I not only see them on clocks, but on views, likes, video lengths, etc. And there is no consistent pattern to what my thoughts are when I see these numbers, but maybe I need to pay more attention.🙂